She's the second me
We r the same person
With different
Personality
She's everything
That i'm not
Everything
I wanna be
Everything
I love
She's the best part of me
She the one
That i can trust more
Thn anyone
The one that knws me
More than i know my self
She's the one that always
Helps me
The one that i need
For now and forever
She's the other part of me
That i can always see next to me
She's my everything
We always fight thats true
We dont talk much thats true
But i'm always there for her
And shes always there for me
She's not my twin
But
She's my sister
She's my older sister
She's my other half

they've escaped my body
all the thoughts in my head
they went in with my dinner
and out with my sanity
as if you could get rid of a problem by making one
but maybe i'm the problem
i don't even know what i'm getting rid of
i half want to go up to something who purges in the bathroom and ask
"what's your excuse"
the other half of my thoughts go toward telling someone the truth
a conversation i do not want to have
would you?
it's not like i'm being ***** trained
i can't go up to my mother and say
"Look mommy, i threw up on my own."

I'm dead and gone
So ready to die
dreaming of suicide
blades are my only friends
they make me happy
bring me to the end

My heart hurts
It really hurts
There's no one here with me
I'm alone
I feel like crying but I can't
It hurts
It has been hurting for so long
Why can't it stop?
Why can't you just love me?
Who do I have to suffer so much?

apology accepted,
trust denied.

As she sits in her room with the lights off,
she thinks about all the names she's been called,
geek, lame, ****, ******, stupid, lonely she cant take it no more
she gets her knife out and starts slitting.

she slits and slits until she goes to her other arm, she does a deep slit straight up and down while she still has the time,
she writes a note for her family,

"Dear family,
I'm sorry but i couldn't take it no more the name calling the punching, kicking and screaming. Every time you asked me if I was okay I replied with 'I'm just tired'. and you believed it. You never saw the tears in my eyes, you never knew how many times i cried myself to sleep, and you'll never know now. Tell Jess I love him. I love you guys too.
Goodbye."

Then she lays there on her floor dead.