I keep thinking if I let myself feel it fully it will eventually stop. Doesn’t it have to eventually stop?

Why is it that with every breakup since
I think of you
I cry at the loss of you

Liquify,

Modernize,

Affix,

Me.

Dicast parts,
Formalize,
Metastasize.

I am Growing this agar's too small.

Feral,
Lycanthropy,
Hearts.

Through the stigma,
my bones bleed,
my wreaths hanging,
Sagging.
Of unwelcome,
all my being.
of unwelcome,
all my being.

The Truth of getting older,
the senescence of emotion
The people we love and once were,
Are gone forever.

I am not for this heartless place.
I am but Peter Pan,
understanding.

A bitter struggle,
While trampled underfoot.

Of a world,
Not built for us.

Built for no one.

i have a little chicken i call her emily
everywhere i go she will follow me
like a lttle dog with fur instead of feather
she will follow me no matter what the weather

in the rain and snow she really just dont care
everywhere i go she is always there
people stop and stare they all look at me
they all so hello   to little emily

everybodies friend they all love to see
best friend in the world there could ever be
children they all love her.  fills there hearts with glee
they all wave and shout we love you emily