As I float, gazing at you
feeling all my bad habits fade away with every passing day
As my heavy thoughts dissolving within me,
I am reborn, leaving my past to obtain my present.

****
You
Devon

Your touch.
Your touch gives me the butterflies,
I haven’t felt since…
Your smell gives me warmth deep within me.
You are my sunshine breaking through.

My Gardener

from beneath the soil,
slowly i grow.
pushing through, with the little strength i have left.

for my gardener pushed me deep into the soil,
hoping i would not raise.

Therefore, I did.

The things I thought were so important,
are no longer relevant.
You remolded my idea of a perfect man.
Patient and gentle,
Caring and kind.
I'm so happy,  you are all mine.

little blue pills.
Morning sickness,
nothing tastes the same,
my toothpaste makes me gag.
All the side effects without all the benefits

morning sickness,
All this just for  human contact
Just to feel loved.

Is this love?  
Or is this lust for companionship.