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you can't heal a body you hate
you can't heal where you have bled
you can't **** where you eat
the one person you can't hide from is you
you need to forgive yourself.
Here's to trying to write after all these years
after all my wrongs, all my fears
just for this moment to finally feel alright
you have grown, you put up a good fight
you adapted a love for beer and long walks
you've learned to open up and have those necessary talks
you sang all those sad songs and found happy ones
you've even learned that not every battle needs guns
life didn't come with instructions
no please follow as shown
the beauty of life is figuring it out on our own
Here's to breaking your shell and seeing more sunlight
you can stop now, you put up a good fight.
#sober #herestogrowth
Kay Jasmine Oct 23
9 days
it feels like a year
but for others, that's not what they want to hear
I'll continue to pretend everything's okay
Meanwhile, I'm here smiling with my bouquet
I can't keep saying I did this to myself because I did
things I did made me feel like getting off the grid
but it's my fate, my story to tell
if I never stand up tall, how can I ever explain how I fell?
#sobriety #Aanonymous #daybyday
Kay Jasmine Sep 2020
Under the mango tree lies a soul sweet and sour
Under the mango tree grows new born strength
Stories will be told to generations at the night hours
The mango tree grows with her energy running through it
For those who first knew her , will tell you she was fierce
The center of attention and everyone’s friend  
The mango trees leaves will fall and grow again
There will be rainy days
There will be sunny days
But under the mango tree there’s a light that will never burn out  
I know she’s gone but I know she’s always here
whenever I’m upset I’ll remember her words clear
“If there’s nothing you can do about it , find something you can do about it”
Ironic mangos , ******* the outside , soft on the inside


Under the mango tree lies a mother a daughter a sister , my godmother💚 I love you
#lettinggo #mangotree #grief
Kay Jasmine Jan 2020
Sitting on a pinnacle
Thinking about resentin you
Thinking about how **** change when I was just getting into you
showed me sides of you I never knew
At first it was all cute
But now it’s like
. . .
Yea ******* ******* *******
I mean I love you yea I love you
But I can’t trust you , no I can’t trust you
. .
I was always there to care for you
But You got lost in the mix
It went from forehead kisses to ******* real quick
this the way it goes
. .
I took all arguments and attitudes
Did everything even when you didn’t know what to do
I never asked for nothing
just a little bit of gratitude
Slapped it in my face
And told me to lose a pound or two
It’s just crazy because who would’ve really knew
. . .
Yea now it’s ******* , ******* yea *******
No I mean I love you , yea I love you
But I can’t trust you , no I can’t trust you
And now I’m done with you , yea I’m done with you
. .
now it’s *******
**** hitting different now
tables are turned
You found out you can’t do the same ****
The bridges are left burned
I let **** slide as if I was the bad guy
You had me feeling like a 5 when I’m really a Dime .
I gave you nothing but time
You choose to do differently
Did me slime and wonder why I don’t **** with you
******* yea *******
Kay Jasmine Dec 2017
I want to believe you miss me
But I don’t want to lie to myself
You let me free
And now I’m determined
To find out who I’m supposed to be
I want you to be able to see
That all the things I did was for us
Never made you doubt me
Always had that kind of trust
I just want to know if you think about me
It feel like I’m in a ship
Waiting for water to rise up
Now if you ask me
Yea I’m kinda corrupt
I stopped caring
I stopped giving a ****
I put a blunt to my mouth
Trying to piece where we went south
We can’t keep leaving and coming back together
It isn’t healthy
I wonder if you think of me
But I don’t want to lie to myself
So no need for questions. .
Kay Jasmine Dec 2017
sometimes i feel like im losing control
no exact reason why
or how
or when
ask me what im scared of
ill say nothing
a guy tried giving the world
and i froze
knowing in the back of my mind
that hes not mine
he can not make me his
doesnt mean it makes it better
my forbidden love
why do you feel so good on my skin.
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