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May 2015 · 469
Painting Chaos
JDK May 2015
Moonlight bounces off a blank white canvas.
The artist stands in front of it
poised with palette and brushes in hand.
Lost in cosmic visions;
projecting them onto the rectangle of empty space.
Several seconds of silence pass,
then a sudden burst of force like the Big Bang!

Streaks and slashes of vibrant color shoot out in all directions.
A whirlwind of flying shades splashing surfaces without discretion;
canvas, rooftop, face -
not even the moon is immune to getting hit with flecks of paint.
The whole sky bombarded by crashing waves of pigment based rain thrown up with the force of a raging typhoon.

Slapped on thick,
the globs hit canvas with a deafening splat.
The stars themselves left shuddering from the impact.

A few final touches,
then the artist stands back.
The universe is struck dumb by its essence reflected
in a 29 x 36" frame.
She signs her name
and smiles.
Thanks for the inspiration ;)
May 2015 · 223
Remember
JDK May 2015
Memories are moments in past tense.
Make some.
May 2015 · 150
Just A Thought
JDK May 2015
My feelings are so stupid.
It's like they don't think at all.
Pennies everywhere.
JDK May 2015
A young man bangs on the screen door of a small house.
The glass inside it rattles with his urgency.
He stands back and calls out a name.
An anxious pause.
He bangs on the door again.

The door behind the screen opens.
An old woman glares at the young man through the black mesh.
"She ain't here,
and even if she was -
she don't want to see you!
Now go away!"
She slams the door shut.

The young man stares at it, bewildered.
Stamps his foot.
Calls out a name -
louder this time.
He bangs on the screen door again,
the glass nearly breaking in its frame.
He yells out a name.

He shouts, "Are you in there?
I need to speak with you!"

"Go away,"  heard faintly from the other side of the door.

The young man walks to the side of the house.
He is grumbling underneath his breath.
Phrases like, "old hag," and "miserable old hag,"
can barely be heard.
He stops at a window.
Its curtains are drawn.
He knocks on it.
He calls out a name.
He yells,
"Please!"

He pauses.
Puts his ear against the glass.
He hears nothing at first,
then footsteps.
Grass being crunched under heavy feet
coming from the front of the house.
A large man turns the corner.
He stares at the young man.

"She's gone," says the large man.
"She left last night."

"What do you mean 'she's gone?'
Where has she gone?
I need to see her . . ."
He suddenly looks behind the man.

The old woman has turned the corner of the house.
She stands slightly behind the large man.

"She's gone with him," she hisses.
"**** good she did too!
He'll be able to give her more than you ever could in a thousand lifetimes!"

The large man growls at her from over his shoulder,
"Get back in the house!"
The old woman glares at the back of the large man,
then she gives the young man one last
disapproving look.
She huffs,
then storms off.

The young man stares at the large man.
He says,
"Has she really gone?
Is it really all true?"

"Yes. The part about her leaving is, anyway."

The young man goes pale.
He looks off into space.
He closes his eyes.
The large man looks away from him.

After a long pause,
with his eyes still closed;
"Was she happy?"

The large man looks at him, confused.
"What?"

The young man opens his eyes. Stares into the large man's.
"Last night,
when she left with him.
Did she look happy?"

The large man stares back at him for a few seconds;
sees the desperation in his eyes,
then looks down.
"Yes," he says softly.
"She looked happy."

The young man closes his eyes again.
One hand goes up to his head to clutch at his hair.
A range of emotions cross his face.

The large man looks up at him,
briefly,
then looks down again.
The young man sighs softly,
slowly.

"Ok," he says.
The large man looks up at him.
The young man is pulling something out of his pocket.
He walks up to the large man,
places it into one of his hands.

"Do me a favor, please."
They are staring into each others' eyes.
"Hang on to this for me."

The large man stares down at the object.
He looks back at the young man, confused.
"What do you want me to do with it?"

The young man is staring right at him, hard.
His face is devoid of all emotion;
all but resolve.

"Just keep it somewhere safe, please.
Keep it somewhere safe where no one can find it -
not even me."
May 2015 · 166
Only (10w)
JDK May 2015
Touch my subconscious and I'll love you forever in dreams.
If
May 2015 · 325
Your Serve
JDK May 2015
Bouncing back and forth
with a slap or gentle tap.
Seems like a dance at first,
but it's just buildup for the attack.
The crack of wood on plastic.
Simple rhythm interrupted by a smack.
You got me good with that smash,
but I'm gonna get you back.
This one is about ping pong. (For Chris ;)
May 2015 · 251
Scratch
JDK May 2015
Several different approaches,
but which to go with?
Past experience reveals the best angle.
Line it up, just a bit off-center
in an attempt at proper English.
No time for second guessing,
it's all for nothing if you don't follow through.
That hole is home. It's the fate of this sphere.
Send the others spinning,
then get out of here.
This one is about billiards.
May 2015 · 339
Bullseye
JDK May 2015
Three chances to hit it big,
with trials of patience between them.
No time to relax, there's cash riding on this,
and you'll soon have to shoot again.
Don't lament over missed opportunities.
Three more shots can make all the difference.
You're due for a win, just stay focused.
Take aim then let it go.
This one is about darts.
May 2015 · 244
For Three!
JDK May 2015
The madness that started in March
is traveling into May.
I didn't even watch a single basketball game.
Been rotating my fists ever since.
May 2015 · 850
Temperature
JDK May 2015
The varying degrees of them plus me
leaves a suffocating heat.
Please help with collecting these parts of we, as this is thus and such.
No thank you.
I'm cool
JDK May 2015
Not in light of things,
nor in jest or for fun.
Just let them vent some feelings, would you?
Just let this **** be done.
Feels like a competition of who can be the most petty.
May 2015 · 1.0k
A Holy Ending
JDK May 2015
They failed to see the value in it.
Another life deemed wasted,
but beauty burst through all the seams.
Everything is sacred.
9 7 8 6 (7)
May 2015 · 2.5k
No Wonder
JDK May 2015
I asked my manager this during a rough week on a day when I was terribly hungover:

"How the hell did you survive your twenties?"

His answer:

"Video games. Lots of video games."
****. I've stopped playing them.
May 2015 · 1.0k
Mesozoic
JDK May 2015
I filled it then spilled it.
Think I'll quit so I can quilt it.
Some kind of design that reflects this patchwork mind.
You might laugh or cry,
but it'll keep you warm either way.

I didn't even feel like being awake today.
Had a dream where I crawled through dinosaur ****.
Stegosaurus didn't see me coming,
but he was still prepared for it.

Woke up only to take a shower.

I've got about six hours 'til I have to be at work again.
I'll just daydream about poaching mammoths,
and pretend I have friends.
That's not even historically accurate.
JDK May 2015
Fibromyalgia, microfibral mania, Malaysian phalanges making
fibrous writing utensils used for playing fetch with Fido.
The point is moot.
For Chris.
May 2015 · 390
M.O.T.M. Club: Spider Head
JDK May 2015
When we were younger,
we had this magical turtle who went by the name of Fred Cleese.
He spoke in rainbows and had sapphire teeth.
We pulled them out one night while ol' Freddie was asleep,
then tried to sell them to the Fox man who lived down the street.
He wouldn't buy. Would you believe it?
That sly guy is so cheap!
So instead we ground them up with a mortar and pestle,
then baked it with sourdough to make a shimmering pretzel.
We broke our molars when we bit into it,
and all of our bones cracked too.
It tasted like the ickiness that exists in me and you.
This was part of a letter that I sent for my Mix of the Month music project.
This month's mix was all about being crazy.
JDK May 2015
Build castles out of cards.
Cover it in glue.
Tear it all apart.
This is what we do.
It's got everything and nothing to do with you.
May 2015 · 222
See Monkeys
JDK May 2015
If you let them,
they will try to keep you here.
In this sea where you've learned to swim,
but the water is thick.
Just treading it
is exhausting.
Stuck in muck.
May 2015 · 942
Dean Moriarty
JDK May 2015
It's in me.
It's in you too.
I've seen it shining through all that talk of
what has value and what has not.
Shimmering like an electric eel pulled fresh out of the channel;
squirming and writhing with a fully charged desire to
live
To burst forth with golden sparks that drift off to burn down
the spoon-fed notions of a "normal life."
We pushed it aside,
so that we might fly in to the night sky;
so that we may catch a glimpse of that certain, undefined
bliss that makes us feel truly alive.
Embrace it again.
**** it back into your skin then exhale that exuberance that has no beginning and no end.
Because we're still breathing.

Light the fuse.
I know it's in you,
I've seen it.
The taste of it still lingers on your tongue.
It's on mine too.
We made a toast to masochism.
May 2015 · 245
We've All Got Our Problems
JDK May 2015
Keeping it together in front of my uncle,
but I'm not though.
I failed.
I'm a wreck.
Look at what you've walked in to.
I don't care though.
I don't care what you do.
The feeling is mutual.
Going to Disney alone is depressing. Stop it.
May 2015 · 224
I Swear
JDK May 2015
She was crying when I got there,
and throwing up when I left.
I hate seeing her like that.
She's always been the strong one.
Well, the second strongest,
anyway.

I practiced guitar and played my keyboard,
and played burn ball with my brother and his (sort of) son,
but I still feel like I did nothing productive today.

My friends were drinking and I brought a bottle.
Beer wasn't going to cut it-
just sayin'
Gave a ride home to the kid who drove me to Tim's.
I didn't bring up the irony of the situation.
Brought Wayne home soon after.
If M.A.D.D. ever got word of me,
I swear, it'd be a disaster.

I killed a turtle yesterday,
on the way home from the hospital.
I didn't mean to.
Thought it was a piece of trash.
Placed it between my two front wheels.
Too tall for his own good.
When it hit, I swear,
I almost had a heart attack.
Went back to see if he'd survived.
An upside-down and ****** broken shell was all I found.
I'm a horrible person.
I swear, the worst.
Kicked him off the road so he wouldn't get run over anymore.
But I'm pretty sure he was already dead.
He was dead, for sure.
**** everything;
I don't care anymore.

So much for breakfast.
Tim locked us out.
I'm half-shocked that I didn't get violent.
I thought that I might get violent.

I love my friends.
I love my sister.
I love that turtle too,
even though I killed it.
And now I'm crying cause I'm drunk and stupid.
May 2015 · 693
Surf's Up
JDK May 2015
Because faulty showers left you still soiled.
A million parts of water to one part salt.
Heretofore,
no more to be spoiled by the appetites of those too hungry for
beach burgers.
Sandy fingers curled 'round chicken tenders drenched in
ranch.
Circumnavigate the globe just to circle back around to the same *******
circumstance.
Looking forward to a summer of love:
Drugs, freak outs; doomed
romance.
Totally gnarly dude.
May 2015 · 375
Dear Stranger,
JDK May 2015
You make me feel nostalgic for things that never happened.
You remind me of someone who I never got to truly know.
Random person in the world,
it seems we'll only ever be granted fleeting glimpses of each other's soul.
Then we'll lay it down to rest.
Some things are best left unknown.
When bridges burn while still under construction.
May 2015 · 932
Ice Crush
JDK May 2015
Freaked out with a simple display of mad,
but who's complaining?
It was the best I've ever had.
Shrunk my head to fit her blender,
but it got mixed up in the mail.
This smoothie wasn't meant for me;
please return to sender:
Great success who's doomed to fail.
More of less, I think.
Drank all that I could take,
but I'm not one for counting drinks.
Two for won and nine to three.
Divided by a mind too caught up in subsidies.
I'm not one for public service,
but you could teach me calculus.
Newton or Leibniz -
I could give a ****.
Just taking a ****.
I've been lost ever since my head shrinker had a heart attack
after I told her all of this.
Stream of consciousness ******* nonsense.
May 2015 · 356
Ghost Dance
JDK May 2015
There're a series of silhouettes standing still in my backyard.
They are the ghost versions of my former selves.
I stare into their dark.
A number of moments go by,
then all at once -
they come alive.

This one jumps his leg.
That one is falling down.
Gyrating in a pattern that isn't quite clear.
That one lights a cigarette.
This one sips a beer.
Circling as if playing a game of phantom music chairs.
I see one buckling over.
Another lunges out.
A patchwork design of folly and crime -
I can't decide what it's about.

If only I could get a top-down view,
then maybe I could see
the purpose of this pointless motion;
this parade of all that's me.
I wonder who'll win/who I'll be.
May 2015 · 244
Wisp
JDK May 2015
Lately I've been letting the smoke out
before I **** it all in.
The taste of it.
It makes me feel nostalgic
for the days when I didn't used to inhale;
those glory days back in high school
before addiction felt real.
"You know these things will **** you, right?"
May 2015 · 421
Adrift
JDK May 2015
It's hard to be the 'only' one.
It's no wonder it rhymes with lonely.
Sometimes I feel like I'm sinking
in the middle of a school of fish.
To be singled out by the sharks.
A ****** trail of mist makes me an easy target.
I'm having a hard time with this.
Throw me a life saver or something.
The irony of being called pretentious when you feel worthless.
May 2015 · 314
A Moment with the Moon
JDK May 2015
There's a full moon tonight.
I have the time to appreciate it.
Must be doin' something right.
Oh moon, you know I'll always love you.
JDK May 2015
Compound noun

1. Time spent thinking about someone who is not around; whether remembering time shared in the past, or having fantasies of what could happen with them in the future.

2. Time spent reading, listening, or watching the work produced by someone who is dead. Also, time spent having imaginary conversations with someone who is dead.

Examples:
I know he was dead before I was even born, but the ghost time I've spent with Henry David Thoreau makes it feel like we're old friends.

He hardly even knows who she is, but he's spent so much ghost time with her that he thinks he's in love.
Literary Reference:
In the Catcher in the Rye, Holden Caufield spends ghost time with his deceased brother Allie whenever he feels overcome by negative feelings.
May 2015 · 355
Dear Mom
JDK May 2015
Oh mother, mommy, ma,
could you please not tell me anymore family secrets?
I'm not in the right mood for that kind of drama.
Not tonight, at least.
No, really though, not ever.
You've already told me more than I care to keep
back when I was a child and couldn't sleep.
It's sickening.
Facts and stories that went way over my head
told late at night while you were drinking.
I was just trying to escape the boogieman.
I always had trouble going to bed.
You were supposed to comfort me.
You'd end up crying instead.
Forcing me to comfort you over things I couldn't comprehend.
You just make the nightmares worse.
May 2015 · 206
Ralph
JDK May 2015
I'm sorry about your floor,
and I apologize if some got on you.
I just can't hold it in anymore.
Could never digest this -
I had to spew.

Been taking it in for years.
Way too many to count.
A regurgitation of the regrets and fears
came pouring out of my mouth.

I'll clean it up.
Don't you worry about
that.
Just hand me a mop.

There's no going back,
though the smell still makes my stomach turn.
You'd think I'd know my limits by now,
but it seems I'll never learn.
I wrote so many poems about vomiting when I was in high school.
It's crazy.
May 2015 · 227
Missed Stake
JDK May 2015
Regret is a vampire,
and Guilt is supposed to be a thing of the past.
I thought I killed it already,
but it just keeps coming back.
Aim for the heart
May 2015 · 450
Boredom
JDK May 2015
Freak me out, please.
Say something to make me drop to my knees.
Not in praise or glory -
I've had it with that story.
I want something unpredictable and gory.
Do you know what I mean?
I don't know what's worse; **** block or writer's block.
May 2015 · 226
I've Got Something to Say
JDK May 2015
And I'm going to say it -
real soon.
Just give me a moment.
Give me a momentary stretch of time to collect myself.
You know,
to clear my mind,
so that I may let this thing that I want to say come to the surface;
unobstructed. Without any need for fancy presentation or forced rhyme.
Just give me a second. Okay, I think I'm ready.
Here goes nothing:

*Something.
I feel better.
May 2015 · 341
On Display
JDK May 2015
Come one!
Come all!
Come have the time of your life!
The Modern Human Zoo presents:
A Creature of the Night!

Watch him angrily pace his cage by day.
Frustrated and oppressed as he's forced to earn a wage.
But at night, my friends, that's when he really comes alive;
(Midnight showing tickets cost at least twice the price.)
Feast your eyes on this beast's desires.
His rapidly unwinding mind.
His constant need for things unfathomable.
Constantly seeking the undefined - inevitably denied every time!
Stopping at nothing to find but one thing that satisfies.
Nothing ever satisfies!

Come see our finest display to date.
The pride and joy of our collection.
Our latest and greatest prize!
Feed me. FEED ME!
May 2015 · 1.6k
Stinky Dragons
JDK May 2015
Cigarette smokers are like dinosaurs -
a thing of the past.
Maybe more like dragons,
with all that smokey breath.
I'm not saying it's cool though,
it's really rather grotesque.
All these stinky dragons chasing their own death.

I'm one of them too,
but I try to hide it from you.
I'm a self-loathing smoker,
like a self-hating Jew.
But I'm hooked on these things.
What's there to do?
Been thinking about quitting again.
Those commercials are starting to get to me.
Apr 2015 · 288
Juxtaposed
JDK Apr 2015
I hope regret doesn't destroy this before it starts.
Together, I believe we could make great art.

Sometimes I get you two confused in my brain.
The right and left hemispheres.
Like you're one and the same.
Melded together in my mind.
Like black and white to make gray.
Like grey matter.
Like clay.
Molded from the same kind of material.

I hope regret doesn't play a part.
I hold a place for you both inside of my heart.

The butterfly and the moth.
Caterpillar and chrysalis.
The wings and the body.
The eyes on both sides.

You're beautiful together.

Where do I fit into this?
Maybe I don't.
If so, tell me to stay away from it,
but I'll feel regret.
I love you both.
You deserve better.
Apr 2015 · 539
I Am a Sewer At Heart
JDK Apr 2015
A tiny figure lies at the bottom of a cardboard box.
It is surrounded by straw,
and curled up into a little ball.
Eyes closed.
It sleeps but not peacefully.
Twitching and shaking;
periodically jerking out of its fetal position
with a stiffening of its limbs and an arch of its back
as if in pain,
or ecstasy.

The four folded ***** that make up the roof of the box get pulled apart.
Blinding light pours in.
The figure stirs and squints its black eyes into vague and undefined distances that will soon fade away to nothing.
A deafening voice booms down from somewhere above the box:

"John, we were wondering if you'd consider coming in to the department today.
We know you've been under a lot of stress lately,
but it's just - I mean,
it's been three weeks already.
We could really use you.
We've been swamped."

Bogs and marshes.
That's all I see.
All I've ever known.
It's in everything I eat.
The source of all I drink.
It's all I'll ever be.
It's in my skin and bones:
Concentrated pools of misery.
I woke up to write this.
Apr 2015 · 399
Entrails (10w)
JDK Apr 2015
It takes guts to hang yourself by your own intestines.
Literally.
Apr 2015 · 260
Take a Picture
JDK Apr 2015
I climbed a tree.
Earlier this morning.
I mean, yesterday morning,
I think.
There was this person on top of a tree.
He had climbed up it himself.
That person was me.
before I fell.
Apr 2015 · 349
Derailed
JDK Apr 2015
I've been engaging in the sort of acts
that would give a person with less passion
a heart attack.
It was always beneath the surface and now it has
come to a head; caused a wreck;
thrown everything that never was completely out of whack.
I'm not apologizing for any of it.
In fact, I'm happier than I've ever been.
That is to say,
since before I ever met you.

I'm not sorry for anything I do

There's no going back.
It's all gone off the tracks.
My life has always thrown curve *****:
I've finally learned how to catch.

You're still fumbling over the fast ones.
Yea, good luck with that.
I don't want you on my team.
Apr 2015 · 194
Feel It
JDK Apr 2015
Love love love love love love love.
I live to love and love to live.
I'm in love, right now, with this moment,
and everything.
Too caught up in to write. My family's concerned, but I'm doing alright
Apr 2015 · 404
Sore Loser
JDK Apr 2015
She said, "well played,"
but it was all just in my head.
This game of who gets laid
and who ends up in an empty bed.
I'll sleep in it.
I guess, I've always been a *******.
Who's to blame?
It seems we've both played our part,
but I hate you for winning.
I hate you for it.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
JDK Apr 2015
I'd prefer to not ever wake up instead.
Please God, won't you please strike me dead.
I've given you plenty of reason;
we've never been friends.
I can't take it anymore.
Let this be the end.
In short, not good
Apr 2015 · 323
Again
JDK Apr 2015
Talking about religion and the meaning of life,
with some foreign guy I met at a bar.
My friends have all left.
I'm just making noise.
I keep taking longingful glances at my car.
We could figure it all out tonight,
but I've done it before.
I wouldn't get much out of it,
and I can't be late for work.
Written in a restroom
Apr 2015 · 430
So-so Gigolo
JDK Apr 2015
No, really though.
Five bucks for a throw.
Please take me home with you.
I can't stand to be alone.
I can understand if you will
hide me like ***** laundry,
but I've got charm and looks to ****.
Please do what you want with me.
Is breakfast too much to ask for?
Apr 2015 · 613
Semantics
JDK Apr 2015
When hope and home sound the same,
then you're probably nowhere near it.
I've commandeered someone's private plane,
but I have no idea where to steer it.
Home is where you crash.
Apr 2015 · 482
Intervention
JDK Apr 2015
I threw an intervention for my self,
and all my friends were there.
We got loaded on alcohol,
then drank a ton of beer.
When the last one was on his way out,
he hugged me at the door.
Lots of people say they care,
but these ones -
they care more.
Apr 2015 · 1.4k
Champion
JDK Apr 2015
I worried when the worst of them turned out to be the finest warrior.
I hesitated when I contemplated choosing him as the most decorated soldier.
But these peons need a beacon,
and he's the finest specimen we have.
May he lead them on like moths to the flame;
to glory,
fame,
and death.
Watch out for that heel
Apr 2015 · 373
Hearsay
JDK Apr 2015
A friend said, "That kid's not right in the head,"
and without even asking, I knew who he meant.
I couldn't tell you how many nights we'd spent together.
The only difference is, to me,
he always made sense.
It's you I don't get.
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