Sitting in my chair, Fingers through my hair, Blinding flash of light, Gave up without a fight, Doomed from the start, My atoms torn apart, Earth and sky divide, All because our pride.
I have a confession I don't mind depression It helped me make friends But what if it ends Would they ever stay Even for one day Maybe they would No reason they should I am worthless Couldn't be less My pain is unbearable Chains so unwearable My mind is my prison By my own decision Locked myself inside Don't let me outside I will destroy you Though I don't mean to My issues are contagious Loving me is outrageous So do yourself a favor And make yourself a hater Throw away the key Before you can see The monster that is hidden I horse never to be ridden Please just keep me caged Never to be engaged
Being near to you Is all I want to do To stay by your side I'd give all my pride Just to hold you hand I'd count the grains of sand To touch your lips with mine Oh it would be devine Just to know you care I'd shave all my hair To have you feel my love I'd catch a thousand doves Just to hear your voice I'd give up all my choice To put my head on yours Oh better than a hundred years All I want to do Is be near to you
Tears rolling down my face Spiraling out of control Getting sader and sader Nothing can bring me up I will always be down But nobody even cares Like I actually matter Maybe one day I will today is not that day In truth that day will not come Because I could never Never be loved