It’s nighttime, of course.
It’s wet outside, and it’s not raining.
Muffled voices, winded cries.
I don’t want to be here no more.
Frowning til I hurt.
Hoping someone will save me
From the balcony.

I could never forgive myself
for the things I’ve done.
I was your light in the dark;
I was everything you lived for.
How could I even throw this away?
An incredible best friend, family,
and friends.

I don’t know, the cold hits me hardest too.

I’ll do the things you tell me; I will do anything to be able to be that hope again.
To have someone like you in my life
Is worth risking all I have.

Is it okay if I stay and say hello for a while
Or is it true what I say I hate but I do
The waking hours knowing you’re alive
Makes me wonder are we ever going to be alright
And when the sun sets and tomorrow’s here
Should I care, behave, like you liked me to be
There is time the healer who fixes all
But still I love the one
The one who is patiently waiting for me
The one who loves me too

somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body.  i like what it does,
i like its hows.  i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric furr,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new

Better that every fiber crack
and fury make head,
blood drenching vivid
couch, carpet, floor
and the snake-figured almanac
vouching you are
a million green counties from here,

than to sit mute, twitching so
under prickling stars,
with stare, with curse
blackening the time
goodbyes were said, trains let go,
and I, great magnanimous fool, thus wrenched from
my one kingdom.

say, all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes are grey as ****

i only have one wish

let me take a picture, of this.
keep it in my memories
for i'll forget you the next day

oooh, oooh
all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes are grey as ****

why do i keep? doing this.

i get no sleep anymore anyways
though i keep on dreaming of you
everyday

though - all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes grey as ****