The emotional dam has burst
Blood rushes
It heats up as the anger grows
The madder I get
The more my blood boils
The more I feel
I will burst into flames

Life has delt me a nasty blow
I was cheated
I was hurt
When life attacked

I want to fight back
To prove I am no coward
To prove I am strong
To prove I am not someone to ***** with

no means no,
not that i'm timid
or hesitant,
it simply means
I entertain no wanton.

this imagined side
claims a reality its own..
the claim comes from  
searching for that
which persists as Light..

searching dark places
of fear and desire
and in resistance to a
quiet Call..

as the search extends
perhaps with pause for
a dark night of the soul
it may at last be recognized:

the Call has persisted in all
my days..as my tears
dissolve a search now
ending...