I have loved too much,
its just imagery in my head.
You can tease me kindly
and I'll love you fondly,
I know its flirting at the end,
Those all-seeing eyes
like the shining of bright
Pelicans flap and cry
when its not time to fly.
Dead at the end graffiti
A rebel's chest not perished.
These old steps decrepit
barely can take my weight
and my visions are serious,
recent until flaming wheat

Icebergs colliding
The hairs
On the back of my neck

Standing straight up

Validation shows it’s fringe
Prairies of Lilies
Enthusiastic grooves

Distance makes

The heart race ~ palpitations scurry
A violent focus
Sheds my skin

Visualizing happiness

Prays on my being

Too many Typos
Generic costume
Not of sound

Body and mind

It’s hard to gauge
When I can’t see past tomorrow
If the relaxation

Will be a more permanent

Fixture
Or just unplug itself
When it overheats

Obsolete stagnation

Rescued sanity
Immunity from
The bursting damns

Overreaching on a hope and whim

Out of my league
I like a good challenge
Let’s see if I can soar

What do I have to lose
Today is very discernible  
For a change

A revelation at the hands

Of my spectacular grandiose prism
What a content gratitude I feel

Undivided attention
A kindness of fate
Shivers of Anticipation

Turns my frown upside down

Let it now shine
Like golden gates
Warm to my cold

A genuine soul pure of heart

Immaculate halo

Aviator of my ambitions
A carefully
Designed touch sizzles

Glimpses of hope can be seen

Showering me with your grace
Ground in for safe keeping
Deeply embedded you are

Can you salvage

Something worthy of seeing
Life put me through
The wringer I hurt very deeply inside

An acquired

Taste not for everyone’s liking
Unlock my eyes
Be the wind at my back

Please let me dip my feet
In your infinite baths

Of sweet ~ serenity  
And show me what true undeniable
Affection really looks like

Shiny toy guns
Let bygones
Be bygones

Comradery was never

Truly established
As a whole commodity
The realm of possibility

Left out of the equation

All together what a pity
Early on I was not to be found
I often retreated

Hid out of plain sight

To protect myself
Keep what little pride I had left
And became hush in the dark

Dreaming of a better alternative

Loose lips ~ Sink ships

My battle ship was sinking
As I hung on by a thread
When wicked peaked

It’s head in and had it’s way

Put it’s hammer into me
Like a flawed time stamp
The ménage were

All blind to the callous truths

Avoiding the light at all costs
A casual smile
Seemed uncomfortable

An embracing hug

Scared me deep into rejection
Embroidered in me
A hopeless gloom I couldn’t shake

Time has removed some
Of my stitches
Yet the scars are clearly visible

A gravitating spark
You just wanna feel it **** you in

And be rejuvenated
Before it’s too late
Ride a new BYPASS

To waters uncharted

Acupuncture
Unannounced goodbyes
No deposit no return

On investment

Such a waste of time
A grifter cons
Like the bad habits

That you can’t shake free from

As Life separates us
From ourselves
My lifejacket burst

Deception hurts more

Bursting bubble
The realizations set in
Briefly patched

Who were we fooling

Static transmissions
Push me further away
Footprints in

The sand washed out to sea

Lean on me
If you feel yourself falling
Down a hole

Beauty and the beast

Eventually became a match
Like A magic potion
Opposites attract

Never prejudge expectations

Or a book by it’s cover
Unresolved issues
Are just that

Dropping another

Quarter in the jukebox
Unlocking the memories
Cause and affect

The purest imagination
Flows like life
Full of bad chemical reactions

Why do we
Dream if are
Thoughts mean nothing

Only to be let down by hurt