Everybody has their person that they will always be there for.
I always end up being ignored.
I am no one's priority.
It fills me with inferiority.
They all just ******* off.
And behind my back they scoff.
"Everyone takes me for granted."
The voice in my head chanted.
It's true.
But what can I do?

I hate the way he so easily strings me along.
I hate it even more that I let him.
But, when I'm with him I feel like I belong.
The thing is, I'm not the only girl he does this to.
He makes everyone feel special...That's the way he is.
I assume that all the others feel the same as I do.
The difference is that they eventually give up.
I do too but, I always come back to him.
I always will.
Of course he knows this.
That's why he never gives up.
He gives me enough attention so that I will stay.
I'm so used to it by now.
I've learned to keep my emotions at bay.
He doesn't care about me.
I am nothing to him.
But, how could I not come back when he draws such pretty flowers on my math homework?

I always come back to him.
I always will.

I will always look for you in a crowded room.
But you will never look for me.
Because I am not who you think about as you fall asleep.
Instead you like her.
Because that's who everyone will always prefer.
I thought for some reason you'd think more offbeat.
That girl you think would make you "complete".
She was one of my best friends.
And I think that she also wants you as her boyfriend.
You and I were never together.
But I have been with you on every adventure.
I stuck with you at your worst.
If only it were reversed.
We have had sparks before.
When we were dancing on that dance floor.
But, maybe it was just my imagination.
Probably just lost in translation.
Of course you wouldn't like me.
You would probably agree.
That I am no one to fall for.
But I am one to be ignored.
Because we will never be
a possibility.
The sooner I learn this
the sooner I can live in bliss.