It was over
In a space of a heartbeat
Gone
Just like that
It was over

It feels like I am under water and I can barely breath.

I am slowing drowning, but people around me look just fine.

I cry for help but more water enters my heavy lungs.

People stare at me in disbelieve, do they think I am joking?

Another wave comes and the panic grows bigger.

My arms are getting weaker and I can feel my body sinking...

I have nothing left, but hope, so I pray, pray for a God that minutes ago I didn't believe in.

I give all that I have remaining. I cry my heart out for Him, only a miracle would save me...

I thought that was it, I would drown and nobody would even notice.

I take a glance around me and I was closer to shore. I could hear people shouting and having fun.

I was swimming...

My weak arms had gain strength, they were moving, one by one.

The Lord gave me the power to choose weather I would save myself or not...

In the garden of life
We have flowers and treat them well
But in the end they always wither
So enjoy every drop watered
Each ray of sunshine
Each day
Every hour
Every second
Because as this flower withers
Only memories will remain

it's not easy being the superhero
in fact
it's hell
because while you're out there
saving the whole ******* world
who is going to save you?
nobody
those selfish ******* need you
but you need them more
and they'll never know
that
sometimes the superhero
needs saving too

Can you hear my silent scream,
in the middle of this riot?
Can you stop the tears that are rolling down my eyes and burning my face?
Can you hear the voices shouting so loud everything becomes quiet, can't you hear them?
Can you see my body is shaking with fear. Can you help me see the light, when all I see is darkness?
I gasp for air, air that burns my heavy lungs.
Can you help me fight this battle against the monsters within me?
Can you sew my open wounds that bleed everyday?
Can you help me start a revolution in me? No, you can't. I must be lying...