I was cursed, upon the worst, poison burst, deadly verse, I was never first but chosen last, blessed ending although prophecy hurts, el angel de la muerte cursed with the worst, but blessed with the best, will I last?... Make it out alive, strive in this concrete jungle, might I stumble, die slow begin to crumble, regardless I stay humble, wherever life takes me, at least you keep a piece of me, a thought of me you could see, something I always wished it'd be,
I leave a poetry book of tales, stories, novels, achievements, aspirations, divinity's miraculous glory, life's high demands and expectations, heartbreaking grief season's fall with autumns leaf, read love's inventory, throughout the years,
Adolescents fluorescent days we spent, those special events, how everything went, and the turn of events, and how I felt, chances are I'm by far, at my weakest, I just want you to keep faith breathing, alive don't refuse it and watch it leave, please believe, love is real god granted us the power to feel, never doubt for a second, my love for you is sealed, that's my last and final deal my lovely tear,
My dwelling place became my pitfall, time marked cutting scarred causing internal bleeding, surrounded in a living hell, adversaries breaking through my soul, became so cold, demons took a hold, crept in formed started to unfold, lost myself, deviated from my right state of mind, lost blurry vision eyes blind couldn't envision, difficult to find, left behind still I shined, constantly used, mentally abused, manipulated mentally aggravated, my end turned out critically devastated, didn't know the reason, pulled into darkness treason strikes, in the hands of this wicked world we live in, the weakest links give in, machinery system of robotic's misery, captured souls, human hearts form cold, death is portrayed as gold, a story kept secret never to be told,
But not to worry sweet heart it wasn't because of you my dear, don't ever blame yourself, instead you were my bestful help, my helpful friend, very grateful I met you, and regretful I left you, it's a battle of the minds, it's a warzone, I'm all alone, honesty is long gone, evils out devouring, like a fierce lion doing wrong, I must stay strong, he's deceiving the minds, people walk the earth blind, the world chose to undergo, an enemy arose to pick a fight incite a battle with me, truth is they don't phase me, only chase me, and think twice to erase me, long story short none can't see me, I must dispose, human filth shouts and boast, I must set afire and watch it roast, make the best out the most, cook and toast,
Killing me slow, I mean you never know, promise me to water my rose help it grow, allow his true love to overflow, be the best you can, save souls, your crown awaits you, more precious than the purest gold, listen be careful and understand, most importantly have heart, blessed in the course and art of love, keep shining, stay grinding, never give up, please wipe those tears stop crying, take a good look at yourself you're already flying, be sincere, never fear, angels are near, guiding you through the years my dear,
I'm surrounded by physical demons, sell outs, people who traded their freedom for stability, disrupting my mentality, erupting my tranquility, it's hostility my finishing point is this, remember who you are, who I once met, the one at the top, the best to expect, nobody can stop, nor close to even drop, my confident leader, my school girl daydreamer, Never loud but quiet, soft, and tender, my soul just had to surrender, your protector and defender, a person who sacrifices something of great value and especially life itself for the sake of principle, love you always..
.:Crimes of the Heart:.
Sincerely,