Black smoke
It pushes them away
When they want you to stay
You don't make a sound
You just lye around
Black smoke
It glitters & glistens
But nobody listens
When your cries cant be herd
They all seem to turn , away
Black smoke
You live with it
Breathing it in
Your world stars to spin
You can't let it win
Black smoke
The bottle shaking in your hand
As you smile again
But the handful go's down
Better when you frown
Black smoke
Before you know it its won
The damage is done

Standing beyond guards,
twisted bars and shards

With shattered knuckles
and broken ankles

Dilated eyes in the face of elusiveness

Where is freedom in hollowness?

Spinning round in vast emptiness

Conceptions, misconceptions
mixing in wild motions

Surrounded by scented candles
and flowers posing birth or perhaps death

....Fainted in bewilderment....

Taking a jump to the unknown
Spiraling down the rabbit hole
Falling slowly with nothing in sight
Staying brave as I take flight
Coming to a land with my feet on the ground
I open my eyes to see what I've found
A different would that's kept secret and underground
To a fantasy of a world where no one makes a sound.

As you touch me I get wet
Dripping down on the bed
Put yourself inside of me
In and out as I scream
Kiss me rough
Pull my hair
Fill me up with your ***
I will explode all over you when I'm done