Dear God,
*******
For everything you've put us through
The people here who write about
Sadness, depression, lost love
Heartbreak, anger, pity
It's not fair what we have to endure
Every single day
So I don't think you actually exist
But if you do,
*******, God.
*******.

I'm floating
Or sinking
Or splashing
Or swimming
Not really sure
Swirling around
In a lost puddle

When do I try again?
I honestly don't know
It's only been a day
But it feels like weeks
If I try too soon
Will it be a mistake?
Or is it what she wants?
I honestly don't know
Should I take a chance
Or wait for her
As long as it takes
It's what she asked for
But it's so hard
I'm caving under the pressure

Another cigarette
Another case of beer
Another bad decision
Another child of fear

One more time
One more day
One more fault
One more fray

Keep on smoking
Keep on drinking
Keep on ruining
Keep on sinking

Continue your mess
Continue your ways
Continue ******* us up
Continue to pray

You think God
is going to fix
what you've done?

One more far fetched game
Keep on wishing
Continue your dream

Cried out
To you alone
What's in you?
Throw me a bone
Oh life
What did you know?
How do we ever decide?

Careful love
Blow it away
Let's go there
What do you say?
Oh life
Why do you wait?
How do we get to the sky?

Called out
To you alone
What made you?
Maybe you know
Oh life
Let it all go
How do we get to the sky?

You know when you find someone
Who is the most perfect person
For you

And you know this is true
Immediately, know what they mean
To you

They have all of the qualities you need
In a person, you want them forever
With you

La quiero
La necesito
La amo