I cry alone at night
Hugging my pillow tight
Thinking of our last fight
How everything that once felt right
Could fall apart so fast
I think about the past
Of a love that didn't last
How much I use to love you
And how you use to love me too
Then you left me cold and blue
I still wonder how I never knew
The real person inside you
That could be so cold and cruel
The one who played me for a fool
I was in love with a fake
A cold hearted manipulating snake
I lay in bed and replay what we use to be
And how you moved on without me
Our future looked so bright
I once thought you were Mr. Right
But here I lay hugging my pillow tight
Reminiscing of those brown eyes
The one's that held so many lies
I think about your kiss
Your arms around me I miss
Whispering a soft wish
To the heavens above
To bring back the Man I use to love
The Man I can't stop thinking of
The one behind those brown eyes
That are now so full of lies
But I still hug my pillow tight
Here I lay alone at night
Still thinking of our fight
Wishing somehow I could make everything alright.
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When I look in a Mirror I use to see
The person that was once me
Now has broken edges and cracks
A heart once gold turned black
I want my life back
Now I see a face full of pain
A broken girl who took the blame
A victim of a pathological liar's game
I see a face so full of shame
Will she ever be the same?
Or will she always be broken
By all the lies that were spoken
Still his words consume her
She was once his Prisoner
He held the key
But he decided to set her free
But the memories still haunt me
She believed he was sent from above
Her one true love
The Man she searched her whole life for
The Man who swore
He would never stop loving her
He promised her forever
Promised they will always be together
But those promises were lies
Thats why she cries
When he left a part of her died
But those tears have dried
And even thou she still hurts inside
She placed her fears aside
Picked up what was left of her pride
Cut those strings he had tied
Around her heart
And even thou she was falling apart
She decided to start
LIVING!!!!
Now when I look in the Mirror
I see a once scared girl, Now strong
A girl who has been wronged
Stepped into the light
And done what she felt was right
She moved on
With what she still had left of her life.
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For Years you led me astray
Made me think it was you and me
That's why I stayed
As long as I did
But you left me
You went away
You started a new life
Without me
You moved on
Left me here alone
Your gone
I still think about you
As the days go by
Sitting here alone
I try not to cry
I want to be mad
Because I trusted you
But it hurts so bad
To remember
And no matter how sad
I am
I have to say "Goodbye"
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You chased me for Years
Hurt me over and over
I cried so many tears
And always took you back
I faced so many fears
Losing you again and again
You played with my heart
Broke your promises
And ripped me apart
Lied to me over and over
Until I swore I was done
Tired of playing your games
This isn't fun
It might be fun for you
You don't cry yourself to sleep
Wondering what you can do
To move on and be free
Then you say "Hi"
And I can't set you free
I can't stop
Letting you hurt me
Over and over again.

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Your cheating heart
Tore us apart
You lie and make promises
You say you'll start
But baby you never do
It's always the same
One promise after another
I'm sick of this game
I just can't win with you
It's such a shame
15 years down the drain
I'm done
Find someone else to blame
Someone who believes you
And your lying mouth
I no longer do
I learned the hard way
15 years wasted on you
Hearing your promises
But baby I already knew
It took me so long
I'm just to good for you.
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Caught in every web that you weave
You never mentioned her
Never dreamed you would leave
Leave me behind in this town
I was the one to be replaced
Behind my back
She was the one you chased
Does she know I had you first
I was the one you ran too
I was the one who satisfied your thirst
I stayed with you
When you were at your worse
I was the last to know
You left town
How could you be so low?
All this time behind my back
Now I know where you would go
When you left town
For days, weeks, months
You ran to your little ***
How could I've been so blind
For so many Years
You were never mine
You were hers
After all this time
I was just another girl
Caught in your web of lies.