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Troubled heart,
broken, battered, torn apart
troubled life,
mother, daughter, friend & wife
troubled day,
lost in life can't find my way
troubled me,
i pray dear god that you can see
my troubled heart needs setting free!
Your sorry for my pain
  And sorry for my sorrow
Sorry for the mess you made
   That ******* up my tomorrow
But are you sorry for my heartache?
    Sorry for your mistake?
Sorry for all the things,
     That you let him take?
Are you sorry that im crying?
      And feel like i am dying?
Sorry that it hurts so bad that
       I dont feel like trying?
  Are you sorry for the words you said
       That cut me like a knife?
  Sorry for the pain I've felt for my entire life?
        Are you sorry that you hurt me?
  Sorry that im not free?
      What i really need to know
  Is that your really
 Mar 2012 OnlyEggy
Jessica Griego
THIS world of lies
IS full of eyes
HOW can they be dry
AN angel just died

ANGEL falls to a place
CRIES of terror on there face
Blame it on the world today
As we watch IT fade away
 Mar 2012 OnlyEggy
Time Check
 Mar 2012 OnlyEggy
4:40 PM

learning all about the little
nuances that try to define what it is
exactly that lies at your core, the
buzzing generator of unmistakable  
charm, patterns of thoughts like ever-shifting
wallpaper in your head, forever reluctant to
meet my eyes for fear of our mirrored
colors merging into one, pools of green and

5:06 PM

no surprise to figure life is about moving when
raised on the road and pit-stop friends but
I'm at a loss when it comes to leaving you with a good
impression, powerless to live these last few days to the
fullest, stuck on that expression, those colors

5:32 PM

meaning thrives in the silences between our speech, only
beginning to gather itself up before we carry on, fascinated
by the effect our own vibrations can have on another, sure
the aftershock will hit any day now, the yesterday

6:24 PM

next time I hope to embrace the silence as I do whenever
you head off into the sunset, ridiculous quiet building a time
and space for us to enjoy the company that comes with
forgetting I am there and never being able
to forget you
 Feb 2012 OnlyEggy
Jessica Griego
I will leave this place in time
Walking through the tunnel of lies
I will walk throu the dark
With only memories as light

The dark is strong
It makes me stronger
I see nothing around me
Just lies surrounding

The truth is so far
But almost in my reach
I try to fight these lies
Only to find, Me
- From my inner me
 Feb 2012 OnlyEggy
Jessica Griego
When love is lost, and lost is love
We stand together as one
But take us down and we will frown
Untill the battle is won
- From my inner me
 Feb 2012 OnlyEggy
The one that stays
And who is always there
To bring on conversation
Where distance means nothing
No matter how far

In the distance
When you desire time
Or a smile on your face
Someone will always mean something
Just as a star on a clear night.
 Feb 2012 OnlyEggy
Jon Tobias
Gag gag and gargle
Draggin’ through the muck of
That place you said you’d never go back to
Screamin’ like a devil in the dark

The bump and grind of his *****
Bump and grind
Got you buckin’ backwards like a
But we both know you should’a’ never brought a dog
To a gun fight

Too late for tears darlin’
Bite lipped quivers never saved a soul
Can hear the fear in the breaks for sobs

The door to his apartment never beckoned
But you broke down the doors
Like you had something to prove
Bent you bilaterally like
The corner you backed yourself into

So perfect in your symmetry
Till you left me for him
Now you got the heart-sag
Jaw dropped
Dope fiend look

Tearing up at the sky
And the flowers
White powder pluggin up your nose holes
Can’t smell the **** on your knees now
Or the muck you got stuck in

You said I wasn’t as fun as he was
As he is
I never wanted to save you anyway
I just thought it was beautiful
The way you praised me for the things I say
And the way I say ‘em

Ya know
I got blasted backwards
By the backlash of you leaving
Kicked up so much dust in the rubble
And left me dizzy with the rumble
Of your feet fleeing the song of some ***** stomp
Farther and farther away from safety

At least I was safe
I wasn’t bitter
Even my bite was gentle
Kind enough to remind you I still got teeth
But I won’t use ‘em

So before you leave me
Take the burden
The baggage
The weight of my shoulders
The wait for the phone call sayin’ you finally
****** up and died on me
The mix tapes
The t-shirts
The memories of every moment my heart kept sayin’
“She won’t stay
But hold her for as long as she’ll let you”

Take it all
And go
The reason for the title is that I was listening to that style of music (dubstep) while writing this.  I wanted to put into words the way the music makes me feel. As a good friend of mine describes it "*****" and "gritty". I wrote this for him.
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