life shouldn't be like this
we all live inside of ourselves
unable to see past the blinds
in our minds that are shut eyes

well

a friend opened my eyes
made me take a good look at myself
all this time I've been thinking
I had to get the last word in
out of principle
I had to get my point across
because it was righteous

little did I know it was pride
the sickness of mankind
the sickness that leaves us blind
to this toxic state of mind
that fuels our ego
and little did he know
I had been suffering until I let go

Another day rise to fight
Saying it will be alright
They judge you but dk you
Trying to survive stay alive
Took a beating but still standing
Never back down still around
Warrior at heart leads alone
Pack or no pack ready for an attack
Step forward not back

strike you down but standing your ground
Talk and play the victim once confronted
Avoid the drama but still continue to keep provoking
Name calling but silent not lowering to that level
Took a cheap shots moment looping in the mind
Should've done something outcome amount to nothing
Judged for being different did what was right
Pain that fades with time, stay strong for another day
Thankful for waking up sometimes feeling shaken up
Lost but will eventually be found start an new
Missing the old left too early but meant for something better
Not knowing what's next or what's to come a fear losing control
Being able to start again find the new no more obsessing over the old.

Been a while since I've posted been writing scripts and trying to get my ideas out. I'm thinking about making shorts because I feel I'm the only one who can dictate my stories and find the right people to play these roles. Learning to make my visions a reality. I've been sharing my ideas for my production company we'd like to get the ball rolling and started. Giving dimensions to all thoughts sometimes I write serious and it ends up being comedy.