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Some people say that mirrors show us the future and some say that they show us an alternate universe
When I looked in I saw eyes
and
In mine I saw uncertainty
I did not know whether I wanted to live or die happy
 Aug 2017 Gregory Dun Aer
Eriko
nothing like a smile
sun soaked, joy sunken
beaming with you
 Aug 2017 Gregory Dun Aer
Eriko
there was nothing but
the sound of feet
like pat pat pat
pushing against wet sand,
the call across mountain tops,
the trail toppling with raisins and walnuts,
the swish of lungs beating, running
and the way water splashed grandiosely,
or the comforts of a car ride,
blasting radio whilst carving around green hills,
palms raised against the cool wind
and feeling like the flowers and weeds
are sighing in unison,
or the ceasing daylight accompanied with
a hot meal, hot stew and bowls of sticky rice
creamy mashed potatoes and a glass of good wine,
which twinkles whenever the candle is lit
at the rickety table,
a collection of something
chimes call, the belly laughter rolls
and a day of blues and blacks,
where tears run and skies sag in lack
these are all human memories
bittersweet and living indefinitely
You can't fix me because I am not broken
I am more then broken
I'm gone
I don't understand ,what do you want from me ?
You always walk out on me and slams the door behind you
or leave it open
sometimes I leave it open waiting
maybe you will come back home
When I start to close the door , you knock and I let you in
and you leave again
sometimes when your gone
I set the table for two
because maybe you will come back  
but theres just to many hello's and goodbye's
I don't know why I keep opening the door for you
even when you walk out and slam the door and drive away
I set the table for two
and make your side of the bed
because I'm still waiting for you
But everytime I open the door
and let you in
you always hurt me and leave

one day, just one day

when you knock on my door
that door won't be opening
the day you leave again
there will not be a table set for two
or the side of your bed done
there will be no more waiting
there will be no more hello's and goodbye's
I see it in your eyes you wanna run
but I know you dont want to let go
you know what you want
but I know what I need
the lights on my porch will be off
the doors will be locked

No more knocking
no more coming and going
no more waiting
no more me and you
no more
that door will never open for you again

Now
your sitting on my porch
waiting
 Aug 2017 Gregory Dun Aer
Eriko
I stood in awe
in the most perplexing
silence which was not quite
like the trickle of water
but of a stunned recognition
of crackling thunder, of
electrifying energy rolling,
writhing like a bonfire
I stood, my chest thumping
like something of numbing euphoria*
as the dancing, dancing man
with passion blanketing him
and music pouring from his creation
forged a union, a marriage
between the living thing
of man and music
and I was nothing more
than an earth-shakened leaf
taken by a singing light
*dappling the sweet forest floor
Your mouth was a blessing and now its a weapon
By witt lowry
I can't stand taking tests or exams
All of a sudden when I start
My mind becomes blank
I start to over think
I stay on one question for to long
and when I get the results that I didnt want to or if its so close to passing
I break down
I get so mad
because it will be the easiest question ever
and I still fail  
This is why I don't like tests or exams
It makes me feel stupid and question my intelligence
Please don't stop telling me you love me

thats the only thing that keeps me sane
thats the only thing that keeps me moving
thats my oxygen, I need to breathe

those are the words that keep me hoping...
Dear Mommy ,

I'm with a sweet guy now mama
he buys me things
takes me out to eat and makes me laugh

but sometimes he yells at me then says sorry
he's verbally abusive but he says he loves me
sometimes he makes fun of my insecurities but then says he's joking

but I love him mama
I don't know what to do

I learned this all from you mama

remember when you use to mentally abuse me then buy me things
remember when you use to make fun of me and said you were just kidding
remember when you use to hit me then said you loved me

I dont know what love is mama
all I know is what you taught me

I give him chances because even though he hurts me
he still loves me
just like you mama you hurt me but I know you love me

right?
Never mix feelings, then your kids will grow up thinking thats ok or anyone in general.

Don't put mental abuse and love together
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