That's one look from his eyes
you're hypnotized
More than your lips could muster wish that your lips was totally press against buying in silence our tongues intertwine electric shock waves tingle and dance through my lips into yours hearts race bodies crave more starving for affection Blissful and pure ripping your clothes off as we explore

Sitting against a wall
Beginning to rise and fall
Fill to the very tip must not be wasteful do not let it drip

Quickly quickly must find vein insert inject relieve the pain life feel the sadness wells up . my tears are most the time trap for years tucked down deep inside for the monsters outside  can't get in my head. the Visions multiply stealing my memories instead so yes it's the truth I do agree and do a shot after another shot so I can be free to drowned out this hate have for myself **** every inch of my life away so I can live and breathe without the pain but am I broken or am I insane

I'm sitting here thinking about my life as my homies take it turned shooting dope.

This addiction is bad
This injection will change your life is everything and nothing as well as unexplainable it's like being stabbed with a knife a million time.

A very my whole body inside and out I want to end it so bad it makes my mind feels so much doubt losing my mind losing control this specific drug
is the worst of its kind

Easily sedated thoughts trapped in a collapsing world of overdosed reality.
It all begins when I inject myself with the drug with my needle too intense to notice I'm just heading into a vacant empty Hollow world.
The pleasure exploded into my bloodstream the magic feeling of translations for goals of energy are floating through the air come alive or maybe I think I am mostly a choice only God decided the numerous days return 2 weeks not sure what I'm doing some weeks my habit gets sporadic spontaneously I lose myself in this hell
Demonic love for this drug
I'm weakling I misplaced my reality hoping for a better tomorrow I gave myself away lost my hopes and dreams disappeared into this drug now I will be haunted forever by the memory of what I could have choice but didn't .

I never fear the monsters under my bed the ones Under the Stairs or the ones in the closet . The fear I'm willing to deal with is the monsters in my head you see they eat at me causing me grief.

Yes it's undenying the truth is underlining the monster is actually me I have had this piece and it's crazy have it deep down in my gut to only come free the day is turn the night that is when my monster Feeds greedily and selfish.

It does not give me seconds rest blow leaves totally my monster consumes my soul my memories my skills my love my personality will be stopping when you're reaching the point of no return.

My depression kicks in there as well until night falls again seems that my darkness that covers my soul was always trying to swallow up what is left of my memories I having trouble putting the puzzles together form a picture that is complete my special memories the very precious ones to me the ones that don't seem to matter much to anybody else but they are my life he seemed to dissolve with every dose of amphetamines that I inject into myself brings me one step closer to forgetting everything

Your gentle eyes
            Soft smile
      Caressing hands
         The daydream
       My instant bliss
My own Personal drug!

So ****** off
I know you
Don't even care
Im so messes up
Filled with despair
I seem to look for sadness
Its everywhere around
in my heart,mind and Veins
Madness a ever sinking ship
Empty heart
Broken soul
****** off in so many ways
unsure about what to do uncomfortable
Unhealthy
Unhappy
In this Darkness
That torn me down
waves of defeat increase
A Weird phase
As a Creepy grin crosses your evil face
It Cuts me deep
Im not the same anymore
My Tormented life
Scarred n bruised Im disgust my
By my  brain.