joy all around but none in my heart
laying my back against the wall as tears fall like stars
its hard to feel joy when there's sadness in your heart
i miss my love, its like we're miles away
its hard to enjoy Christmas when you can't celebrate it with your true love

why do I long for the loneliness?
for the silent sounds of nothing
just floating in the vast emptiness of my mind
why do I long for such a thing?
why do I wish for nobody?
maybe I'm too scared of a loving touch
maybe I just feel like being apart
whatever the reason I know there's a deep meaning
for why isolation has my heart

joy all around
no longer blue
i have her back
it's like we're brand new
we made a promise
to never leave
we both hope to keep it so we'll never leave
she loves me and i love her
i don't care what happens
she'll always be my girl <3

It hurts inside, yes it does
But i am strong
She may stay,hopefully she does
if she doesn’t i'll stay strong
It’ll be hard,it’ll be rough
But i'll make it
It’s best to move on,to quit holding on
She’ll come back as a friend
And life will be better in the end
I need to let her go

Hurting
crying
every day and night
Don’t think i can continue
Stuck in this fight
It hurts inside and i want it to stop
I can’t control how i feel, everything is a mess
It seemed like forever but now i don’t know
I want it to last, to be forevermore
Maybe i'm just fooling myself and it's all just a dream
All i want is sleep
Silence
Darkness to enfold me
All i want is for the heartbreak to go away