how many times do i have to push people away?
how much longer would i feel this way?
it's killing me, i do not know what is this
this feeling inside me is weighing me down
a while a go i was just happy
i was smiling, laughing, joking, i was ok.
but there is just times when i feel like drowning
when i feel like i'm sinking very deeply
and i do not know how much longer this will take
i cannot describe it
i'm not depressed
i'm not sad
well, maybe a bit
but, i don't understand.
i have good friends and family
i'm doing good on academics but
why? can somebody please tell me why do
i feel this way?
for a minute could be laughing and smiling
but anytime too, i feel like crying
i feel not laughing or smiling anymore
i don't understand.
why?