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Noa Adler Apr 2020
Give me pills
Give me sadness
Just enough
To was away the madness

All the pretty killers
With degrees
And prescriptions
Tending to my friction

I destroy myself
And contaminate structures
Piecing back
My heartbreak fractures

Lovely ladies
Drinking poisonous wine
They don't know when
To draw the line
Noa Adler Apr 2020
I am nothing
I am for your leisure
Feed on all
My friends and features

Raise glass walls
To keep me hidden
And convince me
That I'm smitten

Pity me
And feed me lies
I am only
For your eyes

Slap me and then
Stitch my lips
And say
No one will love me this way.
Noa Adler Apr 2020
My mind is racing
In a dream
Drowning
In a shallow stream
Let my words
Eclipse your head
And revive
All that is
Dead.
Noa Adler Apr 2020
That's not romance
In the air, my darling,
Not romance at all

It's the tension,
The fear, the scarring
All waiting to fall.

And if I make one
Wrong step, then I'm done
Your invisible cloak
Hides me well

Meanwhile I'm trying hard
Not to step on the shards
Of my heartbreak.
In that I excel.
Noa Adler Apr 2020
Sure, take my heart.
Feel around it
For all the soft spots.
It's fragile, isn't it?
Go ahead.
Throw it.
See how wonderfully crisp
It sounds when it shatters.

Perhaps you'd like
To crush my windpipe as well?
They say it's painful,
But my tears are choking me anyway.
Come closer, dear.
Put your hand right here,
And squeeze.
Isn't it satisfying?
Look how poetic,
You took my breath away.

Would you like a knife, love?
To cut me apart, of course.
Here, push it into my stomach.
Now twist.
Do you feel that?
My organs shutting around it?
Isn't it lovely?

Now sit, my darling,
Sit back and enjoy
The final scene.
You have front row tickets
To my final breaths.
Thank you for destroying me.
Noa Adler Apr 2020
-Everything is still.
-The world stopped.
-Your breath is grey,
-And your soul too.
-The chains are weakening.
-In a day or two they'll break,
I'm sure of it.

-What color do you think the sky is today?
-I don't know.
I miss you so.
Noa Adler Apr 2020
There's not much
Behind your lies.
Layers and layers
Of filth and dirt
Cover a black void.
If I reach in,
I'll drown in it.

There's not much
Behind my kindness.
All I wanted
With all my heart
Was you to be happy.
If you touch me, though,
I'll drown you with my tears.
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