There was a crack in her soul and you could see the universe peaking out. You could see the stars in her eyes and the way they shined even though she was broken and torn. Even though her heart was covered with the thorns of the last withering rose she carried inside. She was just a girl with a big heart in which a fire grew devouring her feelings and burning her alive. You could see that she was one of a kind and that her soul had more wonders than every galaxy combined, but those wonders were a reason of her broken pieces that she held in her hand. Strong enough to carry on but at the same time ready to give up and give in to the flame inside her. You could easily see from her eyes that she was hurting. You could see the stains on her cheeks that her tears had left as they streemed down her skin the night before. What has this horrific world done to her? Why is she on the verge of sinking into a sea of trechory and pain? And all those answers unanswered you could see that there was a crack in her soul and in the universe inside there was a black hole ******* her in, and her slowly fading away.
●a letter from the numb girl●

No one cares
They try to act like they do manipulating you into thinking they're always gonna be there but
no one cares
And it may hurt sometimes. That thought of lonliness and self disgust hurts. It feels as if your heart has been skewered over a billion times yet
No one cares
And if no one really cares you'll stop to care for yourself too. You'll stop to eat you'll stop to rest, you'll stop to love yourself and eventually you'll stop to live and still
No one would care


● a letter from the numb girl●

I plan on loving you till you start loving yourself
● a letter from the numb girl ●

My heart is mourning for your loss
Its more toture than being nailed to the cross
I hurt, I cry, I shout
I can't really live without
I need you here with me
I need you to see
That you're my light
You're my star so bright
You're my smile when I frown
My happiness when I'm down
You're the reason I hold on to my heart
Because my heart's with you, far apart
My soul longs for yours
But you're no where to be found, there are no open doors
So I sit here and ponder
I sit here and wonder
What's love without you here
What's love without you near

• A letter from the numb girl •

You think everything is going smooth sail until the storm comes and your ships are on the verge of sinking
Until your soul binds with the hurt and all you ever feel is numb
Until your heart's broken pieces are even more broken that you can't even see them anymore.
For every time you thought you'd healed you were wrong
You just didn't realise that the hurt was just hiding and waiting for you to be vulnerable enough so it could attack you and make you pay for the burden you are.
And for every time you laughed, you smiled, you hoped, there had to be a demon to crush you and make you desperate for that little feeling in your heart that meant that you were ok.
●a letter from the numb girl●