I still fall asleep thinking about
the night I messaged you goodnight
while you slept in the other room

we haven't spoke in years
it never feels like tomorrow


I hoped one day you would miss me
call me to say you're sorry

some relationships are never fixed
some are nonexistent

one day I'll buy white roses
think of you for a second or two

there's nothing to say
we're like building blocks falling over
I can't stand still

I have nothing to say
I keep my mouth shut

you don't have to ask me again
l trace over my blue veins

don't come over
I don't need you breathing over me

I trust no one
there's no point

you never see the stop sign
keep on going