I am tired of permanently loving temporary men.

I wish to **** myself
'Coz i loved you
And you did too
But neither was brave enough to say it
We both kept waiting for the other one to make the move
And ultimately life just pushed us apart in different directions
It was such a cowardly relationship
If only i had said those words.....
You are married now
You have 2 kids
When i see you now...honestly it's hard to look at you
My heart just pains
Every inch of my existence just bites me
My soul weeps
And no amount of consolation can comfort it
So i wish to die
Probably death will help relieve the pain
'Coz life is not making matters any easy

Experience counts for nothing if you don't use it...don't just keep it stacked up like an old book in a bookshelf..learn from it and apply it.

You say that you're better than me
'Coz i'm bad
I accept that i'm bad
But i'm still better than you
You know why?
'Coz unlike you i don't pretend to be good

You see...unlike you
...acting has never been forte
With me
You get what you see

We will part
We will move on
She's off to college
He's off to the Army
And here left behind I stand

We shared many laughs
We shared many tears
She held me as I wept
He fought for me when I bled
But alone now I stand

We were the bestest of friends
We loved each other greatly
She never betrayed me
He never left me
But now I stand alone holding broken promises

She's a mother and a wife
She works for her family
Fights for her life
Doesn't remember the broken friend she once said she loved

He's proud and a loyal soldier
He works hard for his country, works hard for his people
Fights to defend the nation be calls his home
Doesn't remember the lost soul he vowed to protect

I stand tall and angry with the promises I'm burdened with
I promised to never give in, promised to never give up
I fought for the “family” who I thought loved me;
Don't remember those unfaithful lies
Don't remember the day I chose to die