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A dot
LaserHalo Apr 2015
A dot
It seems that i find it now,
All things are mere shadows,
A copy of a copy,
Destined to make you follow,
Like ants, slaving away,
To their grand *****.

One can wonder though?
The mysteries that surround,
Of finding out the universal truth,
When The world we know and love,
Is nothing but a dot,
A tiny speckle,
Inside an infinity room.
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A Dream
LaserHalo Dec 2016
A Dream
I saw a dream last night,
I was looking through a fence,
That leads to the realm of answers,
I had waited for a fools embrace,
Regardless of any blind disgrace,

I saw darkness on the other side,
I saw visions of decaying thoughts,
And masterminded misery,
I saw the person in-charge,
Ruling the realm with relentless bravery,
The answers flew all around,
Yearning for their escape,

And here i stand, outside,
Gazing at the eyes of the lord,
The lord of the realm,
The realm of answers,
Only to find,
He seems all too familiar,
It is, as s if I've known him all my life,
And then it hit me,
Deep inside my minds eye,
There he was,
All the while,
It was only me,
I was only looking, at myself,

And slowly everything calms,
My mind lets go of all the alarms,
Slowly,
I found peace,
I found solitude,
Finally,
I found, myself.
7/11/2009
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A Form of Love, Her Perfected Art.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
A Form of Love, Her Perfected Art.
today, there's no song..
where rights as in righteous goes immensely wrong..
and tomorrow shall be..
hence you pay your debts, your abandoned fee..
buy the affection you so dear seek...
from the mans eye to an eagles beak..
then waste it upon a thousand years...
destroying your value including her gears..
her eyes which was set as sharp as a knife..
submit to her, and relinquish your life..
her lips sealed as a door to ones heart...
and her form of love, to release her perfected art...
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Anatomy of the mind
LaserHalo Jul 2016
Anatomy of the mind
Temptation,
All around.
When focus,
Is all I need.

Worry,
Seeks guidance,
From me.

Dreams,
I see,
Drifting further away.

My life,
Passing by,
In front of me.

Seize,
I remember,
Although not many.

The mental imprint,
Of the greatest
And the worst.

I see,
My greatest tragedies,
In absolute truth.

I see,
My greatest triumphs,
In ultimate simplicity.

My life,
Naked.
Dissected.

Destiny is made,
When you master,
Not the exterior.

Death
Purpose
Freedom

Persistence
Time
Priority

Soul­

Believe,
Believe In yourself.
Nurture the garden,
That is your mind.
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Ants.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Ants.
you!, your so tiny...
complaining about how loud we speak...
do not judge us, for we are mighty...
you disturb us, unknowing how else you're weak...
you follow your engineered line...
from our tables you tastefully dine...
and in our footsteps, you washed ashore...
slaves you are, for her majesty the *****...
you carry her food, serve her sugar...
nevertheless you'll always be a beggar...
and of how you are hidden, amongst us all...
in plain sight you belonged...
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Armed with ideology
LaserHalo Apr 2015
Armed with ideology
Late in the afternoon,
The Sun blazed fiery,
I was strolling along the harbor,
Where a man stopped me,

My eyes watery, my mind at ease
Where do you go young man?
"...", the young man says nothing
I have no reason to speak,
For the world is unclean,
Where men, **** other men,
For the strangest reasons,

I knew this old man had seen it,
A time where compassion was heeded,
And people laugh with people,
And not at them.
A face will never lie,
And his, was plain but battered.
That wrinkled face, those pale black eyes,
They've seen a lot.

I carried on my way,
Armed with ideology,
And a will of a thousand men,
No worlds rest on my shoulder anymore,
For the world is weightless for me now,
When i knew hatred took it over,
I knew i had to do something.

I weep, for the lack of understanding,
It is not only us that are around,
Even the rocks are living,
And trees can feel emotions
Is it so crazy to believe this?
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Blind, deaf and lost.
LaserHalo Aug 2016
Blind, deaf and lost.
Now, I feel trapped,
Disappointed & defeated.
So Farewell,
We will meet again,
If not sooner than later.

I will not hear the music,
Like I have heard before,
I will not see things,
Like I have seen, not anymore,

Let me follow morality,
With my eyes closed,
And my ears deafened.
So that I may be counted,
As one of you.
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Blind, mute, lies & deceit
LaserHalo Feb 2017
Blind, mute, lies & deceit
It is time now, once again,
            Further I go in,
Where many roads,
            May lead ahead,
To a point, I've been before,
            What treachery, am I to learn?
This time around, from,
            The blind and the mute,

Unimaginable fear and useless skills,
            Unnecessary morality,
I surrender to you,
            Oh blind one, oh! great mute,
Make me a habitual creature,
            Make me a diligent follower,
And I shall track you,
            To the depth of lies,
To the makers of deceit.
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Bonafide
LaserHalo Jul 2015
Bonafide
Only she still was,
Like i had known before,
Without a doubt,
a bonafide *****.
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Child wanderer
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Child wanderer
Leave us now,
So that you may come back,
Like the phoenix,
Born again within ashes,

Leave,
So that you may,
Become better,
And find your will,
To have a path,

Leave,
My brother,
Once again,
But come back you must,
As I've always remembered,
You child wanderer,

You carried your strength,
In grace, compassionately,
You, the bold and soulful,
Binding our world,
That held at arms length,

So, please come back,
Make us new, like before,
Give us relief, o' young one,
Let us all, rejoice once again.
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Dahlia
LaserHalo Jan 2019
Dahlia
Little one,
My beating heart,
When I look at you,
I am in awe.

Your light and your smile,
Brightens the darkest days,
Everything is worthwhile,
For once, for ever.

Oh! tiny flower,
You are joy,
You are love,
You are happiness.
#daughter #inspiration #love #motivation #life #willtopower
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Death
LaserHalo Nov 2016
Death
Can your hear?
Death is near,
It is her,
Whispering,
In your ear.
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Defeat
LaserHalo Jan 2017
Defeat
I give in, i lost,
Let me admit,
My defeat here,

The mystery, it seems,
you can't fathom,
Morality has won,

Now, I rest my head,
And close my eyes,
For the burden that I carry,
Is now wiped away from my mind.
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Delirium
LaserHalo Sep 2016
Delirium
When does it end?
This confusion,
This suffering,
This illusion,
This complication.

Is it our fault?
Your helplessness,
Your irritations,
Your hopelessness,
Your destruction.

What do you need?
An eternal high,
A life full of misery,
An instant death,
Or a kingdom to run?
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Delusion
LaserHalo Nov 2016
Delusion
Is this delusion?,
Is this real?
Is Mother Earth Speaking?

All the trees and leaves,
All the rocks and the oceans,
They seem to know me,
They seem to guide me.
They are singing,
They are crying,
They are dancing,

Polished thoughts,
Sharper edge,
It's faster and slower,
Darker and lighter,
I ventured in,
I looked, deep within,
It is perched underneath,
Buried in the eye,
Is hate present?
When love is around,
Is your life worth,
When death is at your door?
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Desire
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Desire
Desire,
You amuse me,
Where have you been?
Hiding for so long,

It is you, lady flea, who,
Dazzle me to the core,
Your forest like spirit,
Guides me to the lore,

Your magnificent mind,
Of mathematical proportions,
I am at your disposal,
Line me up, direct me a box,

This circular connection,
Looping again and again,
Into infinity, into nothingness,
Into the vast unknown.
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Essence of Beauty.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Essence of Beauty.
your beautiful essence is imprinted on my mind.
like a classic novel unveiling its mastered truth
i can never outgrow your beautiful smile
a piece of you destined to be treasured.

loving you is clearly amazing.
cause the fact that you're rare.
is a blessing and amusing.

i know i can be a fool sometimes.
and give you hard times.
but know that i'll always love you.
cause i'm a fool for you.
and only you nevertheless.
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Existing
LaserHalo Apr 2015
Existing
Oh brother!,
Why do you weep so?
Do you not know?
That you are the son,
That our father so dearly,
And our mother so gracefully,
Smothered with love?

Hear ye brother!
Time is but a mirage,
A waste to keep a watchful eye on,
That doesn't even exist,
Do you simply believe?
That life has no meaning?
And that love is just a word?

My brother!
Let me tell you,
From an observers eye,
From a different perspective,
I could see the joy you bring,
To the people you're around,
Simply by existing.
"I think, therefore i am" - René Descartes
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(eye)
LaserHalo Aug 2017
(eye)
I am,
Misery,
Parting,
Tormenting,
Hating,
Expecting.

I am,
Sorrow,
Drowning,
Suffocating,
Losing,
Vanishing.

I am,
Rage,
Burning,
Elevating,
Fury,
Rejuvenating.

I am,
Stillness,
Waiting,
Contemplating,
Motion,
Rehabilitating.
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Fact
LaserHalo May 2016
Fact
Deny,
Avert your eyes,
Muffle your ears,
Refrain from listening,
For wisdom,
Both useless and discarded.

Dont turn around.
There is no answer,
Only confusion,
And misery.
Only illusions,
And mystery.
Only suffering,
And death.
Whatever may go wrong, will go wrong -  Murphy's law
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Fool
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Fool
Look away,
I cannot see,
Your faces anymore,

I cannot think,
Nor hear the cries,
In through my deaf ears,

I don't have the answers,
My mind is riddled,
My body, weak,

I cannot be responsible,
For any action,
That denied my creation,

A fool I am,
I must admit,
Thrice the charm,

This is it, this is home,
There is no end,
To this tragic flow.
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Fools.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Fools.
such crooked beings they are,
in a checkered world of doubt..
animals of vulnerability and such disaster..
in the state of mind that leaks about..
and clouds of mountains,
revert us to true senses...
and the true titans,
divert us to blissful attention...
how fools deranged,
in their temples of doom...
oh!, how they have arranged..
their prayers for the moon...
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Fool's errand.
LaserHalo Aug 2015
Fool's errand.
My wisdom,
In your view,
A fool's errand.

My words,
Sharp like daggers,
Pierce right through you.

Hear me,
Not with deaf ears,
But with open arms.

I only wish,
A world of bliss,
Still, with infinite possibilities.
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Forever in heaven
LaserHalo Nov 2016
Forever in heaven
And what of my mind,
Is there no escape,
Am I forever caged?

These thoughts,
Tiny jolts of inspiration,
Am I?, Forever trapped?

Punished,
Enslaved,
Orbiting in an,
Infinite loop,

Maybe it is just like,
The old man said,
Hell is here,
And heaven,
Is really only,
In our minds.
2+2=101
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Forgotten
LaserHalo Jul 2015
Forgotten
I have forgotten who i am,
That we are nothing but paintings,
Fit inside golden frames,
And nothing is as it seems,
Yet, we choose to speculate,
When we should spectate,

If i could say what i have seen,
You'd be very surprised,
Even more so, confused,
The vast horizons, you can delve into,
The beauty and the horror i saw,
It is the true nature of the world,
It is the very essence of truth.

Now that it is clear,
what is intended, i know,
It is simply the easiest,
Of all things to do,
But only the bravest,
Are burdened by these trials,
Cause the world is not only blind,
All the deaf ears are eavesdropping too.
be a spectator, rather than a speculator.
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Future
LaserHalo Nov 2016
Future
I had a moment in the sun,
Sort of like an epiphany,
A golden bridge laid ahead,
Our future awaits.

It was a cleanse of the mind,
And now I am aligned,

The universe speaks,
It teases, it shows,
It leaks, it oozes,
Invisible love.

Follow it,
Let the guidance,
Take you over,
Let it be natural,
Like the flow of water.
John Paul Sartre, Aristotle, Socrates, Plato, Rene Descartes, Immanuel Kant, Democratus, Carl Sagan, Ernest Hemingway, Stanley Kubrick, Woody Allen, Billy Wilder, Francois Truffaut, Jean-luc Godard, Ingmar Bergman, Andrei Tarkovsky, Akira Kurosawa, Steven Spielberg, George Lucas, Emir Kusturica, Quentin Tarantino, Ciro Guerra, Alejandro Innarittu Gonzalez, Bela Tarr, Ridley Scott, Christopher Nolan, David Fincher, David lynch, Darren Arronofsky, Jean Pierre Jeunet, Martin Scorsese, Robert Altman, Sergei Eisenstein, Dziga Vertov, Godfrey Reggio, Ron Frick, Salvador Dali, Claude Monet, Vincent Van Gogh, Jean Giraud (Moebius), Killian Eng, Pablo Picasso, Henri Matisse, J. M. W Turner, John William Waterhouse, Kandinsky, Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, Michaelangelo, Vivaldi, Beethoven, Mozart, Haydn, Camille saint saens, Tchaikovsky, Johan Sebastian Bach, Ennio Morricone, Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung, Simone de Beauvoir.
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Glimpse of Misery.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Glimpse of Misery.
He was destined for great things,
The innocence she showed,
Was of pure immoral intentions,
He withered away in her love,
Love so strong it penetrates right through you,
Destiny looks him in the eye with a glimpse of misery,
You disappoint the wall clocks of time,
The music in his ears and his bloom of youth disappears,
The innocence she showed,
He took for granted,
She was the victim,
Yet, he was the sufferer,
She was his savior,
And by her side,
He was at his best behavior.
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Her thoughts are her own
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Her thoughts are her own
This temptation, this denial,
The shame, the unworthiness,
She cannot fathom anymore,

Her thoughts are jumbled,
Confused, immaculate perception,
She cannot deal with,
No, she cannot, not anymore,

Is there nowhere,
Is there no heart,
To harbor her burden?
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House of death
LaserHalo Nov 2016
House of death
All hail the suicidal gecko!
We do not need your help,
We are one and the same,
We are immortal, everlasting and free.


Are you ready?
To replace his holiness,
To personify greatness,
To honor the name,
And the / Throne of the Lizard king

Come neatly,
Arise smoothly,
We await your arrival,
You are welcome,
In to the house of death.
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Immortality
LaserHalo Sep 2015
Immortality
Who am i?
Aside from the obvious,
That is my name.

What am i?
Form, shape and flesh,
All combined.

What is my purpose?
To look for the beyond,
With righteousness, prayer,
and then salvation?

What then?
Eternal life,
Eternal pleasure,
Eternal everything?
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In Dreams
LaserHalo May 2015
In Dreams
In dreams
     i am respected,
In dreams
     i am honoured,
what then is preventing me,
     from never waking up?
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Infinite odyssey
LaserHalo Oct 2016
Infinite odyssey
Her mind,        
              Wonderful,  
Mystical,        
               Geometrical,
Beauty,      
               Draped in thoughts,
An infinite odyssey,        
               Of everlasting bliss.
A goddess maybe,
               A Muse definitely.
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Infinite possibilities
LaserHalo Mar 2017
Infinite possibilities
It is utter stupidity,
This price I yearn for,
My soul, can't seem to rest,

It loses, even itself,
This journey of madness,
How am I to choose,

My place here, i know,
Chances, opportunities,
Of infinite possibilities,
Rest at my doorstep,

It is so close,
I can smell its breath,
How can I embrace,
Such deadly disgrace?
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Inspiration
LaserHalo Sep 2015
Inspiration
I am certain all of you left a mark,
For us to discover,
Somewhere between the lines,
For us to uncover,
Let the decrypting begin,
All the books, all the music,
All the paintings and the films.

I am sure there is something,
Perched beneath,
There is something to see,
If we look underneath,
In plain sight,
For all eyes to see,
In day light,
For all minds to perceive.
Look and you may find.
Grasp and you shall know.
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Joy, sadness, man, woman, poet & muse
LaserHalo Oct 2015
Joy, sadness, man, woman, poet & muse
I am joy,
Purpose fulfilling, mind easing
I am sadness,
Poisoning minds, life taking

I am only man,
Straight faced, loyal
I am only woman,
Greed invested, legs open

I am a poet,
Misery filled, ugly perception
I am a muse,
Heaven sent, bursting inspiration
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Lady Flea
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Lady Flea
there was a ringing in her ear.
singing lullabies, like that of a lions roar.
and the voices she hear.
tangled up in the air, they gladly soar.
and she moves from box to box.
thinking people would notice her.
she's got the keys to all the locks
to the strangers eye, she's just a blur.
But the stranger you see,
was just a stranger in thoughts.
and in the mind of the "lady flea"
he sailed in wooden boats.
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Laser Halo.
LaserHalo Oct 2011
Laser Halo.
there you are,
         clothed in despair,
   living up-to their expectations...

giving us a deeper scare,
         rising above inner resignation,
   when all is lost...

and above your head..
       a smiling ghost..
above your head..
       a laser halo...
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Mentor
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Mentor
And what of it?
What do you seek?
My brother,
My mentor,

Your mind is not yours,
It is poisoned,
It is ruined,
It is lost,

Stop this chasing,
Stop at once,
You know not,
what you have done.
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Mighty Wings
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Mighty Wings
it is you..
clearly a feathery icon...
and at your disposal..
mighty wings flutter..
dear ocean breeze,
dear forest queen,
bear with us in our time of need...

its you whose in-charge,
prepare to lead...
share your innocence..
with the colors of justice..
sacrifice the deliverance...
in disguised rooms..
where wisdom blooms..

And there's you, yet again...
that pink array,
your beauty by color,
your feathery display...
and at your finest hour...
the forest whisper,
and larva's they shiver...
all along, right by a river...
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Mindful pleasure
LaserHalo Dec 2016
Mindful pleasure
It was never,
Even better,
That it had,
never been,

These times,
Mindful pleasure,
I will treasure,
To my last breath.

It's okay,
Cruelty is necessary,
My worthy adversary,
I am letting go,

Officially,
Indefinitely,
Reluctantly,
Mind over matter.
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Moment.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
Moment.
a moment of weakness..
a moment of silence...
a moment in pain...
and a moment of despair...
none of these were there...
the day we locked our eyes together for the first time..
when we introduced ourselves to immaculate perception...
when we wore the uniform of passion...
to the illusion of life...
and into the maelstrom of love...
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Motivation
LaserHalo Jul 2017
Motivation
Keep dreaming,
Until it realizes,
Until it materializes,

Keep repeating,
Till it's burned,
To the core,

Keep feeding,
Your feeble mind,
This pure vision,

Keep trying,
Until it works,
Until it shows,

Keep wishing,
For the ultimatum,
You know you have it,

Keep at it,
Be strange, but be bold,
You're almost there,

Keep it up,
This insistent urge,
To be found,

Keep working,
Can't you see it?
It's right in front of you.
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Muse
LaserHalo Jul 2016
Muse
An idea,
Creeps,
Slowly into my mind,

A poem,
Dedicated to you,

A painting,
Made to your likeness,

A story,
Structured for you,

A documentary,
As real as life,

A movie,
The best your eyes can see,

About a muse,
I do not love,
But I need,
Because she inspires,
The greatest in me.
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My kind
LaserHalo Jan 2013
My kind
I could think of a thousand reasons to be happy.
A walk through the streets,
A perfect sunrise, 
Think of my happiest dreams.
An ice cream on a sunny day,
A swim on the ocean,
A brief encounter with a good friend,
A good workout,
And a piece of chocolate cake.
I could dream, a wellness in my body.
The wind in my face,
A family embrace.
An aero plane ride,
With a great set of meals,

But all these things,
Amounts to nothing,
When I see a smile on your face,
When I think of your warm embrace.
When you laugh at my jokes,
And ignore all the other blokes,
You're one of a kind,
Whose truly blessed
With a great behind.
And I will always love you. 
Cause you're simply my kind.
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My unwilling self
LaserHalo Nov 2016
My unwilling self
Thus,
Began a chapter,
My unwilling self,

For so long,
You have been kept,
And now, I release you,

But do not stray, a far,
Your wings, aren't mighty,
Like another's, steady your will,
It is the self. Not the body,
Be virtuous, be loving,
Be the hero, be the villain,
Be the best and the worst,
After all, in the end,
None of it, matters at all.

Good and bad,
Right and wrong,
North and south,
Black and white,

So fly now, my child,
Soar in the air,
Go forth, o! keen one,
Glide into the clouds,

Witness the world,
The bittersweet journey,
Go out of the cave,
And embrace the sun.
Is being sick bad?
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Nature, freedom, oceans and oblivion
LaserHalo Jan 2017
Nature, freedom, oceans and oblivion
Let it be said,
Let the silence be broken,
Let the rage emit,
With your golden voice,

Let it be echoed,
Through and through,
Let it enlighten,
The weakest of them,
With your hunger for flesh,

Do as you will,
I am as the trees,
And the mountains,
Forever rooted,
Forever stuck,

My heart to nature,
My soul to freedom,
My body to oceans,
And my mind to oblivion.
Am i a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy?
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Neither here, nor there.
LaserHalo Nov 2015
Neither here, nor there.
I am not a winner,
Nor a failure,
I am neither a hypocrite,
Or a believer,
I am not a follower,
Nor a leader,
I am not a visionary,
Nor a prodigy,
I am neither normal,
Nor weird,
I am not a victim,
Nor a survivor,
I am not you,
And you certainly aren't i.
I am always,
In between,
Simply looking in,
From an exterior view,
With an analog mind,
In an automated world.
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Nothing to lose.
LaserHalo Oct 2011
Nothing to lose.
call me a work in progress,
an unsigned letter,
an unfinished job,
operating under a false pretense,
polluting an innocent being…

call me an unmarked grave,
an heirloom for destruction,
a way for an excuse,
a form unfilled.
a failure in the making…

call me an empty jar,
a readily hung noose,
a way for an exit,
who has nothing to lose...
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Oblivion
LaserHalo Sep 2016
Oblivion
Hear me,
I am the voice,
Guiding you,
Back to basic,

The earth,
Speaks through me,
The trees and the rocks,
They side with me,

Dancing the cosmic dance,
Are you the real you?
Look and you may find,
Grasp and you shall know,

Through the looking glass,
Your soul, staring back,
Trapped, desolate and weak,
That is you, the unreal you.
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