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Alaris Blade Aug 2020
I lay in pieces ,shattered
Broken on the floor
Nothing i say ever mattered
I dont think I'm visible anymore

I lonely even when I'm in a crowd
It sounds so quiet even when its loud
My head is a toxic disaster
My heart is broken to the core

I'm running but I don't know what from
I'm falling into an abyss ,i don't know how to come out
My thought are becoming destructive
Gone is my will to live

I'm yelling but no one can hear me
I'm wounded but no one can see
I'm scarred but on the inside
My head is a roller coaster ride

But I put on my mask,Never show anything
I make my screams sound like a song
and my blood look like some paint
Put on a smile and hide everything.
I hope I can help you through this,
I'm here for you...
Alaris Blade Sep 2020
I wonder why some people yell just because they're stressed
Really...that idea is extremely messed...
Does it make you feel better when you make another feel worse ?
Does it help release the pain, when you shout and yell and curse ?

Do you feel satiated when you hear the tears splash ?
What do you gain when happiness becomes ash ?
How can you scream and order about,
just so what is inside can come out?
Is it so hard to smile and stuff it away?
Because I do it almost every day.

Is it so hard to reassure us and say it's all okay ?
put it in a box and never open it again...
When you are angry I don't want to hide, because I too have a little bit of pride. 
Your anger doesn't scare me, What is the worst that you can do ?

I simply feel I must forgive, but I am human too,
One day, I can no longer forgive even you .
When that day comes you will never see me again,
Because all my life you've been my biggest bane...
I forgive for myself , not for you...I forgive so I can move on and live in peace. and because i feel like i am a horrible person for not forgiving you...nothing personal
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
To leave behind ,everything and everyone
To pick up your bag and walk out the door
To forget about everything you've done
And start afresh at the very core

Change may be a very scary thought
But it's importance is a lot
You've finally fit in but you have to go
A new start ,new friend and foe


To walk forward without looking back
On your shoulder one simple sack
To let the flow of life wash you away
And leave you on the banks of a new day

Change makes you look forward to life
Bringing you both happiness and strife
Let the things you've learnt guide you
And accept every Change without a clue
Alaris Blade Jul 2020
sometimes i use the mask so much,
I can no longer tell whether it is real or just a mask....
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
Sometimes you'd rather stay in your bed,
With a pillow over your head.
When the cloudy sky is black...
And the world isn't cutting you any slack.

When the saddened sun won't rise.
And everyone's deceiving you with their lies.
When you think life has gone wrong
Remember happiness will come before long

When you're feeling really low
Remember you will reap as you sow
You need to let life take its way
Unfortunately, we don't have a say

Life has something in store for you,
Accept it without having a clue...
Some things are best left unsaid,
Life isn't a book that can be read !!
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
It's your time but ask anyway
If you could borrow an hour a day
To think of everything you've ever done
Whether it was terrible or extremely fun

To remember everything that you love
To the day you felt as light as a dove
And the days that you own with pride
To remember everyone by your side

Once you're done you will feel a smile on your face
Because you remember winning a running race
Then you'll feel your load much lighter
And your mood so much brighter
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
Cherish the sweet memories, before they turn into regrets
Becuse they will **** you slowly like cigarettes
Understand the motive of the action
Maybe you understood only a fraction

Mistakes may be hard to forgive
But we mustn't forget to live
Maybe we should reconsider our choice
And pay some heed to the little voice

Listen to your heart, for it is in the right place
Don't judge a book by its cover, or a person by the face
There are layers behind everyone
And even more to what they have done

We are only human, we cannot be perfect
there are choices, you must select
Regret eats away at our soul
To live without them must be our goal
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
Listening to the tapping on the window,
Watching the rain drops flow...
Hearing the thunder, in the clouds
the flash of lightning across the sky.

gazing at the thick sleets of gale
As the coppery clouds set sail
Blowing through the landscapes
through whistling the wind

Thinking of the silver lining to the cloud
When the lightning strikes in the solemn sky
And the thunder roaring in my ears
The rain washes out my fears

Feeling the hail on my face
And watching the lightning race
I listen to the racket in the sky
Gazing at the sailing clouds travelling the world
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
There are people who can dim the light of a fire ,
Who trick you with their convincing attire...
People who will push you down so they can rise,
there are those who deceive you with their lies...

They will tell you, you can't reach the sky,
Tell you, you weren't meant to fly.
They can steal the energy of air
And treat you anything but fair!

People who say they're your friend,
But .. all of it is just pretend.
They'll use you to stay afloat,
But anytime they'll hold a knife to your throat...

But I've learned to pay them no heed,
For in my garden they are only a ****.
I will find a person who has my back,
And who has in abundance everything I lack...
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
The sinister darkness of the night,
Gives everyone a tremendous fright...
But I know better than to be scared,
Dark or light I have never cared

I find solace in the dim light of the moon,
For I'm sure it will be morning soon...
The nightingale sings and the owls hoot,
And darkness binds every route.

The gale rushes through the boughs,
The elements of the night aren't foes.
The cries of the night,
To hunt, the predators take flight...

The owls hunt and the wolves howl
While nocturnal animals growl...
This stitches together the eerie night,
But without the darkness, there is no light...
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
Alight on the lamp, it burns on the oil
Giving not a flicker for any turmoil
It glows so bright, this intense light
The flame of the fire, this beautiful sight

The tinge of yellow, orange and blue
A flame so tame but true
But you can leave yours ablaze
Which nothing can faze

Once a while it turns a fiery red
Everything in its path it can shred
But sometimes a golden yellow
So accepting and mellow

The way it burns the flame of fate
Depends on what you feed it happiness or hate
It is only in your control
Because the fire is nothing but your soul...
Alaris Blade Aug 2020
The girl whose best friend was sadness
Who dreamt of death every night
In her eyes a gleam of madness
She thought sadness was a beautiful sight

Her worst enemy but her very best friend
His bitter sweet poison would mend her heart
Her every problem he could comprehend
In her, sadness was an eternal part

He always dried her tears
But he fed those tears even more
He preyed on all her fears
Sadness had reached her very core

They were so different
But she believed they were the same
Finally she worked out all his bluffs
And understood he had her in cuffs

He left once she understood his ploy
She had almost forgotten her other friend...joy
She embraced her old friend once again
Sadness became a visitor ,who seldom came !
This was inspired by one of my friends.
I hope she meets the same end too...
Alaris Blade Aug 2020
Where do you go when you don't know
what you are running from ?
Alaris Blade Jun 2020
Have you ever wondered why the fishes don't fly
Or why a fox is considered sly
How would we look without a nose?
Or with another ten toes

Haven't you wondered, without curiosity,
could we have found out about the galaxy?

We wouldn't know anything if we didn't care to ask
Then to learn will be our only task
If you really want to learn something new
The hurdles to stop you will be very few

They say curiosity killed the cat
But the last thing I'd believe is that
I can'teven imagine, how boring it'd be
Without a bit of curiosity!!
Alaris Blade Aug 2020
One day I'll have no tears left to cry
Hard as stone ,I'll be dead inside
I don't want that but sometimes i do
I'm so vulnerable ,I get hurt so fast

I want to protect myself but I can't
I'm smart but stupid,these wolves take advantage

They feed on my soul ,drink my tears
Lap my blood and inhale my fears
Enjoy my pain, savour my sorrow
Tear off my flesh and feed on my skeletal bones
They consume and eat and then pine for more

— The End —