That spark
I remember feeling so alive
So happy
Innocent
Bliss
We didn’t care about anything else except the moment
We weren’t worried about what people thought
We were true to ourselves
But that’s the best part
We didn’t know it then
But we know it now

When did it all change?
We were living out our lives
No responsibilities
No worries
Roaming the streets
As if we ruled the world
We had so much bliss
We didn’t need to understand the world yet
But we acted as if it were ours
We lived fully in the moment
Didn’t worry about the future because it simply didn’t exsist
Didn’t dwell on the past because there was nothing to dwell upon
We were young
We ruled the night
Those city lights
We had it all
I don’t know where they’ve all gone
But I’ll always remember
When we ruled the world
And nobody knew

I’m too good at leaving I don’t like to stay
And I can’t help it I was taught this way
My heart is stone cold so please stay away
I can’t let you in its the only way
The only way to save myself from the game that everyone plays
Don’t fall in love with me I’ll push you away
Only because I always push my loved ones away
And I don’t know why but some might say
Commitment issues come in play
Maybe I’ll fall in love maybe one day
But even then I’ll leave within the next week with this spark in my brain
A spark that I’ll chase my whole life
The reason why I won’t be a wife
I belong to no one I’m for no one
I can only love things that are constant
I’ll fall in love with a city
New York is my calling