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Apr 2019 · 124
WHY
Eli Apr 2019
WHY
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Why am i alive

Why do i hate you

Why do i hate myself

Why am i insecure

Why does no one  like me

Why does nobody love me
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Am i too ugly

Am i selfish

Do i need to care

If i care will they  care  

Will they return to me

Or will i be abandoned

And cast me away

Like everyone else

Or will they open their arms

And say come here i need you
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so i ask again

Why am i alive

Why do i hate you

Why do i hate myself

Why am i insecure

Why does no one  like me

Why does nobody love me
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i just ask why
Feb 2019 · 162
Remembrance of My Death
Eli Feb 2019
Remembrance of My Death

Around, all around, the storm clouds gather.
My dread grows as the headsman's axe falls against my head.
It crushes me, and darkly my

blood drips
to the broken ground.
In numbness I cry out
while death looms closer.
Now alone, my soul falls upon cold eyes.
           And i drift into the darkness father and father until i am no more and non-existent  

That is my doom
Feb 2019 · 457
Under my skin
Eli Feb 2019
Under my skin are blood and veins and bones

That is what is under skin but what people don’t know is that i hide under this skin you gave me  

under labels that we placed  upon this face and clothes i wear you seem uncomfortable with me

so i try to ware the thing that you seem to care for but all i get back is how and were and who is

this person i try to be for you  it seems worthless sometimes but it makes you happy and i dont

know what would happen if i told the truth so i hide under this skin that is not mine but you seem

To care for it and love it so i were this skin suit for you so maybe you'll care  for me they way i

Care for you

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