I was there in the starlight
Shining on our campfire
When she asked me mister
What are you looking for
A shooting star
Or a girl
Are Your gazes
For constellations
Or something more
I was there in the starlight
Her eyes were twinkling so bright
But I was looking for
A shooting star

You're too beautiful to cry
What man did this to your eyes

Would you allow me to try
To put a smile inside

Because
If I could squeeze in some love on the side

Those tears would disappear
And stay clear
If you allowed me to apply

My kind
  Of love

Lilium longiflorum

Beauty
    Hope
        Life

You are a trumpet
Of fragrance

In a dress of white

Or she could be a "pink heaven
At Eastertide

In the drops of sweat
From our King you rise

You never toil or spin
Yet you're arrayed with love

In the chancel of churchs
Your faces lay aslant

Greeting our Easter morning
With such an alluring plant

Lovely lilly
You blossom in springs romance

Consume us in your beauty
Our good Lord grants

That memory again
Stalking me
Why can't I forget
the way I used to feeL

I just can't forget
How soft feminine

Was...

             It me

      T'was
obviously

I felt like I used to
The minute I saw this woman
Similar to whom my love knew

In my memories...

I just can't escape
What I erase
Every time it draws on me

Those kinna eyes
The red in her lips
And the way her hair falls
Just...

Relax
Those memories you buried in the past
This woman may look like what you used to have
But have you noticed

She's not...

The same kiss
And her heart beats
A few seconds less
As you caress the scent on her neck

You remember
What you keep trying to forget

You've been

Searching for someone
Just like her

But different

...Else

You feel
Like you used to love
Her
Real

Over and O'er
Again
Repeated in scent
That memory again
Tattooed on the eye of your lens

And you realize
With real eyes
I am talking to myself again

I've been calling myself you
When it's me in truth
I've gone completely mad
Thinking about...

That memory
Again

the way I used to feeL

Stay gold
Mandarin sunset
        Silver moon
What have you
thoughts
About each avenue
Dry those sweaty palms
And cry me a smile
I've been lookin in your eyes too long
        Through the cracks in my mirror
My friend
Remember how you loved
                          The ocean
How you loved the river
And the graffiti sky
Why did you leave us
                   Goodbyes
And a somber universe
Tears mundane
In your lulliby
Under those headphones
Beneath the bricks
What did you scribble
In those notebooks
Sharon Van Etten played
And you brushed your locks
The stage lit
              You looked
Such a shooting star
Emerald heart
               Under the rot
Why did you leave me
With the look of silence
When you talked to yourself
                          I heard quiet
In that broken mirror
It was your halo
Fallen on fear
          My own
Remember how you remembered
The earth in all its dirt
And the way water formed
                     Thirst
You were so hungry
Yet such a meloncholy
        Diet
. Mr you never understood   
How to calculate old
                  Stay gold

Those fast fast
Cars
Naked candy
Those sweet scars
Remember how you loved
                  The intimate air
And how you used to breath in error
How you loved champagne
Spilled on a yellow dress
                    Kissing tears
Those mornings that never came
Until the night
My shattered mirror
The way you looked in every piece
   Scattered
Everywhere
Sharon Van Etton played
Her voice stared
Deep in your pupils
        My hazel wear
Remember how you used to laugh
And people heard
How you loved nature
     But you didn't here
Why did you leave us
All these pictures
Only albums could hold
                          Frames
Smothered in accordions
Why did you leave us
Oh-
Stay gold

Why did you make me write it
Pushing my pen because you want to fight it
You just want to see my ink spill
And my blood drip into the ink well
I dipped my quill in the bloodguilt
For every man I've killed his poor brain cells
With my alphabetical spells proped up like metaphorical discounts
Reasoning your doubts
With insurance that pays out
Go back to what I've written
And listen to your consciousness
Ask yourself the questions
There is an answer to every lesson
In the message you keep guessing
On each and every word I'm professing
You made me write it
And ignite it to the level
Of excited because you wanted to hear some
Rhythmic words delighted
Into Figments of imaginary
Fire
I wrote this down
Because you suffer from not knowing
Why is now
And you weren't cooperating
With what  you knew about
The blood spilling the inks mouth
So you could know how to bettter control your self
For who controls you
When no one knows who
You really are

I saw the climate change
Right through my eyes
Maybe the government does need
More of my money
So they could turn it off

Raindrops kept falling on my head
They kept falling

Reminded me of the old tune about it

They said the climate was changing
And we need to be afraid of the danger
The environment needs our money
Because were only going to live 12 more years

I saw the climate change
And all the politicians held out their hands
And said make a change to our benefit

First it rained
Then it snowed
there was hail

I just don't know
because the climate changed to hot
We used to call it summer
But now every news station calls it something other than what it is for a profit

how much would it cost
to change the climate to something you'd want

A mountain appeared  before a man
He said I'll climb it

When he reached the peak
He said the only thing that changed

was the climate

On the highway
Staring at the lights fly by me
I drove at a slow pace

There was honking behind me
As a few birds flew beside me
With anger displayed

I didnt care
They could go around

Speeding bullets
Racing toward targets
Faster than patience
Would allow

I had a different destination
That drove me crazy
I wasn't sure who was at the wheel

I just saw lights
Passing my eyes
In the blurs of transportation

On the highway
I crashed and turned sideways
And wrecked into the situations

Blind spot

¬ °
I'm a ghost
Afraid of my own shadow

I see alive people
And they look so hollow

When you look into their mind
You could see the other side
Follow

^
·And the fire in their eyes·
^

I'm a shadow
Afraid of my own silhouette

I see dancing on the walls
At end of a candles wick

The frightening flickering
Leaves me shivering


¬°
I'm an anomaly
Afraid of my own entity
¬°


Reconfiguring

I could hear the stars whispering

Before the moon sat me down
Next to my conscious disappearing

I didn't need a fire
Because the sun had left the night warm

Yeah
The stars kept talking
And some of them swore

I could hear them whispering
About the beaten shore

They didn't like the noise it made
When the waves pounded on her floor

I asked them why it mattered
When they are so far

They said they wanted peace
And quiet

Instead of war

I'm sharpening my knives
Looking through my tv

All the deceiving

I'm sharpening my knives
And now the edges are gleaming

If you can understand the meaning
I'm getting ready to cut through the evening

When the world breaks down
And the guns ring hell

I'm sharpening the help
In the helter skeltor
Of any chaos

I'm sharpening my knives
And loading them with bullets

Looking at my tv
Studying my enemy
Brainwash humanity

My razors edge is so sharp
It could split the hair
Of a microscopic bacteria

I'm sharpening my knives
Because I'm not fearing ya

All the deceiving
You best believing
I'll be standing on the side

Of America 🇺🇸

Tuck me into the campfire
Towards the warmth of your cuddle

Into the heat of your desire
Burn my heart
On the spark of twilight

Look unto the galaxies
Shooting their stars
Over our eyes

Glow with me under the moon
In the luminosity of love
And die in its tomb

Bury your soul
In mine too

We are one
If a number could sew
Two of us

In the garden
Of eating loves
Fruit

I'll discard the hardest
Core
For you

Isoceclese
She was a triangle
I loved the shape
Her body angled

Mathematically

It was the way she slid
Acrosss my toxic masculinity
Eager to take a drink


Her two sides of equal length
Were beautiful
Along side her axis of symmetry
She was so acute

Mathematically

Isoceclese
In geometry
And she was everything
I had dreamed
She could be

My skin is colored
A pigment from a palette
Of earths mother

My blood is red
Like each others

My brain thinks different
Yet similar
It wonders

Why a shade of flesh
Would matter
When chosen by the artist

The lover
The admirer
The charmer

Does it matter the cover
If you love the books contents

Coloured

The face of slumber
Tired of waiting
Exhausted
From our human racing
And the words of a serpent
Taking energies
We can't be perfect
But we search it
In the ladies luck of purses
And we read the book of versus
That curses our fleshy worthless
Waiting for tired
Feelings of exhaustion
The face of slumber
Somber in her hands
What kind of man
Could understand
What the serpent did
Knowing what was good
And bad
As curiosity killed the mood
The face of slumber
Fell under
The spell of mother earth
Waiting for tired
Exhausted from her birth
All she wants is a rest in peace
And forgiveness for what she did
To the flesh that heard
Curiosity and what it hissed

I framed my picture
Even though he was innocent
I painted him the culprit

Responsible for crimes

I've committed
I'm committed

To hanging it on the wall
Where everyone could see what I once was

Before I was
Framed at all

It was all my fault

You could fast forward
rewind
Or pause

Even though he was innocent
I framed my picture
For what he was

I made it look like
It was all his fault

Because I needed someone to blame
For all I've done

So I framed my picture

           And myself hung

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
It made you lust for its flesh
With a passion too incredible to resist

Forbidden fruit

You couldn't resist the ****
The way it tastes in your mouth

i laid in your palm
A playdough
Like
You out of me
Formed
One thought
we ate of

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
we could blame it on the lust

The snake told us we could be Gods
If we ate of what we knew we shouldn't

we ate the apple and left the *******
On the foot of the fall

It was terrible
the taste of miserable failure
to the God we loved

But the fruit was unbearable
when you have everything else
But what we couldn't have
created a want
With a desire whispered by the liar
In horns

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was left alone
And the parable could be
About  how we resist   one

Wouldn't it be terrible
if we had a second chance
The ******* sits on the floor
Of the coming at task
Like a thief in the night
With the jewels in his bag

He says
The terrible has yet
to come
Here

Kanizsa Triangle

Electrochemical
Photons of light
Signal in the eyes
Visions of the world
Through the thalamus
of our mind

Perceptions are conceived
with the belief
Of what we see
As each part of our brains
Collide

We decipher codes
With linguistic notes
We wrote when discovery
Wore a **** dress
That we took off

When a blind man dreams
What does he see
If he was born without eyes

As I ride the ponto-geniculo-occipital waves
In R.E.M states I fall into a vortex
Into my visual cortex
And all these things that happen
I can't explain

Imageries paint endlessly
As random neuronal firings in my brainstem
Continue religiously
My unconscious always stays awake
Through the interstates of my dreaming

Imagine me
A concept of a virtual reality
sensing and seeing hallucinations
In a subthreshold of my bodys activity

We dream
And when we wake up we dream
We open our eyes and see
And when we close them we see

The difference
Remains in the submission
To achieve what your brain
Finds delicious
When you control what it eats

Shining light
Why so dim
Is it because of
The shadows
Flickering

I'll watch you burn out
Through the tears
And all your feelings
Will remain a mystery

Because I won't tell them
Why you lost the energy
To shine again

Your aging filament
Incandescent
Has lost electricity

I'll watch you burn out
Your ability
To shine your lights
Luminosity

Why so dim
Is it the shadows
Flickering
Will you ever
Shine again

Or will darkness
***** your victory

Smoke fills the air
With what's left to breathe

And I'm left watching
              you fade away

             From me

The sun penetrated through the night
And came morning to rise
Into the blue through the black
Caped skies
The sun shone bright
She was standing there
In the color of my eyes
In the window of my soul
She appeared as a bird in flight
Flying away into the winds kite
Into the clouds framed white
She glided through the air of my mind
I thought about her in the afternoon
And how she looked so good
In my eyes sight
She could be an angel
In the right light
I asked her where have you been
All my life
She said she'd always been in my dreams
But I kept waking up
To time

Writing on down
Falling
Toward the ground
Calling
You found
Wanting
A way out
But nothing was
Drawn in the payout
No body knew your name
To say it
Writing on down
Falling
The pavement
Catches your pens
Payment
Drawing
Pictures of
Enslavement
You tried to break out
But found doubt
That was painted
Fell
In replacement
Of the sell
You wanted to tell
The story that ends at a wall
Writing down
The bricks that fall
Toward the ground
You found
Wanting it all
The way out
Was inside the pen
You swung as a sword
Unto the ears mouths
Writing what was falling
Was resolving what
You thought it allowed
Down further you spiral
Into the abyss of high lows
Never knowing
Where the end is now
You can picture it
But you don't know how
So you keep on writing
Pushing and sliding
The ink over countless
Rhymes in a row
The beginning
Was repeating the same words
You said many times before
Over and ending
Scrambling the yolks
Bending the syllables
Into the same old folks
You realize infinity
Was multiplied by 3.14
A PI that lasts forever more
Than you've ever tried before
That difference left an imprint
Where you fell
Writing down what you saw
When you fell on the floor
Ink spilled into a dream killed
And you ended up
Nothing but a corpse

Writing on the wall
Read numbers
I counted but wondered
How could I calculate
Without my fingers
Mathematics sewed arithmetic
Solving situational matters
With patterns consistent
Educationally mastered
I swept my pen across the edge
Of a balled point said
Spelling and cursing the erasers head
I should have used pencil
But God wouldn't lead
He chose graphite
Because ink is a horrible thread

I never understood
Why some things
And others won't

What happens when
You see something
You've never seen before

The way some things
And how others work
I never understood
Or could

Because my comprehension
Is at the level
Of what I don't know

Someone told me
I am" just a man
I said you're giving me too much credit
With that charge
I told "I Am

Sometimes I feel like an animal
Or an altered beast
But I'm actually lower
Than the level
Of the least

As I try to increase
I actually decrease
In years
What I say please
And Thank you for
Here

Some things
And others dream
While the Truth is found
Wherever it sings

I never understood
Why things some
And others would
Because I'm just too dumb
For my own good


You didn't have to agree with me
But you did
And when they came to get me
I never understood
Why you told them where I lived

When they knocked on my door
I told them I never understood
Why some things
Were

And others won't

The red in my eyes
           Closed them
It tried to take the pain away

The color was just temporary

  So I kept coloring
My lids got heavier
Red with delirium

It tries to take me away

But it won't erase the memories
No matter how far
           I fade away

The red in my eyes
                      Dyes
In a crimson cry
              Of pain

It keeps painting
          A faint me

                 Disintegrating
What's left of an old man
With a heart in decay

            My vessels
The color of devils
         Leave me mental
In a whole other state

  Closing my eyes
The color of why
I choose this earth
    Spinning in space

The red in my eyes
      Never subsides

As long as they continue to wake

Here goes nothin'

Something


Farewell to flesh


My rotting sole

My rotten soul


Every where I used to walk

Now where will I

Go


Am I just a ghost

Shrieking through walls

Drinking boos

And suffering wrongs


Here goes nothin'

Something

For the cause


Where will I live

If I don't


What kind of mind

Was installed


Who am I really

If I was at all


Here goes nothin'

Something


For the world


And is it worth

A street of gold


Farewell to flesh

And my liquid soul

For every paid interest

It cost a fool


Here goes nothin'

Something


For the rules


If there weren't any

What would I do


One

Around


Farewell my skin

My eyes within

No more wrinkles

Or time to hold


Here goes nothin'

Something


What I know


Compared to the one

Who made it all


Farewell to creation

You better not fail


If you do

No one will care


Know


Here goes farewell

Nothing

Something of my flesh

For a never-ending goal


Here goes nothin'

Something

Transformation

I saw a butterfly change back
Into a caterpillar

Anti metamorphosis
Was a backward mask
Of a record player

And all her colors
Faded back into a green exterior
I watched her inch forward
Noticing her wings would no longer carry her

And at that moment she knew she'd have to buy alot more shoes

I asked her why she changed back
Maybe she didn't like to fly
Or the way her colors portrayed her
perhaps

She said what is the difference
In what you're looking at
Do you not find beauty in each way I dress
Has it changed my laugh

But what about change
And what about
Growth I said

Then she replied that's exactly what I did

I changed by not changing at all
I didn't prefer the flight to the way I crawl

I fought nature with all my creature
To be myself

I am a caterpillar
Not a butterfly at all

When I touched the dirt
Your face
And skirt
And the clouds example
Of the rain that hurts
When I left the ground
In the hunt for a search
I saw you in the thunder
Making it worse
Oh how I mud in your vapor
In the lightning thrusts
We couldn't have love
As too much
Heavy and inches
Puddled in floods
Your face
I touched your skirt
***** in love chains
Tied you up
If it wasn't for the came
We would still be of
Acid and blood stains
We couldn't love
No we couldn't trust
Before all the love came
We fell in us
I touched your skirt
We fell in mud
And we couldnt get unstuck
The rain fell hard
Sulfur and oxides
Nitrogen gusts
When I touched the dirt
Your face
And skirt
All of the world changed
What we were once

My lips are moving but there's no sound
I've gotta room at the top of the world tonight
But I ain't coming down
I'm in the half life of my disintegration

Fading out

The end is meeting the beginning
And I'm screaming out

The silent sound

Why am i here
And who dared allowed

Zippin' my lips
Cover my mouth
I am a sinner
And no ones proud
Who let me in here
To be crowned

A dunce in the corner of the world

Who is responsible for my fall
Why would a creator
Create me at all

I've gotta room at the top world
Tonight
But I ain't coming down
My lips are moving but there's no sound

My God can you hear me
At all

What am I here for
And how many more days
Do you want

What kind of designer
Would design my fault
And stick me in a demons
Blackened heart
Why would you cage me
In the devil's world
And smash my heart
By a beautiful girl

My God
My Lord

What? could you possibly want me for¡

ηow is the hour
For that sileηt souηd

So loud
ηo one could hear it

Yell

ηo oηe could see it comiηg
It was already there

Hiddeη iη the eyes
Liviηg iη the air

Iη the ηow of the hours
Haηds

There is ghost in my head
Shrieking
And he sees everything I'm thinking
He called me perverse

I said sorry
But I'm single

He called me a thief
And said I'm a cheat
For taking more than I could eat
At the buffet

There is a ghost in my head
Complaining about if
I'm doing the right thing

He called me a liar
Because I told the Police officer
I didn't know my tags were expired
He said I was guilty

Give me a break
I may make a few mistakes
But maybe I eat alot at the buffet
Because I'm hungry

Maybe I'm perverse because I'm *****

Maybe I lie to the Police officers
Because I don't want a ticket

I guess I'm crazy
Because there is a ghost inside
My head telling me I'm insane

And I
Think I
           Just might
                   Agree

I found the sunset
Orange in footsteps
With yellow eyes of crayon
I just kept walking
No one could stop me
Ever again
We sank down
Into the earths round
And burned our rays
You can still hear us
In the whispers chorus
Carried by the wind
I found the sunset
On the horizons doorstep
And it invited me in

He wasn't great at anything
Never a sculpture
Or an encyclopedia portrait
A rather odd logo
From a different establishment
Energy was intermittently governed by spirit
And spirits
His name was also a number
Socially secure yet alphabetically altered
His design was simple however obscure
But they named him manure
He was the waste product of nature
The skin was his dirt and cologne
For he damaged the earth with his birth
And his thoughts of worms dug through the soils worth
Burning in the minds hot hearth
He begged for the waters thirst
geyers
Like elephant trunks in between tusks
He was the dung on the bottom of foot
Trampled rug wipe your feet with a welcomed hug
Water
Washes away the sand castles daughter
He was a father not a prince or a knights armour
And as he walked his path that time slaughtered
God's wrath bought hurt but hadn't cured
What he wanted
Was it greatness
Or the value of a dollar
That makes him feel like a God
Naturally
For what is his nature
Should you label him normal
Awkwardly
Difference is his individuality
Occuring in nature independently
Frequently
What it so great about the one guy, no one knew
that would matter to a disappeared world
An earth visited by a clock
Fathered by Mother
He discovered
Life is a matter
Suspended in a black hole pattern
Ghostly dimensions of spiritual gathered
Out of his control or design
What his labeled read when applied
Property of eternal deaths life
He wasn't great at anything
Until the end of time

Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye
A hordeolum bespectacled lack of lye
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

This is what she said to me, a scientific lie
She explained to me, o'er again, the reasoning why
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye

Mine had wandered into logs and knives
And they pulse the tears of meandered cries
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

Forgiveness is a forgotten try
Boy cried wolf and science vied
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye

Pleas and knees swallow pride
Tears fall deep and losses die
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

Two of hearts must say their goodbyes
As love was lost for science to find
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

Walking along the side of life
I looked at the stride
And tried to pace it with time

It was running so fast
I couldn't catch up
And I fell behind

I was just too slow
So I gave up trying
And I sat down
In the middle of the road
While it passed me by

Then it called me an old man
When it left me to die

But I had a plan
With my bible in hand
There was a victory inside

Walking along the side of life
I decided to walk with Christ
Then Gods kingdom
Became eternally mine

And when I crossed the finish line
The Angels sang a chorus divine

To God be the glory!
For this is HIStory!
In the race of a man

He then raised my hand
And said my son
You didn't lose to life

         You won!

She said there's blood
In your eyes"

"I said no

That's just the moon shining
That's just the *****"

I was feeling so blue
I drank the whole universe
Because I had nothing to lose"

"She's said no
That's blood

I can see you're a fool
Cut by a woman
Thinking love was true

I bet she sold you on forever
I bet she said I do

Before she left you in moon shine
With your heart in a noose
I bet she's bleeding too

"Naw it's just me
I guess you could see
The blood in my teeth

Dripping the truth
There's blood in my eyes
Blood shot
And shined by the moon

Every one can see
The red I bleed
But all I really need
Is a little moonshine
And a pair of shades

She said no"
You need me