i drown and drown
yet i never die
maybe i'm just dying
over and over, or
maybe i'm already dead
but if you try to save me
you'll get pulled under
and i can't let you
drown with me because
you will die
and you won't come back
21.06.20
maybe you won't, but i can't take that chance
i don't love myself enough to risk your comfort for my happiness