I’m sick and I’m suffering, I struggle every day
I’m missing the one thing for which I always kneel and pray
Your love, your care, your smiling face
The lack of which, puts me in this place

I’m sick, I can’t stop thinking of you
I struggle every day just to make it through
I’ve come to terms that you’re my one
The person with whom, I belong when it’s done

But the pain and struggle, it comes from the fact
That, right now, you don’t feel the same way back
Maybe one day, you’ll feel that way again
I wish I could know that it would happen, and when...

I know what I want, and what I want is you
Whatever it takes, what I need to do
However long it is, that I must wait
Us together just feels like fate

But temptation comes, it always will
Tempting me with a different thrill
Today it showed its ugly face
But nothing could convince me to replace

My desire and love and loyalty to you
Regardless of what I will go through
That loyalty and love will never waver
With the hopes to one day be your savior

I would wait at least a year or two
Or even more to be with you
Give you the time and space you need
To do all that you need to do

I hope you don’t forget my love
My care, my support, you’re far and above
The most important person that exists in my life
And even now when I dream, you become my wife

If you only knew how I felt today
What I tell to God every time I pray
How my poetry explains that I’m distraught
Maybe you would give it a second thought

And then I could show you for the rest of time
How happy and thankful I am that you’re mine
And I’d show it in a different way each day
For this opportunity, is all that I pray

The chance to show you my love again
No matter the place, just say where and when
And I’ll be there full of love for you
That’s how I know that my love is true

Another week, and now a month
Since we have been apart
And not a single thing has changed
How I feel in my heart

The fact remains day after day
That I want nothing more
Than another night to share our love
Just like it was before

Not only did I lose your love
My partner to my core
But I lost my best friend too
And that hurts even more

This pain, the void inside of me
I don't think it will cease
As time goes on I've noticed
It continues to increase

My only hope is that you think
And one day change your mind
My love for you will still remain
Its how I am defined

A month today since we had last spoke
Nothing has changed, my heart is still broke
I reached out today just say hello
So that my love for you can continue to show

But you left me hanging here, all alone
While I spent the day staring at my phone
Hoping to hear that you're doing well
Praying that last talk wasn't a final farewell

But it seems it might be the end of the road
Though I won't lose hope that again we may glow
But the future looks bleak there's no denying
Despite my love for you and all the crying

So for now I will say, I'm sorry we're here
This truly has been the worst ******* year
But perhaps the future may have some love left in store
Even more than we ever experienced before

Your big brown eyes, how they fit your face
How they tell your story and they show your grace
I could look in those gems and the world would be gone
Absorbed by your gaze, my life is redrawn

They tell a story of love and adventure
Not without pain, but never surrender
The story of an, angel, a queen, a moon
A story I hope to be rejoining soon

What I wouldn’t give, to see those eyes one more time
You name the crime or the mountain to clime
To get lost in your gaze, and see the world through your scope
For it to happen again I can only hope

But hope I do, day after day
“Please, let our paths reunite,” I pray
Perhaps it will work, and we can gaze together
But this time our gaze, will be together forever

The hardest part of these days
Is that everywhere I go and everything I see
Reminds me of you, in so many ways

The beauty of the city, when I walk out the door
Shining bright for me to see
Reminds me of what we had before

I avoid at every cost, the places that we went
It will just further my fall
Into this deep dark descent

Of missing you and loving you as much as ever
I’m holding on for dear life
If you come back, whenever

My hope is strong as is my resolve
Because I know in my heart
This love will never dissolve

So I fight through the pain and embrace the struggle
With the hope and belief
We may have another snuggle

But until that day, the days will remain dark
Until you return
And on our next adventure we embark