Waking up in the noon
With a ***** in my hand
First words that comes into my mouth
Is about how my life's been a drag
Everyone hates themselves
But i feel like i hated myself long enough to be hollow
I don't care anymore
I give up on the things that i love
I hate being pathetic
But being pathetic is all i have got
What did i do to deserve this
Did i did something wrong
I don't know anymore
I don't
Feel like opening my eyes anymore
Because waking up
Just hurts