Meadow

Dec 2020

dylan

if i knew it would be the last time i could see you fall asleep,
i would've done more to keep you warm.
if i knew it would be the last time i get to see you walk out that door
i would've kissed you
and hugged you
and called you back for another kiss
if i knew it would be the last time i could hear your voice
i would've recorded you,
so i could listen to it over and over.
we live as if we still have loads of time to do what we want
but what if today was your last chance?

if i only knew it would be the last time
i would've done so much more to prove myself to you

#imissyou #lonely #depressed #icantdothisanymore

Meadow Dec 2020

Welp

I’m tired of being hungry
But I’m tired of not fitting the standards of my body

Dec 2020

Mikey

make you love me

ill make you fall in love with the way i say your name.
like the gentle flame of a candle light.
ill make you fall in love with the way i wipe your tears.
softly and lovingly.
ill make you fall in love with me.
and leave you wondering why you ever did.
im sorry

Meadow Dec 2020

TW (SH)

My arms are cut and bruised
But I keep looking
To remind myself of the pain
Maybe if I think of the pain I wont need to hurt myself anymore
But I still continue
Why the hoodie?
Oh I’m just cold
It’s like
I just need one more to feel better
But its one more,
Over and over again
I dont know how to stop
But at the same time
I dont think i want to

This **** isn’t for attention i just need to get it out there ya know? Lol I’m vibing tho

Meadow Dec 2020

Withdrawal

I’m not an addict.
I’m not.
I’m not.
I’m not.
Just one more sip
One more hit
I can’t take it
I’m not an addict.
I’m not.