They say I'm too much
that I'm crazy cause I
care so much
say so much
give so much
love so much
But if insanity is measured
by the storms we've weathered
the determination we place
in front of fear's face
and the dedication
never to take a vacation
then I want to be crazy!
Because the alternative is lazy
And maybe I'm not too much for you.
Maybe you're not enough for me.

I wrote a million letters I'll never send
to release a billion thoughts in my head
but still here are a trillion voices that never end

You find yourself
when you stop chasing someone else

live every day as if it is your last
for the now will soon be the past
and you don't want to regret
these days you can't forget
for when it has become "back then"
you won't be able to change them
but in the moment, you know how
and you can change the now

The things that happened to me before you
weren't yours
but they weren't mine either
The things that happened to me because of you
were all yours
and those weren't mine either

Don't think I didn't notice the way you looked at me sometimes
That room wasn't the first time I had noticed your eyes

You may be perfect on paper,
but you had no problem kissing her