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MonsterInsideMe Feb 2015
You come through my opened door
And I feel your hands softly wrap around me
I turn around,  but you are gone
Then yet again you're behind me
This time pushing me to the ground
I used to be able to pick myself up
Yet now I see I rely on your touch to give me strength
I feel you carry me and lay me on your lap
My head on your beating heart
I allow myself to forgive you
Just as you throw me off
When it's good
We can do anything and it's us against the world
But when it's bad
The chain around our hearts tighten until it almost kills us both
I get up to leave
But you pull me close
Forever making me stay by reminding me of my love for you
I couldn't go without your touch
Even if you push me down
I don't want to live without hearing your heart beat
Even if it's not for me
My heart and my brain go to war
One afraid of getting hurt
The other not caring as long as you're with me
Many watch us as we play the confusing game of love
They cringe and mock
But it's us against the world
Until you, mi amor, want to fight it alone
MonsterInsideMe Feb 2015
When fear and hatred clouds your days
You feel so alone
Even when you're surrounded by people
And as you tell the ones you love that nothing is wrong
They say you're ungrateful
It kills you to lie
But you don't want them to know
That every night you, you just cry
You dream of ending it all
Not caring about yourself
Not caring how hard you fall
Everyone always says
It'll be okay
But do they take those meds
You want to tell someone how you feel
Yet you're so scared
Because if you say it out loud it actually makes it real
You see we hide behind the illusion of " I'm fine"
We've said it so much
That sometimes we start to believe the lie
But deep down we know we're depressed
And no matter how many people try to help
That depression will always have us under arrest
Don't wait for it to magically get better.  Make the effort to make it better yourself.  Be strong, tell someone, get help. We can't lose another fallen angel. We need you and you have a purpose.  It's your job to find out what that is
  Feb 2015 MonsterInsideMe
Holly
You didn't love her.
You just didn't want to be alone
Or maybe, maybe she was
just good for your ego
Or maybe she made you feel better
about your miserable life.
But you  didn't love her.
Because you don't destroy people you
**"Love"
MonsterInsideMe Jan 2015
I want to not answer when you call at 4 am
I want you to cry yourself to sleep
Because your mind won't stop thinkin
I want you to think I'm with another man
I want to play with your emotions
Just because I can
I want to play this out until it ends it course
I want to watch you turn into me
And feel no remorse
I want you to wait for me to change
Waiting as still and as long as a statue
I want to make you look like a fool
as everybody's laughing at you
I want to hurt you so bad
It'll take years for your heart to mend
I want to affect you so much
That you'll never trust again
And just when you can't take it anymore
And you're thinking about leavin
I want to pull you close and whisper in your ear
"Now we're even"
  Jan 2015 MonsterInsideMe
ryn

       you
               secretly
                       wishing, for
                              your writes to be
                                noticed•simple sign
                             that they have not been
                          missed•with every view
                     and every like•your popu-
               larity does spike•somewhat
          places your art on the poetry
      map•between major players,     
  you close the gap•constantly      
checking to see  who's been              
reading•you're always deli-               
ghted to see the 'yellow                      
lightning'
•a wish...                            
    for those who                             
     are writ-                    
ing      

secretly hope not only for your words to be
reaching far and wide, but also... trending
* the above does not apply to everyone here.
MonsterInsideMe Jan 2015
I stare into the darkness of the night
as someone pulls me from behind
my eye widen with a look a pure fright
at the thought of what I might find
they take me to a place unknown
after tying me up
they say this is my new home
thier voices making my mind corrupt
I'm forced to help them ****
torture the weak minded
we take them against their will
its like I've been blinded
everyday is someone new
usually young and dumb
they never know what we're capable to do
until they're screaming out to no one
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