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 May 2017 Gaffer
nivek
evil lurks in shadows
finds a willing mind

or rather a weak one
call them disenfranchised

and that is where the fingers point
ultimately

right back to ourselves
 May 2017 Gaffer
Soph T
Easy
 May 2017 Gaffer
Soph T
Do I mean nothing to you?
Did you find it easy to throw me away?
I stood there waiting,
Hoping for you to show up.
You left me there,
All by myself.
It must've been easy,
But it was hard for me.
I didn't want to let you go,
I didn't want to say goodbye.
But you forced me,
Because you were selfish.
You might've stopped loving me,
But I never stopped loving you.
I never left you,
And I don't think I ever will.
 May 2017 Gaffer
Soph T
Calm down,
Everything is okay
Stop crying,
You have no reason to be sad.
Be happy,
Your family loves you.
Don't be angry,
He didn't do anything.
No one is hurting you but yourself,
You're killing yourself.
Stop,
Please.
I know you can't control it,
But try.
You're losing yourself.
Eventually,
There will be nothing left to lose.
And that's what I worry about,
I don't want to lose you too.
Don't do it,
Please.
Look around you,
See all the people who care about you.
If you need to go,
Then go.
But stay alive for them,
Stay alive
 May 2017 Gaffer
AnonEMouse
Im counting days on a calender since we've spoke.
Days of strength and possibility.
But today i broke, heavy is my heart with weight of you.
The taste of your lips and the touch of your hands that linger from 3 weeks past.
The what ifs and the whys all rolled into one big paranoia.
Cant mistake the beating heart that pulsed under my fingers; refrain.
Refrain for a simple indulgence that we both desire.
Fear binds you to a proper way long lost amongst many
That unmistakeable pounding of the heart like blood through the veins yields no relief from the inquisition of my mind.

Do you love me?
Could you love me?
Why am i here?
All questions remain just that. Empty and unfulfilled, like us that day.
How long can this go on, i do not know.

Ive tried to cover myself with people or things.
Trying to pass the time, where you would fade.
Some memories have, but not your smell or your hair, your pretty smile or your voice. Those are constant.

There are days when i can push you aside and decieve myself.
That i dont care and you dont matter.
But i find myself hoping you had a successful day, or that there might be a sighting from afar.

News that you were leaving left mixed emotions.
Good for him, he deserves that.
 Ill never see him again....
But if i never see him again??
Out of sight out of my mind used to be my motto, until you.

So i beg this question again:
How long can this go on?
Because it has been two years and my heart still aches for you.
 May 2017 Gaffer
Aurora
As you come into the world, and you see the light, you hope you don't see it again, for a long, long time. You make new friends everyday, and gain opportunity. If you don't take some chances here and there, you have no right to say you're living, because to live is to have conflict, questions, answers, death and loss. The thing to remember, is not to cry, is not to whine, is not to make a fuss, because if you do, they will never stop staring, because they don't know the real you. If they don't know the real you, they'll think your over reacting, that it's all you. They might think that they know the problem, that they know the answer, but they don't, so keep quiet, always smile, never look at your feet, and most importantly, ignore the negativity, the comments, the devil on your sholder. Because you ARE worth it, and you DO matter, you are NOT a tiny voice in the crowd, you are a blooming Caterpillar, waiting to bloom into a beautiful Butterfly.
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