The beat of my heart feels like it has died
My heart begins to feel heavy, it’s true.
nervous laugh nervous laugh and I suddenly cried
You’re not here, you are gone. The lord needed you.
I look to the sky, I look for someone to blame
surrounded by many yet none. I’m alone.
  I’m screaming out loud. I’m screaming your name.
I drop to my knees and weep. Please come home
Covered in sweat, I wake up with a scream
To realise this was all just a terrible dream