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237 · Aug 2018
Violet
JaxSpade Aug 2018
Violet comes again
As a triolet
Poetically formed
With a bayonet
To the guts of tryin'
Regrets
Hooked on an fish
Without a breath to live
In the wildin'
There must be a better way
Of dyin'
There should be another way
Or alchemy
Violet
Comes again
As a means
As a way of
My head
Cryin'
On the hills of sirens
Flashing pirates
Skull bones and riots
I wish I was cyan
But I'm violet
Charcoal and wired
Between  
I'm dyin'

I'm dyyyyyyin'

I'm dye in
Violet
As a triolet
I can feel it
Vibrant;  vibrate
Islands
Specifically ask me
Why here
Whyyyy here
Should I stay quiet
Silent
Should I ever care
Or Giant
I'll be violet
Because it comes again
And again to me
I'll just be
That color
And shine it

Shiiiiiiiine it!

I'll ever be
  I'll ever be

Violet pours poetry
It comes again
Coloring
Violet pours poetry
Velvet and consciously
It comes blood read
Violet pours poetry
It comes again

As a triolet.......
                              …
                                    ..
Violet comes again as the nights eyelets lace the stars heads
Purple and sky lit
Lavender scents a bruise
Hit
The color of heart
Pulsing Magenta and red
Hurts to pound those memories left

Under ultraviolet rays pierced
The skins shade
Tan and beige blurs

Violet comes again
On a Royal colored path
Of hopes golden

A search for trees
just may bring
a little more oxygen

Red found indigo blue
In a deep purple brew
Of passionate sizzurp made
In a kool aid smiles tooth

As the stars unraveled
The permanent scramble
Of scales and dues
We traveled the purple
And pattern to the lantern
That lights our spirits
and allows us youth

Violet came like a hurricane
Hurling winds colored in views
Sipping on my mango beer
I Cheers to the God who knew

Majestic mountains painted
On the bounty of mutiny
Colored a landslide of falling rocks
Which boulder my enemy

The prayer of Jabez I said to the Lord if I could be closer to yours would you expand my territory

in the meat of scars
Violet keeps coming
and came unto me humming
If it be in your will
have mercy on my flesh
Pummeled

so I stumbled upon the earthly
Paths crumble
a violet me
Bruised bullied
And troubled

Knowledge found in the rubble
Left the truth upright and stable
uncovered
The shade of a grapes mother
Painted on me violet and wine in a stars cluster
I am just one In a trillion of the same difference building
Trying to ketchup
Instead of mustard
236 · Apr 2019
Discarded Core
JaxSpade Apr 2019
I want to be that girl for you
She said she loved the way I write

I want to slip into something comforable

She said I could take it off

I want to be that girl
Eve
       In the garden

She said she could tempt me
And she could

We ate the love
And covered up

She said the sin
                               was
Worth it
236 · Oct 2018
Continous Spectrums
JaxSpade Oct 2018
An Electron carries the negative charge
Protons are the positive particle action
Forces: Gravity, Electric, Weak & Strong

Subatomic quarks discharge
Leptons,  Mesons,  Baryons
An Electron carries the negative charge

Degrees of freedom parameters large
Muons decay Bremsstrahlung;
Forces: Gravity, Electric, Weak & Strong

Electro magnetic radiations marge
Relativistic formulas spin in sychrotrons
An Electron carries the negative charge

Deceleration of negative hearts
Positron-electron; annihilation = photons
Forces: Gravity, Electric, Weak, & Strong

Elastic scattering of positivity is hard
And understanding the relativity of actions
An Electron carries the negative charge
Forces: Gravity, Electric, Weak & Strong
235 · Jan 2019
Practice makes perfect
JaxSpade Jan 2019
She kissed the lips
Of a frog
That didn't turn into a prince

And she was convinced
With a kiss from her
Lovely lips he woud turn

Into something much different

But he didn't
He was just a frog
Green with warts
With a tongue long

He sat on the log
As she cried to her mom
He's never going to change at all

He said
I'm sorry
I am a prince in a frogs body
But the only spell that could release me
Is a kiss of true love

So you'll never be my princess
But thank you for the wet kiss

I loved the practice

Perhaps you have a sister
233 · Mar 2019
Old Man Kicks
JaxSpade Mar 2019
Traveling down that ghost town
Tumbling through the weeds
I'm nothing like a cowboy
And I haven't a gun to sling


I'm just an old man lost
In what's left of sanity


I'm wearing old kicks
On a dusty road ghost town
I've got a crack in my lips
From the sun beaten on down

I need a place to rest
But no one is around
I cannot find a bed
So I'll settle for a campground


I'm just an old man lost
In what's left of sanity


I found an old saloon
With a ghost serving whiskey
And he dared to impugn
Why I was so thirsty

He kept pouring more rounds
At my requests to hurt me
I was the only one in town
And like me it was emptied


I'm just an old man lost
In what's left of sanity



Drunken in walk
I fell into my cot
My fire burned out
So I laid in the dark

Staring at the stars
I was the loneliest scar
Lost in a ghost town
With vacant bazaars


I'm just an old old man
Lost
In what's left
       Of Sanity
233 · Jun 2019
4×4
JaxSpade Jun 2019
Through the mud
Four by four
Spinning
dragged
low gears
Sinking
I think I'm going to need a tug
I've got all these RPM's
And they're still not enough
I'm going to blow my engine
And leave my vehicle right here
Stuck
On the earth
Throw me a rope
so I could
Get out
232 · Apr 2019
50% off Easter Candy
JaxSpade Apr 2019
Chocolate bunny
Melting in my hands
Buried in my teeth
Your head
Chocolate lipstick
Kisses for my peeps
Marshmallow sugar bodies
What a treat
232 · Jun 2020
Caroms
JaxSpade Jun 2020
CAROMS


I dreamt of checkers
I was in a fast car
And my wings
Were feathers

Black and white squares
Waved at the caroms

Yet I soared over the errand

And the flag fell
Like the shadow
Of my bearing

Where am I now
What game is in play
And is it my turn

It's your second
Coming

I said this to myself
My self too said I
I couldn't believe
My mouth

What was it hearing

Blame it on my ears
For believing
The Truth
Nibbling on my lobes

It wasn't a dream at all
Where did I find these thoughts
Driving my car

Faster than I could go

I had to stop
Because I couldn't go
Slow

So I flipped
All the caroms

Off the board

And I drove myself
Somewhere crazy

With nowhere to go
232 · Aug 2019
Her Shadowy Figure
JaxSpade Aug 2019
Her onyx eyes
Danced around
In her atramentous dress

And she had jet black hair
That flowed in an ink
In the depths of the darkest black

Her crimson lips
Bled into the blackest pitch
And she spoke every word he wished

As she glowed in the whitest snow
She gave his flesh a kiss

He took off her dress in a tenebrous mist
And carresed her stygian breast

Then she made to him love
Without a color therof
In her caliginous body possessed
231 · Feb 2019
Bad Seeds
JaxSpade Feb 2019
The fall of an angel
The fall of a man
We could never be Jesus
Or understand

The heart in a human
In the angels hand
The evil genius
Revenge for the plan

The fall of paradise
Pain in sad
The air you breathe
Is Gods breath

As his seed grows
In the rised breast
The fruit trees
In the soils flesh

His Son shines
In the East and West
While the North and South
Poles spin

The fall of midnight
And the dark within
Lives the fall of creation
In Homosaphiens

I'm just a bad seed
And you look like me
Growing the dirt
From the dusts feet

The fall of my face
In the eyes teeth
Short of the glory
My God sees

You look like me
In the mirrors beam
Like the moon
Reflecting the suns dream


The fall of the day
The fall of the night
Always lands on the fate
Of a mans life
230 · Jul 2019
Kissing Booth
JaxSpade Jul 2019
Her lips I mostly missed
When she kissed the words I love you
They were everything I wished
Her lips I mostly missed
I remember the way they kissed
Now another man they've gone to
Her lips I mostly missed
When she kissed the words I love you
229 · Sep 2018
Tacoma
JaxSpade Sep 2018
The sasquatch
Holds blue
Balloons

As
The
Afternoon
Ran over the morning
The skies wore gloom

They were
Sporting their normal
Dark grey
Suits

And the sasquatch
Walked along
With his blue balloons

Drifting away
His feelings
On a string of blues

Nobody sees him
Save for few

Once in a blue moon
Striding
In Washingtons view

You could see him on the side walks
In cafe or two

A lonely ole
Sasquatch
Holding blue ballons
227 · May 2019
casino
JaxSpade May 2019
I almost died last night


And I've lost the lottery too

It seems I can't ever win


The jackpot

  When I pull
226 · Oct 2019
I was looking for you
JaxSpade Oct 2019
I was looking for this girl
Who wouldn't mind my love

And spending some time
Together

Where we could be us

I was looking
And searching
But I couldn't find ya'

Maybe i Passed you up

I don't know
I was looking for this girl
But she never showed

I keep looking
Maybe she's up the road

Waiting to spark a conversation

I was looking for this girl
Who had a smile
That pierced my heart
And wanted to know how
If we could be together
Till the end of forever
And never be apart

I was looking for this girl
But I never found

And that's just the way it is now

I'll have to stop looking
For someone
That won't ever be around

You see...

I was looking for this girl

                                         But I..

                                         Gave up
226 · Oct 2019
A Light In the Addict
JaxSpade Oct 2019
Alone in a poem
Only for one

His eyes so dolor
No one had come

He wrote what he felt
And his heart came to melt

When nobody cared
What he wrote for the crowd

Alone in a poem
A poet at home

Yet no one would know
The elysium he owned
225 · Jan 2019
No Soliciting
JaxSpade Jan 2019
The snow fell at my door

A cold friend
Made me shiver

Underneath snowflakes

Freezing summer

I held some
In my hands

A snowman
In the garden

A cold friend
The wind blew in

Knocking at my door

But I'm not going to
Let him in

Because I'm inside
Warm
225 · Jun 2020
the way I used to feeL
JaxSpade Jun 2020
That memory again
Stalking me
Why can't I forget
the way I used to feeL

I just can't forget
How soft feminine

Was...

             It me

      T'was
obviously

I felt like I used to
The minute I saw this woman
Similar to whom my love knew

In my memories...

I just can't escape
What I erase
Every time it draws on me

Those kinna eyes
The red in her lips
And the way her hair falls
Just...

Relax
Those memories you buried in the past
This woman may look like what you used to have
But have you noticed

She's not...

The same kiss
And her heart beats
A few seconds less
As you caress the scent on her neck

You remember
What you keep trying to forget

You've been

Searching for someone
Just like her

But different

...Else

You feel
Like you used to love
Her
Real

Over and O'er
Again
Repeated in scent
That memory again
Tattooed on the eye of your lens

And you realize
With real eyes
I am talking to myself again

I've been calling myself you
When it's me in truth
I've gone completely mad
Thinking about...

That memory
Again

the way I used to feeL
225 · Jun 2019
Burn out
JaxSpade Jun 2019
This side of the fire
There was a glow
Reflecting the flames
Red orange
It was her face
Befallen on a distant gaze
While the fire burned
She stared at it
And he  her
In-between the crackles
And embers dancing in the heat
This side of the fire
There was a fire
You didn't see
When the fire burned
Her lips looked parched
For a drink
She looked hotter than the fire
Could ever be
And he burned his heart
On the temperature
This side of the fire
Desire burned into the night
I heard a crash
A burn
And a dive...



Cloud of smoke
224 · Sep 2019
dirty talk
JaxSpade Sep 2019
The devil whispers in my ear
Love and ever things I hear

Licking my lobes
And kissing my fear

The devil whispers
Would I dare

To listen
224 · Oct 2018
Stairs in the distance
JaxSpade Oct 2018
In the fires eyes
You stare
Into the flickering

Burning your thoughts
Of memories
On each flame of energy

Wishing you knew the future

As you turn to the shadowed
Walls and watch the silhouettes
Maul the rest of you

The flames burn out

And you're left with the doubt
Of what comes after the heat turns cold

You keep staring in the distance
Contemplating existence
And how you're so misfit

While life gets old

The only thing left are the coals
Burning into ash
Leaving nothing but the past
Charcoal

Fading to the black
Staring through a mask
You show to the world
What you were staring at

….Your soul
224 · Oct 2018
We Are The World
JaxSpade Oct 2018
So what is the wicked world
Confined behind the bars of fools

Consumed by the man and girl
And It keeps each spin of the atmospheres
In the lust and desires of who

Dreams of the end by wars
Or a climate changing her
Under her rainbows
Reminding each neighbor
The end will always draw near

So what is the wicked world
Dark in her prince
Witch does so much work

The fear of the mirror
Each man succumbs dearer
To himself
Instead of his God
224 · Oct 2018
Esoteric
JaxSpade Oct 2018
If no one wants to love you
Don't get yourself down

No one needs to love you
For you to spread around

And if no one wants to kiss you
Don't tear yourself down

No one needs to kiss you
To put a smile on your frown

If no one here will miss you
Don't break yourself down

No one needs to miss you
For you to be around

If no one here will hold you
Don't get yourself down

No one needs to hold you
For you to stand your ground
JaxSpade Jul 2019
The sheep counted me
As I tried to sleep

I fell awake
Because my thoughts
Kept trying to think

Pills didn't help
They just made me weak

For insomnia came
And stole my dreams

Like a thief in the night
But the night stole me

It put me in a chair
And it tied me there

But I wasn't asleep

I was having a nightmare
And my sleep went walking

Then my imagination started talking
About how I could escape

But it was too late

The sheep became faint
As the count became great

And I missed work
Because I couldn't awake
224 · Oct 2019
Body Language
JaxSpade Oct 2019
She painted a picture
Of a whisper
It was colorblind
And void of any texture
She hung it on my inner ear
And I heard it speak a thousand words
In secret
I replied with my eyes
And she read what was inside
As we remained
Speechless
224 · Aug 2019
B O L D
JaxSpade Aug 2019
Letters formed in the vision of the world
They were an illusion of representation
As photons of light became electrochemical signals in the eye

The construction of the world unfolds
In a visual pathway through a neurological
Switchboard in our thalamus
Of interpretation in realitys time

We can switch on our functional magnetic resonance imaging machines
And see the rate of blood releasing oxygen
To the brains stream of life

This neuronal activity
Is a human ability
And our tendency to error is detected by
Our anterior cingulate cortex habitually

While our perceptual fragments fit together
And the prefrontal cortices flex their right
Words apear in the poets mirror
And we begin to see the flight of a bee around a pomegranate

We dream down the hole of a rabbit

You may develop Alice in wonderland syndrome
And the world becomes bigger than;
or the smallest planet

Words are a habit

Each pen drawing a quills magic
Hocus pocuses an abbra cadabbric

The focus is the lens binoculars
Telescopic under a microscopes optic

The neurons fire
And we just can't stop it
BOLD
(Blood Oxygen Level Dependent)
223 · Aug 2019
Stethoscope
JaxSpade Aug 2019
Laying on your breast
I can hear your heartbeat
Pumping blood

I feel your love
And the warmth of your flesh
Turning me on
Thumping hard
Holding me in your arms
Kissing my head
Pulling me tighter into your *******

I can hear your heartbeat
Banging my eardrums
And you're feeling so soft
Making me hard
And wanting you more

I feel your love
Making me kiss
The sweet in your lips
How could this ever be wrong

The pumping of your blood
The racing of pulse
Pulling me closer
Taking off your clothes

My head in your breast
Sipping on each carress
Tieing my tongue
All I can do is moan

I hear your sweet voice
Begging for more
Leading me on
I'm already in your soul
Thrusting as deep as I can go

We've lost control
And feels like everything we want
Even more than this world

Laying on your breast
I exhaust and hear your breaths
Catching up to your lungs

Against my cheeks
I feel the peak of your love
Rubbing against my tongue
Eating me up

I can hear your heartbeat
Singing our song
Holding your sweaty palms
I feel your love

And I don't ever want to let it go
221 · Jul 2019
IGNORANCE
JaxSpade Jul 2019
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked
Unenlightenment counterattacked
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Destitute of knowledge or how to act
You can't move forward if you face the back
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked
219 · May 2019
Anxiety
JaxSpade May 2019
Anxiety is like a knife blade
With the handle as a knife blade
219 · Jul 2019
The Truest Love
JaxSpade Jul 2019
If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

Because love isn't painful
And love isn't sad
If you're in pain
With tears in your lap

If she cheated
If he is always mad


You never had

Love

Because love is a feeling
That doesn't feel bad
It's joyful and cheery
A sacrificial lamb

Love is kissing
And holding hands
If that's what you're missing
Understand

You never had

Love

Love is patient and kind
Love is not jealous
Or boastful or proud

It doesn't demand
Or record any wrongs
Love never gives up
On a woman or man

If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
I Corinthians 13:4-7
219 · Jan 2019
Revelations
JaxSpade Jan 2019
The end of the world
Concludes the prophecies told
While narrow gates close
216 · Jun 2020
Judging Books
JaxSpade Jun 2020
My skin is colored
A pigment from a palette
Of earths mother

My blood is red
Like each others

My brain thinks different
Yet similar
It wonders

Why a shade of flesh
Would matter
When chosen by the artist

The lover
The admirer
The charmer

Does it matter the cover
If you love the books contents

Coloured
216 · Apr 2019
Fur Ever
JaxSpade Apr 2019
He lays like a lion
She hugs like a bear
And they didn't care
About their different fur

It's a jungle out there
Tigers and fear
It's so much worse
Than the wild in them

He had a mane like a lion
She had fuzz like a bear
And they didn't care
About the hide they wear

No they didnt care
About who they were

Together

The only thing that mattered
Was each other
Trying to reach forever
With different endeavors

He was the king of the jungle
She was the grizzliest bare
Laying naked together
Honey was shared

And as the world stared
Their hearts paired
For they didn't care
What the looks mirrored

Two lovers
Different breeds
Wearing different colors

They only cared about loving
One another

He was a lion
She was a bear
He had a roar
That her growl repaired

They didn't care
What the world declared

For they were here for eachother
And the world was just another

Fanfare
215 · May 2019
The Old Passed
JaxSpade May 2019
The old possessive past
Collections of everything
Owners have

Get the suitcase packed
Nothing ever lasts

Into the clouds of the next years path
Ain't gonna miss nobody
Never gonna think back

All my possessions got me
To no where

And they were never in my hands

They were never mine to pack
Where I'm going

The only thing I'll have

Is the past
215 · Jul 2019
David
JaxSpade Jul 2019
He came with sword
Sheild and spear

He came a giant
With hate and fear

He came with evil
In an armour
For fighting

But I came
With the Lord
     Almighty
215 · Apr 2019
Heaven
JaxSpade Apr 2019
I'm so tired
Every footstep
Feels like miles
How much longer
To get where I'm going

My weakened legs
And buckled belly
Catching breath
On my broken lungs
yelling

I'm so tired
Let me rest in peace
Lord
I can hardly walk
And lift my arms

My head is hung
On lifes gallows
Every footstep is a thousand pounds
Every breath is a half pull

I'm so tired
My eyes close
Inside helplessness
My mind kills

Itself

The world is so heavy
To carry
My shoulders failed

I've lost desire
I'm so tired
And I can't lift my spirit any higher

On the floor of trying
I lay here dying

slow

And why here

All these years and marathons
Gasping for every breath
And finish lines

The time of speed
In the heart of beats
Crying in the pain of natures beast

I'm too tired of getting up
When my face is punched
And pummled each week

I want rest

In the peace of the graves death
Because I'm just too tired here
Fighting loneliness

Battling for money blessed
In paychecks spent
On rent and food fats

I'm too tired
To eat much
Too gone
To feel loved

I'm exhausted

To the max edge
Of this worlds coffin
I lay here
Staring at the ceiling
Waiting for my nerves
Calming

I want to sleep
But I'm still awake
And I contemplate
Escape

I believe it's coming

The weight of the world
Is so tough to carry
It's heavy with worry
And the devils scurvy

All I can do
Is eat drink
and be merry

But I'm just too tired
Of sparing

My life
214 · Dec 2018
Saturn is losing her rings
JaxSpade Dec 2018
My eyes sliced
Through the lies twice
As I saw the truth hide
Inside

They cut through the mind
And the darkness blind
When I saw the hearts crime
Shine onto mine

Into the windows
Of the soul
A wind blows cold
Over the meadows
And grasses grown

The frost was lost
On the blades of us
Cutting through the sun
And all that was
A silent ear spoke sound

Then her mirror
Wiped a smiles fear
Of ever turning upsidedown

And there was a background
Of a record which played
An old song
That left our hearts on the floor

My ***** would never clove
In this deck of cards I hold
My wallet kept telling me to fold

Luck had ran out of town
With time and a wound
Which called me old
And caught me alone

I looked up
Into the universes dream
And saw the planets scream
For love

Saturn is losing her rings
And pluto is a different being
With nobody around
To be or not to be
213 · Aug 2019
I was a Wreck
JaxSpade Aug 2019
I crashed into the sunset
I was bent against the hues
You found me fallen against the clouds
And saw me crushed by the blues

I was wrecked

Smashed against the windsheild
In a pink and rose milieu
My heart had broke against the glass
And burned me hitherto

Out in the skies I pilot
I crashed into ultraviolet

And headed toward doom

I was spinning rapidly out of control
Until I pulled my parachute

I took in all the damage
What a beautiful view
I crashed into the sunset

But I landed on the moon
212 · Jun 2019
Garlic breath
JaxSpade Jun 2019
Now that I'm single
I can give my love for garlic
The attention it deserves
212 · Mar 2020
My Kind Of Love
JaxSpade Mar 2020
You're too beautiful to cry
What man did this to your eyes

Would you allow me to try
To put a smile inside

Because
If I could squeeze in some love on the side

Those tears would disappear
And stay clear
If you allowed me to apply

My kind
  Of love
211 · Dec 2018
Sphygmomanometer
JaxSpade Dec 2018
The library was quiet
Silent ischemia read a book called
Myocardial infarction

The radio played techno tachycardia
While myocardium got high on nitroglycerin

It was quiet
I whispered yet no one was listening

I heard a heart murmur something
Into the echocardiography

It echoed
edema
               edema
                             edema

It was there I rested in lipid

I knew my heart was broken
The day she said she was leaving

It was then my diagnosis
became cerebral thrombosis

I had a cerebrovascular accident
And I lost my mind
With my heart underfoot of my lover

Now I'm searching for a surgeon
To put it all back together
211 · Feb 2019
Who you are
JaxSpade Feb 2019
Why did you make me write it
Pushing my pen because you want to fight it
You just want to see my ink spill
And my blood drip into the ink well
I dipped my quill in the bloodguilt
For every man I've killed his poor brain cells
With my alphabetical spells proped up like metaphorical discounts
Reasoning your doubts
With insurance that pays out
Go back to what I've written
And listen to your consciousness
Ask yourself the questions
There is an answer to every lesson
In the message you keep guessing
On each and every word I'm professing
You made me write it
And ignite it to the level
Of excited because you wanted to hear some
Rhythmic words delighted
Into Figments of imaginary
Fire
I wrote this down
Because you suffer from not knowing
Why is now
And you weren't cooperating
With what  you knew about
The blood spilling the inks mouth
So you could know how to bettter control your self
For who controls you
When no one knows who
You really are
210 · Nov 2019
¬°¬°}
JaxSpade Nov 2019
¬ °
I'm a ghost
Afraid of my own shadow

I see alive people
And they look so hollow

When you look into their mind
You could see the other side
Follow

^
·And the fire in their eyes·
^

I'm a shadow
Afraid of my own silhouette

I see dancing on the walls
At end of a candles wick

The frightening flickering
Leaves me shivering


¬°
I'm an anomaly
Afraid of my own entity
¬°


Reconfiguring
210 · Jun 2020
Some things & others won't
JaxSpade Jun 2020
I never understood
Why some things
And others won't

What happens when
You see something
You've never seen before

The way some things
And how others work
I never understood
Or could

Because my comprehension
Is at the level
Of what I don't know

Someone told me
I am" just a man
I said you're giving me too much credit
With that charge
I told "I Am

Sometimes I feel like an animal
Or an altered beast
But I'm actually lower
Than the level
Of the least

As I try to increase
I actually decrease
In years
What I say please
And Thank you for
Here

Some things
And others dream
While the Truth is found
Wherever it sings

I never understood
Why things some
And others would
Because I'm just too dumb
For my own good


You didn't have to agree with me
But you did
And when they came to get me
I never understood
Why you told them where I lived

When they knocked on my door
I told them I never understood
Why some things
Were

And others won't
JaxSpade Apr 2019
I'm just a scratch on the record
I'm just a skip on your cd
I'm just an 8 track effort
With a song that's never played

No one hums my tune
No one looks for my treble
And no one cares for my bass

I'm just an old b song
In a phonograph h cylinder
That no one wants to play
209 · Oct 2018
The Write Days Mood
JaxSpade Oct 2018
Day in waiting
Turn the page
Another story
Reads to an end

Flipping through
The chapters
And the lives they captured
Never knowing they would be read

Waiting for the day
The sun would set
In every memory
They never could forget

How they made the story
Every morning
For the starry night too collect

Day in waiting
Another book
Passing through the novel

Have you looked
At how the author models
Life inside his words

He is just waiting
For his pen to finish contemplating
Another day
Passing by his mood
208 · Apr 2019
Lovely Lily Lilicae
JaxSpade Apr 2019
Lilium longiflorum

Beauty
    Hope
        Life

You are a trumpet
Of fragrance

In a dress of white

Or she could be a "pink heaven
At Eastertide

In the drops of sweat
From our King you rise

You never toil or spin
Yet you're arrayed with love

In the chancel of churchs
Your faces lay aslant

Greeting our Easter morning
With such an alluring plant

Lovely lilly
You blossom in springs romance

Consume us in your beauty
Our good Lord grants
207 · Jan 2019
(╥﹏╥)
JaxSpade Jan 2019
The small side of
Caring

Feeling
Emotions

Such a big big heart
Floating in the oceans

Out in the deep blue
Where the tide pulls everything
Sailing in forever waves
Away from everyone

Is there anybody out here
Other than me

Feeling
Emotions

On the small side of
Caring

Sharing peace

I haven't seen anyone out here
In the wide open sea

But I'm here floating
Hoping

For someone to meet

On the small side of caring
To live
207 · Jan 2019
A New Years Eve
JaxSpade Jan 2019
The Eve I knew
Years ago
Under the midnight hour
The lord bestowed
A woman in the night
My eyes could hold
Into forever she would
Find no more
A New years Eve
Leaves me cold
But my memory
She will always know
206 · Oct 2018
$
JaxSpade Oct 2018
$
The directon of where I face blows cold
Eroding away my face and the days

Wrinkles

Cracked and whithered away
My flesh scratches and scrapes
Into the dust of the first day

Created to waste
Age takes a toll

I haven't the money to pay

Yet
      I owe
205 · Dec 2018
S p e c u l u m
JaxSpade Dec 2018
Off the slide
Crawled a microscopic life
The smallest naked eye
No one knew he was there

All the time

Through the scientific mind
He lived for the why
Under a naked body
Held by a tenaculum

And in the process of ausculation
He indulged inoculation

Because the palpation
Discovered his flesh
Was to blame

Inside his brain
His thoughts claimed the fame
That became the curriculums
Lies

After the apple sliced
Under the flesh of knife
Skins peeled life
Down the barrel of eyes

A discarded core
Fell to the floor
And the fall of man
Was born
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