I was just asked if I had a "nice day "again

I'm not surprised

This is someone who doesn't know
The answer
To a five letter word in a Crossword puzzle
When the clue was Confederate

Union!
You should know that
You are so dumb!
Dumb as a box of rocks

Never underestimate the ignorance of the American people

People like you
Who never worked
Who never used their mind
Get Alzheimer's

And if you do
It will be
Your own fault!

Blah Blah Blah
Blah Blah Blah Blah

Some obnoxious
Individiual that lives here

Said something to me

I had my headphones on

He watches 3.5 hours
Of television
After sitting
For 7 hours
At an office

Incredibly stupid

This is
"His program"

And he is quite proud
Of the dollars
He has made

And quite angry
I think
At his miserable
Existence

Slaves like him
Hate free people
Like me

People that go
Where they please

I run
My own
Life program

I'm not
And I refuse
To be
An office slave

I will live here

The man of Tao
Is not understood

Silence is interpreted
As weakness

Stillness is interpreted
As laziness

This is my life

I'm turning off
The American program

Go away
And stay away

This is matrix Earth

It would only take
About 2 billion dollars
To harden the grid
Of our country

And yet our government
Doesn't seem to care

With an EMP attack
We will be taken back
To the 1800's

I inhabit one place
At one time

But my, oh my
Do I enjoy different
Times
And places

Different names and faces

I imagine a difficult time
May come for this country

What do I have to fear
Why should I be afraid?

No loving female friend

Just my faith
I suppose

It is the loneliness
Of the American Experience

The many hours alone

Sometimes I wish
I could have lived
In a community in Nepal

Where I could have lived
With extended family
All working together

Extended family
In the same community
Where I would see
My friends frequently

Certainly not the case here
I don't have money
To go to bars
To socialize

At least I can have
Friendly conversations
On the internet

To be contiued...

A bunch of times
A bunch of places
Different names
Different faces

I learned it
Is mostly
Meaningless

I masturbated
To a gorgeous brunette
She sent her pics to me

Such strong powerful legs!
Made my soldier so hard
A 215 pound squat she has
That's more than I do, hehe

A volcanic eruption
The joys of self pleasure

I told her I was a woman
And she said she would
Finger my ****, heh

Once sexually satisfied
The urge to eat came

At the gym
I see the same
Asian man
Sitting underneath
The tree
During his break

I will see him again there
And I will *******
While talking to women
On the web
Again as well

A bunch of times
A bunch of places
Different names
Different faces

Life is just
A bunch of things
That happen to me

I want to buy a *******
That will vibrate
In me :)

I keep seeing
Alot of times

Many times
I have seen

Kurdish soldiers
Dancing in a circle
Singing a song
In 2003

They looked joyful
With their brothers
And even though
I couldn't understand
The language

I enjoyed watching

And then I watched
Many videos
About conflicts
Between Jews
And Palestinians

Man
Has many problems

So many conflicts
This one over land

So childish
The human race

And I'm no expert
On these matters

And I don't like
Taking sides

But it is
The Palestinians land

And an occupying force
Will always have
To rule by force

Suspecting grandmothers
Children

Is it just a crying child?
The IDF forces
Have to suspect everyone

I would like the Jews
To have a homeland
It just should be much smaller

Taking over
The Palestinians land

There will never be peace there
An ongoing war

Very sad

I took a journey

Journeyman pictures

Its amazing
To see what life
Is like

In other countries

Most people just want
To live in peace

Man seems destined
To repeat the same mistakes

And I saw a child soldier
In Monrovia Africa
Fighting with a group of men

And I saw the sunset
On a beach at
The Gaza strip

Beautiful landscapes
And terrible times

How can a place
So beautiful
Be filled with such
Violence and destruction?

Human beings are foolish

Be at peace
Live by the sword
Die by the sword

Live by the gun
Die by the gun

Maybe in my life time
Americans will get a taste
Of what life is like
In these poorer nations

As we become
A poorer nation overall

Troubling times

Not a stable place
This planet

I think of a world
With loving
And caring women

Where the gun
Was never invented

I'm lucky
I'm spoiled
I'm lazy

I don't work much
That's fine by me

I walk around
In a big garden

I'm tired
Of life
It is tiring
The monotony
The boredom

A bunch of desires
A ****** urge
Eat again

Work once in a while

I'm poor
I don't care

Please put money
In my account
I can't afford
These expensive bills

Are we changing
Are we becoming
More loving people?

Some are
But humanity
As a whole
No, we aren't

Another day alone

And this life grows wearisome
Going through the motions
Eat, work out, golf

I hope Jesus comes back
In my lifetime

This life is exhausting
Its the isolation
That is difficult

Maybe I'm just always tired
And have chronic fatigue
Or something

And my shoulder
Ugh

Diogenes masturbated
In the public square

A citizen of the world
He did not care

About material things

Morality implies
A return
To the simplicity of nature

He thought

His philosophy
Similar to
The wisdom
That Lao Tzu taught

And if I lived in his time
I'd ******* with him
We'd both feel fine

Thank you
Jeremy Scahill

For your sound
Investigative journalism

You revealed that
JSOC
Has assassinated

Foreigners
And U.S. Citizens
By Presidential decree

The land of the free?
Whoever told you that
Is your enemy

Abdulrahman al-Awlaki
Sixteen years old

Oh he was just
In the wrong place
At the wrong time

So the official story
Is told

The Khataba raid
You can read
About that too

This documentary
Makes me feel ashamed
Of the red, white, and blue

Out of control growth of government and related debt spending

2. The explosion of global viral pandemics and superbugs

3. The collapse of abundant underground water aquifers

4. The collapse of a failed medic system that no one can afford

5. The chemical destruction of croplands and the coming food collapse

Looking for something real
Trying to feel

I'm not that content
With this body

Here we go again
Whatever this place is

Everyone you love
Will die

You will age
You will die

I am trying to live
But what is life

I do not know

I don't have any goals
I don't want a family
Of my own

The world does
Not care
About my deisre
For a female friend

I am a brain
Attached to a body

Heaven must be nice
I imagine beautiful scenery

But without
A strange disconnect
To the environment
Around me

What am I? A part of the infinite. It is indeed in these words that the whole problem lies.
... And the cause of everything is that which we call God. To know God and to live is the same thing. God is Life.
.. True religion is that relationship, in accordance with reason and knowledge, which man establishes with the infinite world around him, and which binds his life to that infinity and guides his actions .. and leads to the practical rules of the law: do to others as you would have them do unto you.
(Leo Tolstoy, Confessions)

Dogs are annoying
These dachsunds bark too much

They are sometimes fun
But mostly annoying

Why did we need to get dogs
There is enough noise in life
Without dogs

And they bark everyday

I ignore them

Obnoxious dogs

The constant noise
These people need constant noise
It seems

If I am ever able to get enough money
To leave here
I will never own
A barky dog

There is no upward mobility
Here in America
Poor is poor

And you'll stay that way

Who wants to work
A 50 hour work week
For a lousy 25 grand a year?

Not me

I won't be used by some system

When my parents die
I'll inherit their home

I'm sure many other
30 somethings
Have the same plan
Here in America

The Tao is misunderstood
And the loving man
The gentle man is despised

I dislike mainstream American culture
At times

Do I exist at all?

I'm just this brain that thinks

And this body that is left alone

Day after day
After month

And I joined a chat site
To chat

And I subscribed
But I can't chat
When I am logged in

Because of my mac
That doesn't have java

So I can type as a guest
But I don't think anyone sees
What I type

But its nice to listen
To others human voices

Makes me think
I am at least part
Of this human experiment

And there seems
To be no end
To the days alone

I think tomorrow
I'll go hit that 2 iron
I bought

I can hit a 2 iron
Yes
I can hit it well
Few people on earth can

I may not have a good job
Or any money
But I can stand
All day on a driving range
And hit 2-irons

Maybe I'll play tomorrow

It won't matter soon
America is done
Done and doomed
Stick a fork in her

I feel bad for anyone
That has kids
I mean why
Why oh why
Would you have a kid?
They have no future
Here in America

The trials await
My fellow Americans

Do Nothings

Oh you know those middle class
Do nothings

Content to do nothing
There entire adult lives

I think a terrible time
Will come to America

It will require you
To get away from the television

Yes, you spent your life
Doing absolutely nothing

And we all get so tired
Of you repeating the same thing

Over and over

So please
Just shut up

She said it again
"Have a nice day"
I despise that saying

You might as well have said,
"Have a day"

Oh well
It's her own fault
She wasted her entire life
Doing nothing
Sitting in front of the television

The unexamined life is not worth living

I have to work
A certain amount
To pay the bills
I am told

Why?
Why?

The response
"Because you have to pay them"

Isn't good enough

I won't conform
To any system

I'll work when I want
And as much as I want

Because I don't care

It's a joint account
You know

You're responsible
For the negative balance too

Close the account
That's fine

I'll just spend
My whole life
Just walking down
And working out
At the gym

These people
Are so repetitive

Money, money, money
All of human existence
On earth
Revolves around money

What a stupid system

And I don't care
At all

I'm poor

Once I leave here
I don't ever want to see this home again
I don't ever want to see this neighborhood
I rarely ever want to see the people that live here

Of course there are no jobs here in California

Don't forget to take your pills
Anxiety pills and happy pills
However many kinds some people take
I think at least 2 or 3

Because you need them apparently
Heavily medicated American
Coffee and more coffee and television
And more television

Oh yes and alcohol
You have an alcohol problem too

You are drugged up America

Please don't take those pills unless it is necessary

Don't Look At Me
I don't have the money
And I think
It is more than funny

That I haven't learned
To love the money

I'm paid $128 dollars
A day
And in today's economy

That is barely any pay

So don't look at me
I don't have the money

And yes
I think it's funny

Don't Start
A conflict with me
I don't think
They understand

Young
Poor Americans
Like me

If you won't pay
My car insurance
I'll lose that

If I can't drive
I'll walk
To the gym

If I can't pay for
My gym membership
With my debit card

I'll pay with my credit card
When that is maxed out

I'll still be at home
Living with you

But I won't be able
To substitute teach

I'll be unable to drive

And I'll still
Be at home

Please
Don't start
A conflict with me

I won't change

Oh how terrible
I was threatened with death
Haha

I wasn't scared at all
It's life that is most terrible
And life is what I know
This experience

No one threatened me with life
And I never had a chance
To say no

I was just born
And that was it

Figure it out
I'm on my own
And that's it, haha

So death, why worry?
It's just the end
Of this ridiculous
Thing called life

And I sit typing on this IPad
Like some extension
Of this IPad

Oh Brother
Oh Brother Where Art Thou?
That was a popular movie, right?

What about
Oh, People Where
Art Though?

Apparently not in my life

You know I would be completely
Content to die alone
It would be fitting too

Having lived alone

Sitting under some tree
As nukes go off

Don't they ever get tired
Of repeating the same things
At the same times?

Saying the same things
And taking the same pills
Are they just computer programs?

I think they are sometimes
Do something different for a change!

I'm not judging them
Just get sick of their routines

I suppose
I'll play golf today

I can't really afford it
But that's okay

You have to do
What you enjoy anyway

Download

All times
And all places
All names known
And all faces

As one can see
It's a program
For you and me

Predetermined it seems
To an extent
And with this poem
I do vent

Maybe a female companion
Will come along

To make it
Less of a sad song

Do you have the time?

There is time
For hatred
Time for war

Time for people
To settle the score

Time to grow wealthy
Time for more

Time for grieving
Time for love

And that time
I saw a white winged dove

Time for looking down
On the valley
From above

There is always time
And time and time again
No need to force
No need to win

This is the life cycle
And it is plain to see
That time should be spent
Being me

No need
For a strong sense
Of self-identity

Cleaning the flesh light
With great care
And one night
I ******* in there....

Not that attractive
So I just stare
At the beautiful women
Walking by

My former therapist
Was full of *******
And lies

But she is happy
With her family
And all is A-okay

Is she even a Christian?
Blah
Why should it matter anyway

Everyone be concerned
About your looks
And health
Your nice car
And your wealth

Human beings
You were born to lose
Human beings born
To play the blues

Blue is the color
Of Chase bank
It Has broken down
Like a Sherman tank

Piles of debt
Reaching high to the sky

Have you ever been to a sporting event ladies
Perhaps track or football

Where you got to watch powerful men compete
Did you watch the men at track practice

Their shirts off
Bodies glistening in the sun

Rock hard abs
Powerful chests

Strong powerful legs
And tight buttocks

You watch him throw the javelin
The javelin is like a symbol
Of his powerful male member

Do you want to run your hands on his powerful body?
You begin to massage your inner thigh
There is a cool breeze blowing
You spread your legs slightly
As the wind rushes up your skirt
You didn't wear ******* to this practice

It's time to return to your dorm
And fantasize about him
While you explore with your *** toys

We hold our pillows at night

Dreaming of holding another person

We wake up at dawn's first light

And still we are alone

They live in a dream world
Unable to see how things
Have changed in this country

If I was her
With all that money
I would be buying food
And other essential
Items needed to survive

They don't have a clue
They aren't prepared

They want their ball games
And their facebook

And they just don't get it
That our American way of life
Will be coming abruptly
To an end

A Rejection
Of American culture

A rejection
Of materialism

And a love
For the
American dollar

Poverty Simplicity
Humility, Meekness
Kindness

It's good
To follow
My own way

I'll do it
Each and every day

Drifting from
Here to there

I'm poor
And who cares?

No goals
Or objectives to reach

Maybe I'll eat
A little peach

Spend time with me
I have
Something to teach

I will not nag
Nor will I preach

Actions speak
Louder than words

Open sky
Look at the birds

Driftwood
Is not "focused"
It does not care

On the waves
The wind blows it
From here to there

I am driftwood
Look at me

Floating in
This light blue sea

Dr. King
Was murdered
It was carried out by a group of conspirators

In this video
Jessie Jackson is shown
Saying that
He stepped to the side
So that they could have a clear shot

Evil deeds carried out in darkness
Will be brought to light

Do you see the look in his eyes
His eyes that burn so bright?

Now there was a man

Just listen please
Listen to one of his speeches

"Now is the time
To make justice a reality
For all of God's children"

"With this faith
We will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair
A stone of hope."

Did you hear the news story about
A drone that caught a fish?

I wonder if he served it up
And had a tasty dish?

In Pakistan
The CIA has bombed bombs funerals in Pakistan
I heard in this interview

Yes this nation sometimes kills the innocent
But that is nothing new

The Pakistani government cooperates
With the drone strikes

The UN investigation is being stalled by our government

This high ranking U.S. official said,
"We are the only country that thinks
We can use drones wherever we want,
Outside of a hot battlefield."

U.S. citizens are told the strikes are lawful
Our courts are being blocked from
Weighing in on the issue

They have had hardly any impact on the Taliban

According to the state department
Al Qaeda is 10 times stronger in Yemen today
Than when the drone program was started

According to the expert
Tactically they can be successful
Strategically we too often don't know what
We are doing with them

Often the operators
Are traumatized by what they experience
3 or 4 year stints with no down time
The operators were internalizing their experiences

Surely, the memory chips in drones and robots
Are not programmed to reflect a Kantian standard for the use
Of deadly force and destructive weaponry
It is exactly because of this lack of understanding
Between right and wrong
That drones and robots are so attractive
To the enforcers of the imperial empire

U.N. talking about
Possibly having to move
Residents out of CA

Because of water shortage

Extreme drought
Might be here to stay

Barack Obama
Is a fork tongued devil
Who supports abortions
And homosexual marriage

The Lord said
His hand of judgement will come
Against the U.S.

The first devastation will hit
There will be another right on its heels
A series of devastating events

Look to the skies---- (nuke)
Look to the seas---(tsunami)
Look to the earth---(earthquake)

People being killed with guns
Marshall Law

The United States will fall
Because of its wickedness

The U.S. will decrease
And Israel will increase
It will happen

These things will happen before
His return

The sword will be the nuclear war
Drought from no rains
Pestilence new strain of disease

5 year war
Then famine

Fill up storehouses

Landscape of America will change

Waterways will become poisonous
Sun will emit flashes of radiation
His hand is on the weather

(Hand of the Lord)

Ocean will come as far as the Rockies
Geological plates will shift

Russians will attack infrastructure
Of the nation

A nation of lies
Darkness will overcome

A deep darkness will cover
The people
Because they love the lies

The Lord said to her,
"Do not despair my children
Out of the darkness
Comes the glorious light."

There will be
Cities of refuge

For those who know Him
Intimately
There will be a city of refuge

Stay close and He will instruct you

A day of reckoning
Will come eventually

According to Dr. Ron Paul

Inflation

The lack of pricing
For money

Spend more money
Print more money

The day of reckoning
Is at hand

93 million unemployed

The market
Will take over

The governments will lie
200 trillion
Unfunded obligations

The debt will not be paid
The foundation has been eroded

Can't correct the problem
With more spending
And more debt

Unsustainable
The system is not viable

Cannot preserve the debt

Cannot find answers
In more government

"Who's There?"

He mumbles

Why should you care?
Have another glass of wine

Return to your
Drunken stupor

And your idiotic movie

Just like his father
Haha

What a drunk

No self-control
At 66
Have another drink

Alcoholic

I don't pay rent
And I never will

And I don't care
About money

Have another drink

A smile is a frown
Turned upside down

So let us laugh
Laugh at the tragedy of life

It's okay
Dry your eye
Please don't cry!

We all suffer here
And there is always someone
Who has it worse than you

So just try to be grateful
Keep calm and carry on
Like the shirt says, lol

I hope to do my duty
It has always been my dream
Never to retire
But to teach
Until the end of days

I am a lifelong teacher
I believe in my heart

I doubt my old therapist
Spends a minute
Thinking about me

Or what I am doing
With my life

She told me there was hope
I would meet a female friend

Turns out
I'm meeting no one

Always alone

Turns out
Nobody cares

Oh Easter
Is almost here

Hope springs eternal
Lol

Some people
Just get *******

So here's to life
And the pain it brings

Hi Liz
ex therapist

I really enjoyed
Your company

I don't want
To be a Christian
Sometimes anymore

Hope is stupid

Sitting In My Home
My home on earth

Listening to Toxicity

"Somewhere between
the sacred silence and sleep"

Disorder, disorder, disorder

True, lots of disorder
With human beings

It's a primitive place
Overall

Where most humans
Struggle to meet their basic needs

Just More Of The Same

A Bunch of Wars
Most all of the world's population
Just trying to survive

It's a primitive place
Planet earth

And man

Same problems
Over
And over and over

America
I can see your future
Marshall Law
The shutdown of
Your economy

U.N. troops
F.E.M.A. camps
Riots

Welcome to
The third world
America

I watched a show
House Hunters I think
She wanted the big home with the big bedroom
And then the add-ons and
All this time and effort
Put into a home

I don't understand

I am an earth body
Earth is my home
I feel as much at home on a hike as in my room
A simple life suits me
A simple apartment
Would suit me fine

I love the Earth
That's why I drive
That's why I observe

I hope to meet a woman who would love me

No one could see me
Behind the fence

So I squatted down
And took a sh**
On the ground

It was too far
To the park restroom
And I had a bit of the runs

(A bit too many dried prunes)

And that's not fun

So I tropped trousers
And squatted down
And took
A semi-solid B.M.
Upon the ground

And with my hand
I buried it underneath
The soft sand

I am a man of the earth earth
And I have every right
To go on it

Earth Program
Repeating Times

Why Why
I just keep repeating
The experience is not changing

There is no one
No one
And I am crying again
Crying again

Just like I did in preschool
All alone
All alone
All alone
All alone
All alone

Changing times
Changing names and changing faces
The emptiness remains the same

Notorious thugs
It's bone and Biggie
It's bone and Biggie

The greatest rappers of all time
Murdered!

I listen to their songs
Biggie and 2 Pac

It's just
The same thing
Over and over again

An ancestor simulation

Maybe a more advanced race
Designed this earth

As a program

I'm just an organism
That has experiences
That sees lights
That hears sounds

And it is all so bizarre

I am a brain
Floating in space

The program
Will always be here
I suppose

Tomorrow
I will get my headphones

I cut my finger
On a tuna can
I bled a little bit

I guess now I
Can be sure
Of my own existence
After all