life with out you was better
your like a night mare that won't go away
why won't these feelings fade?
I lied to my self for you
ignored myself for you
what did you do for me?
make me hate myself....
made me think the knife could help me
made me feel like the earth didn't need me
made me depressed and sad like you
are you happy now?I'm like you now mad at the world....

yes this was predicted but ignored
i just wanna suffocate my thoughts about you
i wish those thoughts would drown
like i wish i could because of you
my mind is racing for you and only you
but your mind is trying to destroy me
my mind is only trying to love you
i guess you   can't run away from your thoughts if you don't have the key...