I still have feelings for you and no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you, a part of me just won't let go i can't forget you, i can't forget us, i can't forget our memories, i can't forget the old you.

My heart grows Heavy
It beats its self to sleep
each and every night
Alone and in the dark
Afraid to even live
I hear a broken heart
Beating in the dark
I hear a lonely voice
Telling me " you will die alone"
I toss and turn in bed
Feeling will this ever change
I hope to feel loved once a
in the shadows of my world
Feeling lost with out true love
Help me uncover my hidden heart

Hug me until i feel okay. Hug me because the pain goes away between your arms
Hug me because between your arms i feel safe,
I swear i never felt that way.
Hug me and tell me everything is going to be okay
Hug me and tell me that you will always be there for me
Hug me and tell me how beautiful i was yesterday
Hug me and tell me that you want me as much as I want you.
Hug me and tell me about your fears
Hug me and tell me how much i am important
Hug me and tell me how much you love me.

The low self esteem I have always tells me that I’m replaceable and not good enough so I dont even bother worrying. I dont worry but I suffer in silence
its a fire burning inside and a lie I keep telling over and over again.Who am I to feel that way?
Right
I’m a no one and nothing

Don't be ashamed to weep; 'tis right to grieve.
Tears are only water, and flowers, trees, and fruit cannot grow without water. But there must be sunlight also. A wounded heart will heal in time, and when it does, the memory and love of our lost ones is sealed inside to comfort us.