A feeling of anxiousness
Overwhelms me
Intensely
But not really anxiousness
Or nervousness
Can't describe it
Except,
Agida

The day, today
Is my brother's wedding
Smiling faces, happy people
A hand shake
A casual greeting
A girl sitting next to me
Don't get too close
Because then I'll get too close
And the ceiling and
The walls will collapse
I'll be trapped there
For three years
Under the weight
Of what i thought
Was a lost love
Picked up by a fallen angel
Don't talk to me
Don't look at me
Don't cause me
To fall in love with you
Because I am just
Dumb enough to
Actually do it
The night ends
Everyone is drunk
And I'm still thinking
About you
The Bell that rings
In my ears
It will ring until
The day of my death
And I'll always remember
May 27

It's ok
I know someday
I'm gonna be with you

I walk and I walk
And I talk to myself
And I tell myself
It won't be okay
Everything won't be fine
It never has been
So it never will be
That's the way it works
So I walk and I walk
And I talk to myself
And I tell myself
I don't want to give up
Giving up is weak
I am strong, mentally
The strongest I know
But how can I do it?
How can I keep going
When it will never be fine?
But I walk and I walk
And I talk to myself
And I tell myself
It will be okay
Everything will be fine
Because I will make it that way
Whatever I have to do
I'll make this happen
I stop walking
I stop talking
And I begin
Making everything okay

Pay your debt
Make your bet
You wept and wept
Over the promise you kept
And all the while
You face the trials
Of your own never ending
Death

No period of six days
Has ever felt so long
As this one seems to
I've never felt so wrong
Feel like I'm in a maze
With an hour long ****** song
Stuck in my head all day
For some reason I'm singing along
Going backwards in a daze

I'm slowly disintegrating
I'd love to say I feel nothing
But that would be a lie
I feel everything all the time
It really ***** ***
When will it be over?