Stay gold
Mandarin sunset
        Silver moon
What have you
thoughts
About each avenue
Dry those sweaty palms
And cry me a smile
I've been lookin in your eyes too long
        Through the cracks in my mirror
My friend
Remember how you loved
                          The ocean
How you loved the river
And the graffiti sky
Why did you leave us
                   Goodbyes
And a somber universe
Tears mundane
In your lulliby
Under those headphones
Beneath the bricks
What did you scribble
In those notebooks
Sharon Van Etten played
And you brushed your locks
The stage lit
              You looked
Such a shooting star
Emerald heart
               Under the rot
Why did you leave me
With the look of silence
When you talked to yourself
                          I heard quiet
In that broken mirror
It was your halo
Fallen on fear
          My own
Remember how you remembered
The earth in all its dirt
And the way water formed
                     Thirst
You were so hungry
Yet such a meloncholy
        Diet
. Mr you never understood   
How to calculate old
                  Stay gold

Those fast fast
Cars
Naked candy
Those sweet scars
Remember how you loved
                  The intimate air
And how you used to breath in error
How you loved champagne
Spilled on a yellow dress
                    Kissing tears
Those mornings that never came
Until the night
My shattered mirror
The way you looked in every piece
   Scattered
Everywhere
Sharon Van Etton played
Her voice stared
Deep in your pupils
        My hazel wear
Remember how you used to laugh
And people heard
How you loved nature
     But you didn't here
Why did you leave us
All these pictures
Only albums could hold
                          Frames
Smothered in accordions
Why did you leave us
Oh-
Stay gold

Old faces

I haven't seen you for a year
Those two moonlit hearts
Devoured by the world
Living in the evidence

Old faces

Pulled apart by
Separation
They used to cry
In each other eyes
Before they died
In relation

Old faces

Remembered goodbye
And why
I haven't seen you for a year
Tonight

Under the moonlit hearts
We'll feed the earth

In the evidence
Of what we were
Never again

Old faces

Leaving the traces
Of two bodys
On the asphalts pavement

Asking
How have you been

I couldn't break a heart
For I owned one not

She ate my eyes
When she found out they were edible
After looking at her all night

It was the way her dress
Clinged to the way her curves bent

I couldn't turn away my thoughts
or my rubber neck

She ate my eyes
And I gladly fed her a kiss

It was love at first bit

The dress came off
And I was lost in her flesh
I was mesmerized by
the softness of her feminine

The way she ate my eyes
I fed them as grapes
With the taste of wine
She loved to sip

Love is blind
and I don't mind
Feeding my eyes
To her appetite

Kanizsa Triangle

Electrochemical
Photons of light
Signal in the eyes
Visions of the world
Through the thalamus
of our mind

Perceptions are conceived
with the belief
Of what we see
As each part of our brains
Collide

We decipher codes
With linguistic notes
We wrote when discovery
Wore a **** dress
That we took off

When a blind man dreams
What does he see
If he was born without eyes

As I ride the ponto-geniculo-occipital waves
In R.E.M states I fall into a vortex
Into my visual cortex
And all these things that happen
I can't explain

Imageries paint endlessly
As random neuronal firings in my brainstem
Continue religiously
My unconscious always stays awake
Through the interstates of my dreaming

Imagine me
A concept of a virtual reality
sensing and seeing hallucinations
In a subthreshold of my bodys activity

We dream
And when we wake up we dream
We open our eyes and see
And when we close them we see

The difference
Remains in the submission
To achieve what your brain
Finds delicious
When you control what it eats

Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye
A hordeolum bespectacled lack of lye
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

This is what she said to me, a scientific lie
She explained to me, o'er again, the reasoning why
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye

Mine had wandered into logs and knives
And they pulse the tears of meandered cries
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

Forgiveness is a forgotten try
Boy cried wolf and science vied
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye

Pleas and knees swallow pride
Tears fall deep and losses die
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

Two of hearts must say their goodbyes
As love was lost for science to find
Tears are only secretions from a troubled eye
In the lachrymal lakes of a punctum stye

The sun penetrated through the night
And came morning to rise
Into the blue through the black
Caped skies
The sun shone bright
She was standing there
In the color of my eyes
In the window of my soul
She appeared as a bird in flight
Flying away into the winds kite
Into the clouds framed white
She glided through the air of my mind
I thought about her in the afternoon
And how she looked so good
In my eyes sight
She could be an angel
In the right light
I asked her where have you been
All my life
She said she'd always been in my dreams
But I kept waking up
To time

I could hear the stars whispering

Before the moon sat me down
Next to my conscious disappearing

I didn't need a fire
Because the sun had left the night warm

Yeah
The stars kept talking
And some of them swore

I could hear them whispering
About the beaten shore

They didn't like the noise it made
When the waves pounded on her floor

I asked them why it mattered
When they are so far

They said they wanted peace
And quiet

Instead of war

On the highway
Staring at the lights fly by me
I drove at a slow pace

There was honking behind me
As a few birds flew beside me
With anger displayed

I didnt care
They could go around

Speeding bullets
Racing toward targets
Faster than patience
Would allow

I had a different destination
That drove me crazy
I wasn't sure who was at the wheel

I just saw lights
Passing my eyes
In the blurs of transportation

On the highway
I crashed and turned sideways
And wrecked into the situations

Blind spot

They can't see him
Invisible man
They can't hear
Anything he says

Looking through the air
No one is there
To know

They speak to each other
About how he looks
They said he's like someone else

They can't see him
Invisible man
They don't want to know
Where he is

In the middle of nowhere
In their life

Maybe he's someone else
How would they know
If he changed his clothes
Or combed his hair

He's the invisible man
That no one cares

For

They can see right through him
And they can't hear him talk
Because they erased him
From their thoughts

They can't see him anymore
Everything they wanted
Is gone

How would they know
If he loved them
How could they see if he cares

When they see nothing
While he's here

Invisible man
He's so clear
Maybe too transparent
To see him there

They erased him
To a color so bare

He disintegrated
And disappeared

There is ghost in my head
Shrieking
And he sees everything I'm thinking
He called me perverse

I said sorry
But I'm single

He called me a thief
And said I'm a cheat
For taking more than I could eat
At the buffet

There is a ghost in my head
Complaining about if
I'm doing the right thing

He called me a liar
Because I told the Police officer
I didn't know my tags were expired
He said I was guilty

Give me a break
I may make a few mistakes
But maybe I eat alot at the buffet
Because I'm hungry

Maybe I'm perverse because I'm *****

Maybe I lie to the Police officers
Because I don't want a ticket

I guess I'm crazy
Because there is a ghost inside
My head telling me I'm insane

And I
Think I
           Just might
                   Agree

;How responsible am I
For my hands
My minds culprit:

My mouths pulpit

How accountable am I
For influence
And what I'm doing

•Am I just A baby
In a gorillas hands
Or the tangerine in a sunset•

How responsible am I
¬For the skies turquoise
And the moons blue
Interrupting  hues¬

,Am I in the belly of a whale
Or just a wild ride
★Failed
Destined to the corrupt shores
¡Spit out
In a place
I never wanted to go,

Am I just a dilemma
That's never solved

On the frontline
Of my soul

How responsible am I
For the grenade  I hold
If the pin is your hand

¿Does it matter who pulled

Frogs in a jar
  Twisted lids

And pinned

Open me up
And dissect
My ins

I'm a great example
               Green and
                          Red
     Frogs in a jar
I am one of them

You can study my
                       Guts
And take apart each one
             To see how I live

And what each one does

  Look inside me
Rip out my heart

Science knows

           I am
Just a frog
With many warts

Twisted my lid
   Pin me down
  Cut me open
Figure me out

I'm a great example
                Green and
                           Red

It only cost my life
  For yours to have

Do you like the moonlight

I can see the fireflies
In your eyes
Under the twilight

And they fight for your presence
When they surround you
In luminescence

The glow of your gleam
In the moonlights beam
Shines my look

Do you like the moonlight
Because you look great in my sight

Under the night
Of the moons bright
We could hold each other
Till forever says goodbye

I kiss the sky
Your lips
And the moon high

The illumination
Of our love
Surrounds any dark
And brings it to light

So tell me

Do you like the moonlight
And basking in the mood
Right

Me and you
In a phosphorescent
Reflection of the suns
View hot

Do you like the moonlight
I do
In fact
It shines all day
When I look at you

They way you glow
I just wanted to know
If you liked it too

Do you like the moonlight
Darling I like you

When we're together
Nothing is better
Under the moonlight
Your so cute

I like the moonlight
But what do you like
So I could do it
To you

All night
        girl
Do you like the moonlight
We share
In love

Place the answer on my lips
And let me know if you like
The moonlights kiss

Do you like the moonlight
     Darling you know why

I howl like this

Squeezing my lemons
Sugar you know the sour
Every time you pucker
I develop canker sores
******* on my woman
Stirring my lemonade
Sugar you know the sour
In every sweet minute maid
Squeezing my lemons
In a tall glass of you
I'm sipping on that ice cold
Sweet and sour juice
For all I needed
Was a little of your powder
To quench my thirst

Hit em with poetry
Some knuckles
And a fist of ink

Your pen is sword

Poets

All you have to do is
Swing

Slice em with words
Hit em with
Your arsenal of alphabetic slurs

Your heart is the cure

The world needs to observe
Poetry
And all that's heard

Hear

The sound

When poetry hits a frown
It turns it
Right side up

Hit em with poetry
My friends

Because

Sometimes the world
Needs to wake up

I'm sharpening my knives
Looking through my tv

All the deceiving

I'm sharpening my knives
And now the edges are gleaming

If you can understand the meaning
I'm getting ready to cut through the evening

When the world breaks down
And the guns ring hell

I'm sharpening the help
In the helter skeltor
Of any chaos

I'm sharpening my knives
And loading them with bullets

Looking at my tv
Studying my enemy
Brainwash humanity

My razors edge is so sharp
It could split the hair
Of a microscopic bacteria

I'm sharpening my knives
Because I'm not fearing ya

All the deceiving
You best believing
I'll be standing on the side

Of America 🇺🇸

I'm in that space
You used to face every day

Writing on down
Falling
Toward the ground
Calling
You found
Wanting
A way out
But nothing was
Drawn in the payout
No body knew your name
To say it
Writing on down
Falling
The pavement
Catches your pens
Payment
Drawing
Pictures of
Enslavement
You tried to break out
But found doubt
That was painted
Fell
In replacement
Of the sell
You wanted to tell
The story that ends at a wall
Writing down
The bricks that fall
Toward the ground
You found
Wanting it all
The way out
Was inside the pen
You swung as a sword
Unto the ears mouths
Writing what was falling
Was resolving what
You thought it allowed
Down further you spiral
Into the abyss of high lows
Never knowing
Where the end is now
You can picture it
But you don't know how
So you keep on writing
Pushing and sliding
The ink over countless
Rhymes in a row
The beginning
Was repeating the same words
You said many times before
Over and ending
Scrambling the yolks
Bending the syllables
Into the same old folks
You realize infinity
Was multiplied by 3.14
A PI that lasts forever more
Than you've ever tried before
That difference left an imprint
Where you fell
Writing down what you saw
When you fell on the floor
Ink spilled into a dream killed
And you ended up
Nothing but a corpse

Here goes nothin'

Something


Farewell to flesh


My rotting sole

My rotten soul


Every where I used to walk

Now where will I

Go


Am I just a ghost

Shrieking through walls

Drinking boos

And suffering wrongs


Here goes nothin'

Something

For the cause


Where will I live

If I don't


What kind of mind

Was installed


Who am I really

If I was at all


Here goes nothin'

Something


For the world


And is it worth

A street of gold


Farewell to flesh

And my liquid soul

For every paid interest

It cost a fool


Here goes nothin'

Something


For the rules


If there weren't any

What would I do


One

Around


Farewell my skin

My eyes within

No more wrinkles

Or time to hold


Here goes nothin'

Something


What I know


Compared to the one

Who made it all


Farewell to creation

You better not fail


If you do

No one will care


Know


Here goes farewell

Nothing

Something of my flesh

For a never-ending goal


Here goes nothin'

Something

I saw a fire
In the eyes of her gaze
It burned in her heart
And i felt the flame

I fell in love with the warmth
She gave

And i had to beg her

                Never
to take it away

She was the sun
Shining her rays
She was the love
I wanted to make

I saw a fire
Burning with flames
And they kept getting higher
With the passion we made

I fell in love with the warmth
she gave
And I had to beg her

                Never
To take it away

She was the one
I always had dreamed
And I fell for her
When she fell for me

I saw a fire
And so did she
And we pour out desire
Like gasoline

I fell in love with the warmth
She gave
And I had to beg her

                Never
To take it away

There was a lil love left
When she kissed

And he felt a lil drip
  of It

It was in her spit
When she licked
His tongue
Like a lollipop
Does a kid

She was so eager
To receive his pleasure

And all it took
Was a lil love here
To make it grow

She had a lil love left

And it was better than anything
He'd ever had
or felt

So he gave a lil more
And it added to hers

And now it seems

They can't make
       Anything else

I was there in the starlight
Shining on our campfire
When she asked me mister
What are you looking for
A shooting star
Or a girl
Are Your gazes
For constellations
Or something more
I was there in the starlight
Her eyes were twinkling so bright
But I was looking for
A shooting star

Shining light
Why so dim
Is it because of
The shadows
Flickering

I'll watch you burn out
Through the tears
And all your feelings
Will remain a mystery

Because I won't tell them
Why you lost the energy
To shine again

Your aging filament
Incandescent
Has lost electricity

I'll watch you burn out
Your ability
To shine your lights
Luminosity

Why so dim
Is it the shadows
Flickering
Will you ever
Shine again

Or will darkness
***** your victory

Smoke fills the air
With what's left to breathe

And I'm left watching
              you fade away

             From me

When I die
And the earth cries
I'll be seeing without eyes

In the blindest dream
Maybe I'll realize

Real eyes have no need
Floating in white light
I'll see the prisms of my Gods

A new spectrum of colors called
New life

I'm goin' to crystalize
Into a body I've
Never put on
But dreamed about
When I
Was alive

When I cried
My neurological
Schizoaffective
Illusions of blue skies
Fell upon my hide

I hid behind my flesh
After ******* the breast
As a babe into adult lust
I died

Everything I've ever needed
Wasn't where I breed in

It was in a peace too far above
A homosapiens confabulation
Where the memories disintegration
Fade into the past of relations
That never mattered
Too much

When I die
The payment of what it cost
For a Gods Son to save mine

Will belie
The worth of what I
Became
            For sight

Writing on the wall
Read numbers
I counted but wondered
How could I calculate
Without my fingers
Mathematics sewed arithmetic
Solving situational matters
With patterns consistent
Educationally mastered
I swept my pen across the edge
Of a balled point said
Spelling and cursing the erasers head
I should have used pencil
But God wouldn't lead
He chose graphite
Because ink is a horrible thread

Together apart

United divided
We move forward
Broken in heart

Together apart

The world waits
On us

For love
Or death do us part

You kept on reading
I lead you on
With a few paragraphs of bleeding
My soul
You kept on reading
And leading me on
So i kept writing down words
And you would hum their songs
You kept on reading
My poems
notes
grocery lists
Whatever i used to pen on
Inbetween your lips
Dripped what you've read
And what you did
When you kept on reading
What I had writ
You kept on fiending
And I fixed
Like a boost of adrenaline
In your bodys energy
You kept on reading
And I kept on feeding
you
physically
With some metaphoric
Imagery acrobatically
Trapezed
You keep on reading
And I'll keep leading you on

My lips are moving but there's no sound
I've gotta room at the top of the world tonight
But I ain't coming down
I'm in the half life of my disintegration

Fading out

The end is meeting the beginning
And I'm screaming out

The silent sound

Why am i here
And who dared allowed

Zippin' my lips
Cover my mouth
I am a sinner
And no ones proud
Who let me in here
To be crowned

A dunce in the corner of the world

Who is responsible for my fall
Why would a creator
Create me at all

I've gotta room at the top world
Tonight
But I ain't coming down
My lips are moving but there's no sound

My God can you hear me
At all

What am I here for
And how many more days
Do you want

What kind of designer
Would design my fault
And stick me in a demons
Blackened heart
Why would you cage me
In the devil's world
And smash my heart
By a beautiful girl

My God
My Lord

What? could you possibly want me for¡

The face of slumber
Tired of waiting
Exhausted
From our human racing
And the words of a serpent
Taking energies
We can't be perfect
But we search it
In the ladies luck of purses
And we read the book of versus
That curses our fleshy worthless
Waiting for tired
Feelings of exhaustion
The face of slumber
Somber in her hands
What kind of man
Could understand
What the serpent did
Knowing what was good
And bad
As curiosity killed the mood
The face of slumber
Fell under
The spell of mother earth
Waiting for tired
Exhausted from her birth
All she wants is a rest in peace
And forgiveness for what she did
To the flesh that heard
Curiosity and what it hissed

Maybe if i finish
This somersault
Turning myself upside down
I could feel another part
Of my beaten heart
Twirling round the carousel
Merry go round
            And round
I could be an entertainer
With laughter in my mouth
Selling jokes and acting silly
As long as it's not real
Maybe if my musings
Swam deeper
Your ears would hear me sing
As long as the song sings a feather
I could fly out of here
And the lights above me
I see spinning
They could be merry
Going round and round
Laughing
Falling down
Holding my stomach
The voice of your old self
Goes up and down
The carousel
Spinning round and round
In the mirrors of blurred
Grinning
I can see your smile
Maybe if I ride the elephant
And the horses slowed it down
I could heal my broken heart
With another somersault
Merry go round
The metaphor
Seeking a way out
Visiting this carnival
Has taken my life around
Round and round
The carousel
There is no way
To out

She said there's blood
In your eyes"

"I said no

That's just the moon shining
That's just the *****"

I was feeling so blue
I drank the whole universe
Because I had nothing to lose"

"She's said no
That's blood

I can see you're a fool
Cut by a woman
Thinking love was true

I bet she sold you on forever
I bet she said I do

Before she left you in moon shine
With your heart in a noose
I bet she's bleeding too

"Naw it's just me
I guess you could see
The blood in my teeth

Dripping the truth
There's blood in my eyes
Blood shot
And shined by the moon

Every one can see
The red I bleed
But all I really need
Is a little moonshine
And a pair of shades

She said no"
You need me

When I touched the dirt
Your face
And skirt
And the clouds example
Of the rain that hurts
When I left the ground
In the hunt for a search
I saw you in the thunder
Making it worse
Oh how I mud in your vapor
In the lightning thrusts
We couldn't have love
As too much
Heavy and inches
Puddled in floods
Your face
I touched your skirt
***** in love chains
Tied you up
If it wasn't for the came
We would still be of
Acid and blood stains
We couldn't love
No we couldn't trust
Before all the love came
We fell in us
I touched your skirt
We fell in mud
And we couldnt get unstuck
The rain fell hard
Sulfur and oxides
Nitrogen gusts
When I touched the dirt
Your face
And skirt
All of the world changed
What we were once

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
It made you lust for its flesh
With a passion too incredible to resist

Forbidden fruit

You couldn't resist the ****
The way it tastes in your mouth

i laid in your palm
A playdough
Like
You out of me
Formed
One thought
we ate of

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
we could blame it on the lust

The snake told us we could be Gods
If we ate of what we knew we shouldn't

we ate the apple and left the *******
On the foot of the fall

It was terrible
the taste of miserable failure
to the God we loved

But the fruit was unbearable
when you have everything else
But what we couldn't have
created a want
With a desire whispered by the liar
In horns

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was left alone
And the parable could be
About  how we resist   one

Wouldn't it be terrible
if we had a second chance
The ******* sits on the floor
Of the coming at task
Like a thief in the night
With the jewels in his bag

He says
The terrible has yet
to come
Here

Isoceclese
She was a triangle
I loved the shape
Her body angled

Mathematically

It was the way she slid
Acrosss my toxic masculinity
Eager to take a drink


Her two sides of equal length
Were beautiful
Along side her axis of symmetry
She was so acute

Mathematically

Isoceclese
In geometry
And she was everything
I had dreamed
She could be

I saw the climate change
Right through my eyes
Maybe the government does need
More of my money
So they could turn it off

Raindrops kept falling on my head
They kept falling

Reminded me of the old tune about it

They said the climate was changing
And we need to be afraid of the danger
The environment needs our money
Because were only going to live 12 more years

I saw the climate change
And all the politicians held out their hands
And said make a change to our benefit

First it rained
Then it snowed
there was hail

I just don't know
because the climate changed to hot
We used to call it summer
But now every news station calls it something other than what it is for a profit

how much would it cost
to change the climate to something you'd want

A mountain appeared  before a man
He said I'll climb it

When he reached the peak
He said the only thing that changed

was the climate

Tuck me into the campfire
Towards the warmth of your cuddle

Into the heat of your desire
Burn my heart
On the spark of twilight

Look unto the galaxies
Shooting their stars
Over our eyes

Glow with me under the moon
In the luminosity of love
And die in its tomb

Bury your soul
In mine too

We are one
If a number could sew
Two of us

In the garden
Of eating loves
Fruit

I'll discard the hardest
Core
For you