The sea,
How pretty and blue,
what a sight beautiful just for you.

As the waves crash on to the shore,
what more is there to adore?

The waves slowly bring in the tide,
up to your feet.

The water feels so good at first
then leaves your feet cold.

You wade deeper and deeper
As comes in the high tide

Your thoughts...
The sea...
Slowly drowning you.

An anchore appears around your ankle.
Its slowly weighing you down.
You swim for it is just a lightweight.

Then another on your wrist.
The chain cuts into you.
Oh no what to do.

You swim as hard as you can.
But you can't escape it.

Your anxiety...
Your fear...
The weights...

You can never escape it.

To think i loved you,
To think i thought you loved me too.

I thought you cared when i cried,
But those were all lies.

I tried to give you my heart,
You played me from the start

I am just like a doll to you
You get me thing and dress me up,
Just to mess me up.

I'm done being your play thing
I'm no longer your toy.

What do you see
when you look at me?

A girl
A boy
A little toy?

What do you see?

My heart
My brain
My face?

Who am i to you?

A sister
A brother
A lover?

Why do you see things that aren't me...

You see me smile
So i must be fine.

You see my laugh
So it must have been funny.

I smile to keep from crying

I laugh to keep from telling my true feelings

If i keep pretending will you even notice?

Will you really see "Me"?

You go out
But rather stay in

You try to talk to people
But are frightened by them

You lie to yourself that you're alright.
But yet your haunted by thoughts late at night

Anxiety has done this to you.
What will you do to stop it?

A cut,
a sliver,
made with silver.

A mark,
a scratch,
What's the catch?

The addiction
The fear
What have you done here

The blood
The pain
And what have you to gain

Your gone
So long
Maybe i'll see you again.