Mikko

Mikko Nov 2020

Stop.

The pain
Pain
Pains
The big pain
I'm in pain
I don't know what it is but it's pain
I can feel it
Coursing through my veins
Pain
It hurts
I can feel it
Should i love it?
Accept it?
The pain
What do i gain?
More pain?
I don't care.
There's always pain
Forever till the end.

Mikko Oct 2020

I

I want to leave
I want to get out

I want to create a rocket
Fly away into this prison

Find my own Planet
Name it as my own

I want to leave
I want to cry

I want to be happy
I want to be alive

Mikko Oct 2020

I'm high

You make me want to smile
In this dark times of mine
Why?

You're so normal but you make me say hi
I don't initiate much but when i see you i feel high
Why?

You seems like a mess but i'm willing to listen
Clean it with you together, it's okay
Why?

You look happy and you make me look happy
Even though i'm not
Why?

I'm still afraid to talk to someone
But i feel like rushing you
Why?

I'll cherish you don't worry
Even though everything is still grim and gloomy

Mikko Oct 2020

10/10/20

I miss you
But i should just fall asleep

I wanna talk to you
But i should just fall asleep

I wanna see you
But i should just fall asleep

I want someone to touch me
But i should just fall asleep

I want someone to make me feel something
But i should just fall asleep

I think i should just fall asleep
But i want someone to love me

Mikko Sep 2020

Please don't fly away

Fly away now little bird you're free.

Be one with the wind and find a nice tree.

I hope you find someone and treats you like me.

I may be gone but i still care.

I hope no one hurts you while you're there.

If you need me i'll be here.

Waiting and thinking you're still here.

You let go of someone but you still care. But letting her out is probably for the best.

#sad #free #leaving #her

Mikko Sep 2020

I got replaced

Changing something that everlasting
Is stupidity.

It's like changing a sand with a new sand.
But it's still there underneath the ground.

Changing something you like with a different brain
and different skin.

But what you like about me
Is still there with him.

An upgraded version of myself that i can't do.
All i can do is look at him

And think what the **** am i going to do.

Mikko Aug 2020

Better People

You're lonely and it's sad
I went for you now you're glad
We're both happy and alive

Days pass and here we now
Got your new friends to talk too now.
You're happy and alive

But what do i do now.