Hurt with pain that could have been
mixed and watered down,
and the drugs don't work,
have you heard the Verve?
swivel 180 swerve

hands turned painters, odd
too odd,
absurd
zoooooooooooooooooooom
gone
what is it
"you fucken druggo"-Sassy

Faces
All I see are faces
Coming down off a trip
Everything is one
Serendipity

Through you, unity.      
Understand us.              
Up, up, up
Drug rush
Abuse turns absurd
***** Junction
Unreal unravels delusions
Euphoria undeniable
Exquisitely unveiling
Unbeknownst subtleties
Until unlimited universe unfolds
Übermensch

Stupid b*tch,
click, click, click
swift to like,
take a hike,
oh, you did?
****
Sisyphus
rollllllllllllllllllllll1111111111111111111101­01010101010101010101

Like Woody in the ocean in Toy Story 4,
Inanimate toys become reality,
While reality deteriorates into inanimatonomy
Disintegrate the h8,
Peace is (never) too late

We are slaves to the past,
built off the shoulders of giants, our ancestors,
credit given to God,
when shall we learn?

Smoke a spliff
Scratch and sniff
Worlds apart
But you’re in my heart
Or at least my head

Cathartic turned catatonic
Visions of the past
Faded, I’m fading
brain damage
Acid tabs streeeeeeetch
W
     A                    D
          R         E
                P
Baby I’m bleeding

Scared to die, but already dead
Scared to live, but already alive
Bullet to the brain?
But what would that do?
Dead head, needle threaded into consciousness
Plato made my brain play-doh
Always another cave
E

Poetic b*tch,
take a trip,
then you'll see,
the bigger picture
Welcome to the Meta,
2023
wake up
sasha
no
o
o
o
sashadontwakeup

FEAR

Too many Sins, Johnny
Neurons change to Jimmy Neutron
Curry tastes as good as Denzel in my ears
Thank you Mr. West, Stephen
No Kings, solely Kendrick

Too abstract,
waffle ball bat

why rhyme? I need dimes
broke,
no hope

Move forth- the man i ought stan
stuck
stuck
stuck
no plaques
cycle
]
high brain, why brain
rap rap rap rap rap rap rap
triple frag

Descartes wax,
a dab strain,
take away the pain of yesterday,
Sour LSD,
inside of me,

a poem
but a second,
maybe forever?

til tomorrow
or yesterday

my poems dont make cents, dollars, checks, nor benefits
into the void,
or a moment of surprise
hey
maybe one day youll under(stand alone)

Want the page,
but not for fame,
just to see your face

dont want to interrupt,
thatd be rude,
have I already lost you?

oh f*,
72,
Van de Velde,
Je l'ai perdu

peut-être je t'ai perdu

Little stick,
take a quick hit,
easy ****,

feeling fly,
nic' high,
when will I die?
too soon
momento mori
turned fried

Elastic plastic my brain is just e x p a n d i n g
Compress.exe
Fragmented
Epistemic lacuna
Dumb boy, sad boy, fierce boy, fly boy

Falling in love with writing is a curse,
and i dont want to be cursed,
but then again it's not my choice
maybe it's important, maybe it's nothing,
my only advice is to think, about everything
have fun
888

Old me, who are you?
A boy that I once knew, but know no more
Solidified in space and time,
Innocence, cursed

Tears of joy,
for he hath returned,
a younger me,
a freer me,
sourire
mon ami
888
psyche

Sisyphean task, (i find myself in)
maybe that's the human way, (can't escape, can't escape)
stubborn, stubborn to the pain (conscious growth is worth the wait)
drift away, drift away (drugs will numb my pain)
what if we all died today, (no more horror,  eternal flame)
no more evil, no more pain,


(to mend the men of broken homes)
from abusive childhoods once known (to lead them on a better path)
away from envy, away from wrath,
towards brighter futures
and better tomorrows
away from pain, away from sorrow,

I feel it within me
It’s not pain, it’s anger but not anger
It’s not self pity but something more than regret
Where are you?
Why am I?
Will it work or am I just 10/6?
It’s a disease, I’m a disease
I will rot
100,000,000,000 years hahahahaha

Resentment
pure evil, cant live pure
hatred
death
dishonor
destroy the foundation,
rebuild
rebuild
rebuild
perfect
(if not perfect)
Maybe the wrong ?