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414 · Dec 2014
Church
Santiago Dec 2014
Remember The Times
All Those Drives
Eyes Meet, Hearts Explode
Laughs, Smiles, Moments
Only Lasted A While
Everlasting Memories  
Why Were You So Special
I Ask Myself... You There!
Any Help? No... Thanks
Anyways I'm Here Anyday
Listen 2 Anything You Have 2 Say
Get It Off Your Chest
Its Only For The Best
I Knew You Liked Me Too
Dressing Up For School
I'm Not Perfect Nor Experienced
Delirious Emotions,
Had Me Running Insane
I Can Take The Blame
I Wish Things Weren't So Hard
I Broke Your Heart
Yes I Know You
Couldn't Look Me In The Eyes
I Was Naive Didn't Know
Never Felt Anything For No Girl
Only You, Your House, Church
Everything Felt So Right
You Brought Me To The Light
Didn't Have A Clue It Was You
Its True Everything Grew For You
You Never Knew

Was it your simplicity
Was it your humility
Was it your sweetness
Was it your integrity
Was it your confidence

I think it was all of thee above lolz
Note: Not For The Faint Of Heart x)
Santiago Jun 2015
Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need

Give me your life
The lust and the lies
And the past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved lover
I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
My love it unites us and it binds you to me
It's a mystery

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need

I'm the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Come running home to me

You're my beloved lover
I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
My love it unites us and it binds you to me

You've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers that won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips and you'll taste new life

You're my beloved lover
I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
My love it unites us and it binds you to me
It's a mystery
412 · Dec 2014
The Streets
Santiago Dec 2014
That's where I'm from
A place I call my home
It's the danger zone
I roamed all alone
I'm a dog hungry for a bone
Al Capone 22 calibur chrome
Broken pay phones
Accumulatin tomb stones
Filthy side walk murders
Animals rampage hurdles
I need me a fatal burner
In times like these
Lord help me please
411 · Dec 2014
Only One
Santiago Dec 2014
Kiss...
Touch...
Hug...
Time...
Moment...
Feeling...
Heart...
Per­son...
You...
SECRET
411 · Jan 2015
Thinking Of (You)
Santiago Jan 2015
Staying up late (night)
Wondering if you think of (me)
Do I cross your (mind)
Thinking if you still (care)
Did someone fixed your (heart)
Did you fall in love (again)
Does another guy have my (place)
You in love with someone (else)
Are you waiting for (me)
Are you done with me for (good)
My love didn't mean (nothing)
My love only brought (pain)
My love went out of (control)
The other guy is better than (me)
He will love you (forever)
411 · Mar 2015
Abomination
409 · May 2015
Cookie Monster
Santiago May 2015
I love cookies, I love spookies
I love you too pooky, I can't leave you
Nor deceive you, in love I'm a rookie
Straight low key patrol in my hoodie
I know I'm mean, straight ******
But I truly love you chocolate cookie
If only you knew how deep your rooted
In my heart, punctured scars,
Can only be healed with your hands
Please understand, I don't pretend, but defend
I'm kinda like terminator
I'm here to protect you, embrace you,
Chase you, just to save you, remember you
For life maybe one day my wife
Perpetrators get knocked get socked out
Tossed out dragged out smacked out
Trashed out trying deceive people's minds
When reality have never awaken only blind
They try to lead, I'm not saying I'm perfect
But once in my life, I felt so alive
Now I feel like drowning ready to dive
Deep, and leave this ugly place
Filled with evil in every place, love is gone
Where has it gone? I guess it's hiding
Scared of the destruction demons may cause
I'm a cookie monster, cuz my color is blue
Hahaha your my elmo cuz you're my color Red like the rose revived from the dead
405 · Jan 2015
Innerplay
Santiago Jan 2015
Can I taste you after you shower?
Eating ice cream for an hour?
Enjoy soft tender chicken strips
Soul exchange nothing's change
At close range body feelin strange
Heat blood pressure rises
Life's full of mystic surprises
Pregnancys a riskin crisis
Devices bonding together forever
I'm ready for commitment
Submitted ****** endorsement
I can't seem to love no one else
Forgive me for my honesty
Modesty if I could I would understood? I need your words
To set me free or let us be
Together with me
404 · May 2015
Screenshots
Santiago May 2015
If you feel so much pain
If you feel you can't leave
If you feel hurt cuz of me
If you feel I'm sadness
If you feel and it's real

Just let me be
Just let me go
Just leave me alone
Just ignore me for good
Just do it for your own good

Poetry is my therapy
Poetry is my form of expression
Poetry is my hobby
Poetry is my thing
Poetry is something I'm into

I make music, I make poetry, I make art, I make education, I make improvisation, I make creativity, I make invention,

I make I create
402 · Jan 2015
Emotions
Santiago Jan 2015
Your madness
My sadness
You love me
I love you
You care enough
I care too much
399 · Mar 2015
To You
Santiago Mar 2015
You kissed other guys
You touched other guys
You never said goodbye
You never really tried
You maybe only cried

I did my part guided by my heart
I did what my heart loved
I crossed the sea, walked a dessert
In the end I feel pain stupid hurt
It would never work out

Your love should speak actions
Your actions speak love from above
Your my angel through it all
You gave urself to someone, Bryan
So I gave myself to someone else

You gave your kisses hugs love
To the ungrateful punks
Lames with no G funk it's okay
I'll make it out this cloudy day
That's what happens
When it becomes... Too Late
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=i-RQTaukTSU
398 · Jan 2015
Sad
Santiago Jan 2015
Sad
No motivation to write
Hopeless
Santiago May 2015
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my
You're my-y-y-y
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay

Stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
Santiago Mar 2015
Now you're gone
I wonder why left me here
I think about it on and on, and on, and on, and on again I know you're never coming back I hope that you can hear me I'm waiting to hear from you Until I do You're gone away I'm left alone A part of me is gone And I'm not moving on So wait for meI know the day will come I'll meet you there No matter where life takes me to I'll meet you there And even if I need you here I'll meet you there I wish I could have told you The things I kept inside But now I guess it's just too late So many things remind me of you I hope that you can hear me I miss you This is goodbye One last time You're gone away I'm left alone A part of me is gone And I'm not moving on So wait for me I know the day will come I'll meet you there No matter…
Your song, Our song Lol <3
396 · May 2015
*First Love Song I Heard*
Santiago May 2015
***** Cat Dolls - "Stickwitu"

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say
395 · Jan 2015
Kings Of Terror
Santiago Jan 2015
Simple Bust You Like A Pimple
Upper Cut ******* Up
Breaking Laws Broken Jaw
Stars And Stripes Famously
Notoriously Gifted Uplifted
To Another Dimension
Drag You Body Bag You
Donate Organs To My Pet
Better Yet Feed You To The Pits
Leave Me The **** Alone
This The Danger Zone
You Wanna Play With Fire
I'm Love To Watch You Burn
Learn Quick Before It's Your Turn
I'm Just Trying To Survive
Stay Alive Anyplace I Thrive
I'm A ******* Extremists
Chemistry Scientists
Pop You With My Fist
Drop You Down In Thee Abyss
395 · Dec 2014
Approach
Santiago Dec 2014
Don't be scare
Know that I care
I'm not going to pretend
Nor will I befriend
I'm a friend till the end
If you like me love strike me
Give me a try pull my string
Light blossoms illuminating
Cerebellums coordinating
No regrets I'm fascinating
Come close speak kind words
Ice breaker open doors
Get together and explore
Give me a chance you'll adore
Genes with much more
Than what you asking for
Don't be afraid I won't bite I'll satisfy your appetite(:
394 · May 2015
Creation
Santiago May 2015
My ***** and your egg
I lick dripping on your leg
Don't stop you beg
Intensity rises a cramp
As I proceed to ramp
Flesh in flesh I'm the champ
Keep my private safe
Only we can unlock the safe
Please don't tell me it's too late
You became someone's bate
I see a marriage ring
Are you in love with him
Tell me to resign and give in
Declare defeat, and I'll retreat
In complete become obsolete
Forgotten, I'll move on with my song
Be happy with him I won't break
A happy home I'd rather be alone
Cold in stone, I'm ready to leave it alone
Just tell me have a baby
Be his lady I'm not that shady
Fulfill your fantasies with him at last
Have a blast just don't think of me
Keep me out your heart and mind
Forget me when your laying in bed
With someone else if you ever read this
You'll know who I wrote this
For the one on profile & always miss

Yours Truly, Forever
394 · Jun 2015
Yellowcard - Keeper
Santiago Jun 2015
"Keeper"

I wanna love,
I wanna leave.
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me.
I want to stand where I can see,
I'm watching you love me,
And I'm watching you leave me now.

I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I wanna know if i could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you.
But i know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now i'm just bad news for you.

I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I should've told you everything.
I never gave you anything.
I should've told you everything.
If i could give you anything,
Then i would tell you everything.

I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.
394 · Apr 2015
Destined By Prophecy
Santiago Apr 2015
I never expected you
My life change with you
I didn't plan this out
What's all this about?
We came together, forever

My life wouldn't be the same
Life wouldn't hav meaning
Maybe lost, dead, confused
Where would I be?
I can't say, my skies gray

Never trade you
Be faithful to you
Stick with you, like glue
My wish, yet to come true
Me & you, to be with you

The body ages, gets old
The beauty fades, gone away
The lust never last, by pass
The *** is weak, never seek
The materials rotten, rusten

The love presented, to me through Christ, was my best birthday surprise, the magic in your eyes, all our secrets & painful lies, truth was we wanted to stick side by side, do or die, ride right beside each other, Bonnie & Clyde, I'm sorry I lied, thoughts read unspoken, always live broken, despair I'm stroking, a heart attack lol, come back my life is whack :P...

I Honestly, Miss You Sincerely, PRECIOSA lol
393 · Dec 2014
My Grandmother
Santiago Dec 2014
A story of a founder
Maria Luisa Rosales
My grandma felt cold
Even with 5 blankets
Shivering Unfolds

My mother was 21 years of age
My oldest sister was 3 months
To be conceived best believe
At the moment in the hospital
She was choking, painful inability
Drinking fluids was an impossibility
Everyone wondering what could this be?

With her dry lips,, my mother
Couldn't help but assist her anyway possible
She used a wet clothe to damp her lips
With water, soon it became harder
Unfortunately, she didnt make it
No one couldn't take it, wives faked it

Later on two days later,
My mother found two voo doo dolls
Underneath the ground of her own home
With my grandmas hair wrapped around
The dolls neck, evils wreck had consumed

My mothers brothers wife was a witch
A careless stupid *****, my uncle would tell
Stories of them lighting candles,
Performing dancing scandals, rituals
Taking part in a wicked ceremony

Lastly, my mother always told me
Never eat food from anyone or receive
Anything, for which it may come with evil
True story thee occult is always buried
And never spoken of, to disguise what's up above
Rest In The Heavens
391 · May 2015
To A Special Angel
Santiago May 2015
The Least I Can For You
Draw
388 · Nov 2015
Chaplet Of Divine Mercy
Santiago Nov 2015
Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood Soul and Divinity of your dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ In atonement for our sins,
and those of the whole world.
For the sake of his sorrowful Passion
Have Mercy on us and on the whole world!
388 · Jan 2015
I'm Sorry
Santiago Jan 2015
That's just my story
And don't worry
I'll never forget you
Or regret you
I found you
Then I lost you
I can't stop my heart
Not even my thought
386 · Jan 2015
I'm Gone
Santiago Jan 2015
Your Out To Get Me,
I'm Going To Miss You
I Can't Lie About That
It's For The Best Of Us

Take Care. XXXXX

Sincerely, Benji Bugz
381 · May 2015
My Pleasure
Santiago May 2015
It was the best, my most
Treasured memories of me
And you, I lived through
My greatest enchantment
My darkest fear haunted

My every morning
My every night
My every moment
My every thought
My every being

Thank you, although
Things turned out this way
Your heart is all I crave
To heal my wounds & bruises
Your nectar of love & juices

A rare fruit, high on top
Hard to reach, soft like a peach
Sweet like mango, strawberry
Cute like a cherry, raspberry
Pineapple exquisite, cocktail

It was an honor having my heart broken by you lovely moon...
Sincerely, Your Secret Twin Lover
380 · Feb 2015
Lovely
Santiago Feb 2015
I know I haven't kept in touch
Carino I'm going through so much
I miss those all nighters with you
Just know I'm stuck like glue
Whenever you're feeling blue
I'm right there beside you
Remember my heart remains
Your soul ran through my vains
Settled in and called it home
Hasn't left still lives their alone
Through you I grew never knew
Had no clue but it's true
Thank you for this blessing
Always & Forever imy ily iny
H
377 · May 2015
Did You Notice?
Santiago May 2015
I don't know what I'll do,
Just the thought of you,
Makes me smile,
Like never before,
I know the joy & pain,
Blood rushing in my vein,
Send my heart,
Rushing like a train,
Flying high like a plane,
Intemperately insane,
A good feeling, a relief
Like the new beginnings,
Of Autumns falling leafs,
Hold on tight,
It's worth the fight,
If I don't make it out alive,
I'll sacrifice myself, my life
So that you can survive,
Your a gift to my life,
Love drop that razor knife,
If the unexpected occurs,
I'll follow you to heaven,
But please prevent that,
My only I'd take my hat off,
You won every face off,
All women lost, for me
Can't you see, I'm a Gee
In this ugly corrupt world,
If we never make it,
And be together, me & you
Know our love was so true,
Stuck like glue, blues clues
Putting pieces to a puzzle
We created & dedicated
To our lives of inspiration
Two spirits manifestation
Through divine elevation
& Patient preparation, you
Helped me soon felt me,
Thank you, one of a kind
Picking me up lost & blind,
Your eyes I got lost in them
Couldn't stop staring at them,
did you even notice?
You never paid attention,
But trust & believe I did,
Two young little kids,
Loving one another,
We were young, had so much fun
I think if you had noticed,
Maybe you'd know I wasn't
Lying, how could I be?
The whole world could see,
I think, I couldn't even blink,
How silly makes me smile,
It's okay there's a reason,
Changes in the season,
God knows why, I cry,
I let you fly,
if you come back it was meant to be,
I came back so many times,
In hard times I tried to make you mine, j
Just wanted to be your Valentine,
Your best friend you can come for anything, I'll do anything, I failed didn't want to listen, You kept walking away, told me stay away, Hurting me that day, wanted to be my last day
Just another sad day, my skies always been Gray oing our separate way,
I didn't think you noticed,
I liked you a lot, I liked you so much,
The way you made me feel, it felt so ****, Real, I was rejected replaced with another, With Crayon, you moved on dated, and went, Along for so long, I went wrong,
My life was crashing down,
Going directly underground,
Felt like a funny clown,
Nothing was working,
You didn't even notice me,
Guess you forgot about me,
Ignored me, like I didn't exist, time passed & it was you that I missed, I felt stupid, I felt dumb, I felt numb, I couldn't move on, It went on & on, until I gave Up, you're a permanent scar, my wishing star,
It's okay it's okay it's okay..

You'll always have a piece of me, even if you treat me like trash, garbage, waste, dirt, the worst thing ever, my love will remain forever

PS, Heart Broken
377 · May 2015
~*Flyleaf - So I Thought*~
Santiago May 2015
All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories, show soul
Kiss the stars with me and dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life

We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you, so I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

On my knees, dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose

Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not and fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Choris romance says good night
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between

Choris romance says good night
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

Choris romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between

Choris romance says good night
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus, there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus, there in between
A Walk To Remember... Always & Forever <3
375 · Nov 2015
My Angel Voice
Santiago Nov 2015
You can hear my voice
My angel voice
You get excited
And suddenly rejoice
You need fresh air
You wave your hands for air
You blush, and get shy
You get nervous
You walk around thinking
You smile with joy
I know you can hear me
I live deep down inside
Only we can explore
Day and night you
Wish to hold me tight
You think of me
Like I think of you
I can feel my heart speak
Your love for you and me

If only I can grab your hips, and slowly work my way up your waist with both my hands, bring you in closer to me, hug you patiently, tenderly wrap my arms around you, and gently end it with a kiss to the forehead, to complete true love's first kiss <3
373 · Jun 2015
Whenever You're Ready
Santiago Jun 2015
To face your fears, I'll be waiting
You know where to find me
Surprise me late at night
Come knocking on my door
Or whisper my name
Sleep by my window so I'll hear
I'll open the door & let you in
Let our actions do the speaking
We know how we feel
Our love for each other is so real
I'll be waiting love you boo
373 · Jan 2015
Once Upon A Time
Santiago Jan 2015
In the land of darkness
Trees, fruits, and harvest
Rivers, plants, and storms
A land evil has taken form
Was once peace, crazy, and wild
Only lasted for a while
The dragon the band wagon
Dragging bodies seizing properties
Manipulating armies
Enormous platoons
Under control like cartoons
In the Devil's saloon
Dancing to his diabolic tune
His gigantic company marches
A melting *** risin hot slowly rot
A mass number tide by the neck
Their outcomes a wreck
Smacked on the face
To be put in their place
Slaves to a palace
Whipped pimped crippled to limp
Once the dragon fulfills
Bursting flames begin to ****
There is no need
For human filth to lead
Now I shall proceed
My means for concentration
May leave numerous devastated
New world order is reinstated
Renovated Innovated elevated
The miracle healer
People draw nearer
Too much said
I'm somewhat dead
When proof is read
The rulings have misled
A death bed like sadistic dread
Where the weak are led
Law eat up what is fed
Don't believe me? ask ted
He can back up what I just said
About the blinded minded dead
372 · Mar 2015
Believe
Santiago Mar 2015
Don't change, who I once met
I can't be replaced, erasto , or traced
Never change, in exchange
For the sake of the world
Remember, our favorite place

Our smiling face, & hearts race
Stay clean, refuse being mean
The wicked, leads you astray
Have faith, when you pray
God, will cast him far away

My life is slowly fading everyday
Foul play formed my sky gray
Your the rhythm to my song
Your the words to my heart beat
A blessing the day we meet

I'm in love & always will be
I don't care what people say
Nor what they think or speak of me
What matters is... You know me
And I know you, a love so true

Filled with happy sad moments
Great intensity, despite the trauma
Overwhelming sincere purifying
Two prophets destined by prophecy
Sharing the good news, we flew

The entity you don't see
Is the truth they refuse you to see
The one that sets you free
Lets you be, what you want to be
Hidden talent, discovered

Uncovered, recovered, endeavor...
371 · Dec 2014
Freedom
Santiago Dec 2014
What is freedom? You tell me...

The ability to walk on any surface of the earth, travel miles without a cost, explore the forest without limitations, swim through currents & rivers, dive in oceans & climb up mountains.

Away from the pollution, away from the chaos, away from the conflict, away from the destruction, away from all the noise, away from all the drama, away from all the trauma...

You tell me... being suppressed, held down, unwanted, hated, rejected, despised, displaced, *******, occupation, inchase, locked, concentrated, captive, confined.

You tell me... Is that freedom? No its not, you know what's that a SLAVE, an Indentured SERVANT, a SUBSTITUTE similar to a *******.

You tell me... whats freedom to you? Whats your definition? What you got to say about my topic? How do you feel about America's freedom? In general whats your thought about freedom? Do you think we are living in...

The Home Of The Free & The Home Of The Brave...

No restrictions No blockage No cage No cell No time To waste...
370 · May 2015
Reaper & Keeper
Santiago May 2015
I'm falling in deeper
Cleaning street sweeper
Patrolling night creeper
Signal my heart beeper
I am you, you are me,
I love you, you love me
You got going stupid crazy
I hate this life with you in it
Why can't you come and fill it
You're my twin, got me in a spin
Witness a gangsters grin
Full of death & sin, destined to win
I take it, so confess it, and bless it
It's rare unique, everlasting technique
You'd be my critic, you're the only one
The one & only who can cancel my crown
If I ****, you can stop the blood spill
If I drill, you can save his last meal
If I torture, I'd fly free like a volture
Only you can calm the raging beast
That anger builds up, your sweetnees
Beauty and the Hideous Beast
That's you and that's me, unfortunately
But hey your my heart, you're my all
Best of all, you're always be above all
Stand tall, and if you fall
Be strong precious, and break any wall
You possess great power,
To devour, strengthen me & empower
369 · May 2015
Memory
Santiago May 2015
Remember the good old days
The smiles brighten up our days
Got you dressing up for school
All pretty just for me to see
Yeah I remember those days

I still reminisce when I shower
I think of those time you'd look at me
And get chills, excitement, nervously crazy
Do you still have my letter I wrote
The one I encrypted gang signs

All over the paper, like my signature
I said "I was the devil" :(, I hope you do
I wish you didn't trash it & crumbled it up
It's truly a special memory
Although things turned out devastated

My best friend said you cried
When you received my second letter
I'm sorry baby that's why I'm here
To make it up to you, show my love for you
Unexpectedly my heart chose you

Can you tell me why, why did it chose you
A love that grew from a red rose
I suppose it was meant to happen
Can you explain to me, please I wanna hear
You hold something special,

Can you tell me, I wanna know
What it is? I'm tired of wondering
What you possess deep down inside
That beautiful lovely precious soul
Of yours, God brought to my life
367 · Nov 2015
Empty Places
Santiago Nov 2015
Everywhere I go I see
Empty hearts, empty faces
I see empty souls, and deadly traces
Filled with smoke, beer, toxic wasted
Contamination, lethal intoxication
My Lord has set me free
From ******* and misery
In exchange for humility
And benevolent hospitality
I love caring, I love preparing
I love learning, I love reaffirming
My walk with God, the Holy Spirit
My Savior, My Life, My Everything

Luke 4:18
"The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to set the oppressed free,",
365 · Dec 2014
Wonder
Santiago Dec 2014
I ask myself will I make it
Will my body take it
All my scars, wounds, injuries
Guns, grenades, artilleries
Body fatigue in this major league
My dreams are uncertain
My goals are important
My drive moves instant
Aiming for a better life
Searching for my chosen wife
I'm a southern soldier
Mentally growing older
364 · Apr 2015
Cry
Santiago Apr 2015
Cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to be your everything
I wanted to be your hero
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted the same for you
I wanted you to stay I flew away

Move on, love life, date guys, be happy, be safe take care, have fun but don't be reckless, be smart stay smiling, in the end when everything is over you'll still be deep inside the bottom of my heart.... As long as your happy I'm happy Ly
H
Santiago Jun 2015
I know I need You
I need to love You
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You, is that so wrong?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

Now You pull me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell You, all that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Oh can You look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what I've become
What have I become?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

I hear You say,
"My love is over. It's underneath.
It's inside. It's in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel.
The times that you question, 'Is this for real? '
The times you're broken.
The times that you mend.
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.
Well, My love is over, it's underneath.
It's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.
The times you're hurting.
The times that you heal.
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
I'm there through your heartache.
I'm there in the storm.
My love I will keep you, by My pow'are alone.
I don't care where you fall, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends. "

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh.
364 · Jun 2015
Better Left Unread She Said
Santiago Jun 2015
"I don't have the strength to give this a title, when I see him I will cry, and he will think it is because I have missed him,

And I have missed him every second he has been gone, but I have also hurt him, and he does not know"

Your words of truth & honesty, **** me as much as they heal me, thank you for what you revealed me, for being real to me.

I will cry when I see her too, love you boo.
Conejo - Would You Die For Me
363 · Oct 2014
Written Destruction
Santiago Oct 2014
A curse, upon the worst
Evils first revelation
My life was intuned
Like the Devils cartoon
A game of chess A test of the best
Corrupted mind Hard to find
Granted the finest attributes
Devils charm highest altitude
Surrouneded by wickedness
Falling victim to his trap
Collapsing under his control
I received the name of The Devil
Chaos causing havic formal rebel
My visions on a whole nother level
Thee unforgiven, was only the beginning
The baddest one in town, all around
I guess my life was destined for destruction
However, a voice spoke with instruction
Dwelling in my agony for I was stamped for life
I was given hope high above from the heavens
Upside down yet I flipped it all around
Heat began rising, flames bursting out in rage
Same chapter just a different page
A win or lose situation, required expectations
This is my curse from birth
Gifted fallen spirit always with it uplifted
From chains keeping me within *******
Im a fight give it everything I got
Taking place right in front of me
Recognize the land is all free for inhabitants
Stay focus never put your guard down
I remember as a child
The Devil took me by the hand
Walking right beside the evilmaker
Taking charge like thee undertaker
Never had a choice always labeled
A villain the bad guy who never win
The world had me in a spin
Thats fine cuz I came back much harder
Reaching out much farther
My story I share, you cant compare
Its only a small portion of the spectrum
Thoughts Running Perpendicular
362 · Nov 2015
Feels So Good ♡
Santiago Nov 2015
To have Jesus live in my heart
To praise him with all my soul
To have him restore me
To have him protect me
To have him heal my wounds

It's the best feeling ever
It's the best smile ever
It's the best inner peace ever
It's the most holy thing in me
My Lord Jesus Christ

He cleans my blood
He cleans my food
He cleans my temple
He cleans my thoughts
He cleans my heart

He does it with open arms
Keeps me from evils harm
He's my lucky charm,
With him I could never go wrong
He makes me even more strong
All day listening & singing his songs

Gracias Padre Celestial
Divine Inspiration
Celestial Intervention
Holy Spiritual Protection
362 · Apr 2015
A Lovers Poem
Santiago Apr 2015
I hope it's you
If only you knew
All I ever wanted
Is you...
360 · Dec 2014
Brown Monster
Santiago Dec 2014
Yeah that's me
A king with a crown
From the town
Of the south side
Ready to ride or die
No lie it's the real deal
Family's happy tonight
Even through the fight
Managed to shine light
Short Poem
359 · May 2015
Boys Like Girls - Thunder
Santiago May 2015
My bodies weak, my mind tormented
Demons crept in destroyers infested
My soul grew cold, I was told before
To stay away, I didn't listen & lost vision
Now I'm here all alone, in a war zone
Harassing on the avenue, irritations grew
Evil minded people, holding me down
Psychological forms of deception
It's a windy road today, coping day by day
Hoping I leave this ugly world one day
My eyes light brown, lighting thunder
Were made for you, to shine your time
To bring up your spirit, to bring you to life
To bring you closer to his light,
I guess that was the toughest fight,
But I fought the devil with all my might
To bring you a clear sight, in truths delight
The world has taken me under,
Broken through my vest, and armor
Snatched the love I cherishly harbored
Now I'm tore up, beat up, can't pick up
My only wish for you, keep shining light
Keep living, give testimony, bright ceremonies
In his name, never be ashamed,
He put this immense love I have for you
Deep in my heart, don't know why?
But he did, and it hurts me,
Yet it worked in me, grew in me,
Made me stronger, my heart said
I belong to her, you're my sound track
My goofy, silly kick back, my smiles
My nervous breakdown, you know
You felt the same get down,
I wanna feel you in my veins
Like rain soothing all this pain
I'm doing my best to disarm
All the wicked world incriminating
Discriminating against to harm
Stay safe and sound, I only desire
One person to be the mother of my child
A divine being my creator blessed me with
There's no one else in this world
I want, desire, need but you
I wish you the best, a life from you
Would bring a never ending bliss
Believe me, please don't deceive me
I've come this far, kept locked in my heart
If it's not a bonding love from above
Tell me please, here, now, today, tomorrow
Asap so I won't lead myself blind
And keep searching but never truly find
What I once thought was mine...

I'll always be your thunder protecting you,
Loving you, guarding you, saving you, helping you, assisting you, mending you, repairing you, recovering you, enlightening you, through god and sincerity, honesty, love and respect,

Yours truly,
Forever
357 · May 2015
Romantic Thoughts
Santiago May 2015
You walk in, I know it's you
And you know it's me
We quickly hug close tight
I inhale down your neck
Kiss it softly, tender biting
Seductive fighting, reach
For your beautiful lips
Juicy and red, left dead
For so long, in need
Of true loves kiss, I miss
To set it free, finally allow
Souls make love & meet
Form and bond, for so long
After they shower, fresh
Smell both clean, unseen
In the dark, white candles
Lit on fire, you on top is my desire, get lost in love with me, as you stand there, I pull down those lovely jeans, unbutton, and pull down your zipper, bring them to the floor slowly, while I kiss my sacred treasure, all around & lick my tiny pop, liquids drop, make it hot, non stop, pull it back eat my tasty sundae, banana split, smell like water clean like shampoo, don't pull my hair to hard, intensity just lay back & close your eyes, relax & enjoy the movie, feel it smoothly, it's a thriller a 5 star, shooting star, flames igniting it, biting it, finally enter it's cave, dark and deep where the sun don't shine, it'll only take once to make you mine....
357 · Jun 2015
Mandy Moore - Cry
Santiago Jun 2015
"Cry"

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I been hearing you cry in my brain, please don't cry I can hear you deep down my head. I don't know if it's me or my head, but something tells me you're hurting please don't cry mi vida...
Santiago May 2015
(feat. Ashlei Mayadia)

[talking:]
Hey, come into my house for a second
What house, yeah my real house listen to your boy

[K-Rino:]
I been to' down by the world, now it's time to rebuild
I'm real enough to call you fake, and you too fake to tell me that I'm real
Out of your two sides, which one will we know
The real side behind closed doors, or the one that you show
When I'm alone I talk to myself, that's strange to you
I think we all do, you crazy if you don't in my view
Showing as much of my game face, the world can consume
But how do I carry myself, when it's just me in a room
Don't get me wrong, I thank the good Lord for blessing my stillness
Like ignorance, seems to get more blessings than realness
Positivity I condone, but still I'm prone to do evil
Have you ever felt alone, inside a room full of people
If we could read minds for a day, and hear what folks ain't speaking
You might be shocked, if you knew what some of these people were thinking
About you yeah you, I know that I'm being felt
You can tell them lies to me, but you can't lie to yourself

[Hook: Ashlei Mayadia]
The side of me, that you don't see
That shows the pain, and the misery
That I'm going through, but never showing you
But when I'm all alone, this is what I do

[K-Rino:]
My bad side I'm guilty, you're barely checking that
I dream that I shed tears, the second that God read me my record back
I activate thoughts, and sharpen my wits
The deeper you go inside my heart, the darker it gets
I rarely speak about my street wars, the things that I've done
The youngster that tried to **** me, in 2001
Or was it 2002, I can't remember myself
I can't forget where I came from, cause I never left
Now if I wanna stack, I gotta bring my serious mind back
I put nothing past nobody, and it's a period behind that
I been the villain and the victim, but my love is blind black
If you ain't sure you heard me right, then rewind that line back
I take the bad with the good, cause they feed eachother
I might be tripping, but it's kinda like they need eachother
Because without good, the bad wouldn't be seen and such
And without the bad, the good might not mean as much

[Hook]

[K-Rino:]
The me you don't see, the side that tends to play men
The side the day he asked God, to forgive him for the same sin
The side of me that's scared to fail, and won't face the ill winds
That occasionally doubts, the existence of real friends
The real me, not the M.C. that brag and boast
The man who underappreciates women, he loves the most
The side of me that wanna give up, but'll never admit it
Who know the move I pulled was out of line, but still went and did it
I'm trying to gather good intentions, and abolish what's left
The man that's sitting inside the *** house, with not of his self
Do I think it's fair I make music, that not many jam
Or hourly say I ain't tripping, but inside I really am
Women come and go, relationships was never what they could be
Some loved me, but I don't think none of em understood me
Cause if they did, we'd still be together possibly
But I can't cry about it, cause whatever happened was meant to be yeah

[Hook]
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