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Eevee Aug 2018
I am a fried,
Afriad that she will never talk to me,
Call me,
Text me,
But I can never get what I need from her.

So I put these fasodes on,
Not the real me,
Fake me.
Tell me where to hide,
How to escape the pain,
She cased me.
Eevee Aug 2018
All at once people pass me,
Like I am invisible,
Like I don’t exist.
A feeling of emptiness inside,
Stays till I die.

All at once a ringing in my ear,
I turn to look at it,
But nothing appeares.
I start to call,
Yell,
Make it stop some how.

All at once my heart stops,
There in the center of a group,
The perfect guy I have ever seen.
A guy that is admired by all,
A guy that has the perfect smile.
A guy that makes me get up and go to school.
All at once love hits,
Like a hurricane.
Eevee Feb 2018
I am so close to the finish line,
I hold onto the memory’s from the beginning to the end,
Waiting to return to normal.

Sure the swimming is nice,
The view,
But you miss the things you leave behind the most,
Your friends,
And family.

When you want to say goodbye,
But it is to hard.
The sadness overwhelmes you,
The anger of leaving.
We are almost there
Eevee Nov 2017
When no one wants to be near you,
when you are by yourself
when a black storm kills everyone but you
You stop to look around and no one is there to hold your hand.

You look at the sky one more time but see the fresh blue sky, you look over and see a girl you do not know
soon you are friends
and you realize you are never truly alone.
Eevee May 2018
Look at the future,
What do you see.
A kid in a hat,
A boy with a bat.
A girl asking you to do her hair.

In the past I see,
Me as a kid,
A kid not knowing were to go,
A girl with a crush on a boy,
But afraid to say anything.

But right here,
Right now,
I see people ready to take on the world.
Nervous, but ready,
Like tiger going on it’s first hunt.

Back in time
When you focus on the past, and future you miss the what is happening right now
Eevee Jan 2018
When you believe you can do anything,
when you say i "if i believe it will happen."
everyone thinks your nuts.
Call to your friends that love you for who you are.
the people that care to know what is going on,
in YOUR life.
look at the stars,
and wish.

I believe that one day the boy i care and love,
will come back to me.
And snap out of his funk,
the way that he fell for the wrong girl.
If I believe,
He will come back to me.
Eevee Oct 2018
There's a bone in your body that helps you move,
breath,              
run,          
and walk.

Some help you eat,
and drink,
some are hard,
some are frugal.

Broke,
or fracture
night or day
bones are here to stay.
Eevee Sep 2018
My life is like a book.
Neverends,
Never telles you what happened,
or what’s wrong.

You will never hear me complain about things,
Or hear me tell *** people I hate my life,
I will keep my mouth closed,
And hope that no one knows what I am thinking.

I could tell them what’s bugging me,
I could tell them about my leg,
About my heart,
About the pain I feel.
I could do this stuff,
Yet I choose pain then help every time,
I listen to my friends problem,
And add to the collection of sad story’s and pain.

I will look death in the eyes over and over again,
And stil come back.
I could walk on fire and feel nothing,
But when it comes to the heart,
That’s everyone’s weakness.

My life is like a book that never lends,
You can add you story to my library,
I could add it my sad story.
Eevee Jan 2018
The story you seek to know,
the story of her great blow.
To see her tears buff up in her eyes,
maybe she just wants to cry.
The room she lives in is a mess,
covered in tears and screams,
with blankets on the floor,
covered in her mascara.
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He wallows in shame,
as he goes through the  seen in his head,
The way her eyes fell to the ground,
as she ran to the bathroom,
as he saw himself break her heart.
The scream he hears at night,
is only his nightmare,
of what he did.
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As they pass eachother at school,
and look down,
They don't talk,
they don't look up,
They wallow away,
till they are only a memory.
:~(
I have been in many relationships. it hurts for a little bit, but it will all be ok.
Eevee May 2018
There are bugs in my room,
In my hair,
In my mouth,
In my heart.

They are my comfort,
They are my friends,
Till you step on one.

Then I go crazy,
So they go cray.
I open my heart up to people I am not quite comfortable with.
Look in the mirror,
What do you see,
I see bugs,
To give you hope.

Bugs
Don’t be afraid to be you
Eevee Aug 2018
THUMP THIMP!!!
It rings out across the school,
Teachers and students take shelter.
“Run while you can!!”
Someone shouts.

THUMP THUMP!!!
There coming,
There already here,
You can’t miss them.
They take you to that dark place,
A place were you want to escape,
But never get the chance to do.
A place where schools get shot,
Because people don’t think twice.
Bullies are are problems,
Let’s change that
Eevee Jan 2018
Lets Celebrate,
i did something good,
I did something amazing.
I said lets celebrate.

We can go to the mall,
go to Lagoon,
we can go to boondocks,
We can go out to dinner
Celebrating 51 poems
Eevee Feb 2018
I sit on the beach,
thinking of what will come next.
Till i feel the night sky.
i look at my face,
in the broken water.
Feeling the names as they sink into me.
The feeling of the sadness,
and humiliation.

Should i come or go?
walk into the room,
walk out of the house.
look to the light,
they say.
the life of coming or going.
See the light,
look to it.
Eevee May 2018
Where’s you comfort zone?
Mine is home on the couch,
Traveling with family.

But you always got to take it step by step.
I leave my comfort today,
The safty of family.
I am scared,
But ready to take that first step into adulthood.
Eevee Jan 2018
Something is coming up,
something big,
something huge.
I want to run,
but i will never escape the,
the monster that follows me.
My shadow of a doubt.
My heart is torn in two,
make up your mind,
It's coming up,
That word again,
They all repeat.
But NO ONE can ESCAPE THE COMING UP.
Eevee Jan 2018
There is darkness in my sole,
i don't know where it came from.
A little voice inside tells me to run,
and never stop,
never stop going to the safe spot.

In a mothers arms,
on the road,
in the house you grew up in.
I can't hide from the my darkness,
Can you?

There is darkness in my sole,
and no one is safe.
Eevee Jan 2018
My true love is Dead as a door nail.
He falls for a girl the likes his best friend and him.
he says he she fell from heaven,
that she is the one for him.

She is playing him,
like a violin.
He can't see past the beauty in her.
but the cruel,
twisted,
awful person she truly is.

Don't be like me,
and let him fall,
for the evil inside that person.
Tell him the truth,
believe that they will listen,
and don't back down.
My true love is dead as a door nail.
this poem is for anyone that needs to tell there friend, or crush the truth.
and this goes to my friend.
Eevee Nov 2017
A monster with no face.
A monster that hunts out of it's taratory.
A monster that Will drag you away from your family.
A monster that will **** you on sight.
A monster that threatened an entire town.
A monster from the Upside-down.

A monster that kills people for a game,
A monster that always gets what it wants,
A monster that is controlled by another monster.
A monster.... That will never go away.

Demigorgon
From stranger things
Eevee Mar 2018
I am distant in my heart,
I had to leave,
                        My friends,
                                          My family,
                                                            And my crush
I am here,
Alone,
Wishing for a way out,
I want to escape my prison,
Run to the place I last remember.

I am distant,
My crush could have had me,
But he fell for another girl.
A girl that took advantage of his generosity.

I am distant from my friends,
I have no one to tell my problems to,
Or get advice about a boy.

I am distant from my family,
I can’t cry in the arms of my family,
The sadness I hold inside,
I cry in my pillow now,
Wishing for the pain to stop.
I am distant
I just moved to another state, and I am so nervous. I had to leave in the middle of my school year. So I feel alone.
Eevee Jan 2018
Dream of a person,
that's it.
look to the left,
do you see that person?
every time i look to the right,
i see him.

in my Dreams,
he sweeps me off my feet.
His smile,
his laugh,
the way he says hello,

Dream of a bad guy,
a person that will do anything,
just to get what he/she wants.
Dream of that person you created,
saving you.
they love you for who you are.

Look at your self in a mirror,
say, My dream can come true.
Now, wake up,
and make your Dream come true.

Dream
Eevee Aug 2018
Your eyes tell a story your mouth,
Or your brain.
You can always tell if there is anything wrong,
           Pain,
                   Fear,
                           Joy,
                              And sadness.

You trie to  conceal the pain,
But someone will know.
Your eyes tell a story,
Weather you want to tell it or burn it.
My Bio mom was never really good at being a mom so when I finally accepted that she didn’t care I stoped begging for the pain to stop, it just did
Eevee Jan 2018
Are you feeling blue?
and all you do is sit,
                             and sit,
                                      and sit.
you say,
i want something existing to help me stop feeling blue.
But is it the boredom that is making you,
feel blue,
or is it the lack of friends,
or maybe it's the love of you life,
just wont snap out of his funk.
well feel better becouse anything will stop you from feeling blue.
Eevee Dec 2017
When you do something amazing,
When you follow your heart,
when you do the one thing that no one is brave enough to do it,
when the one thing you want to do,
you can't.
But a voice inside tells you to do it.
you tell yourself that it will be fine,
but it's not.
you say "i need to finish this task and move on."

Finish
to inspire people to follow there hearts.
Eevee Nov 2017
A kiss is to show affection to someone.
A first kiss is a big deal,
Some have good ones,
when your leg gets that pop, and it's in front of a fountain.
Some have bad ones,
when the guy burps right after, or he picked his noise and ate, and you kissed that.
But not all of them are bad,
Not all of them are good.
Kiss with affection, not grossness.
This is for all girls that are dreaming about there first kiss
Eevee Feb 2018
When you need to make a chose,
when your brain doesn't have the answer,
when life thought you can handle it,
but you can't.

Follow your heart,
The one thing that will never fail you.
It may get broke,
and it will hurt,
but your heart has the best medicine.
Eevee Jan 2018
Freedom,
lives in us,
brings people together,
helps govern a country,
tells people to do the right thing.

Freedom to the people,
lets people have a voice in the world,
Lets us be who we want to be,
let us be the true us.

Freedom.
Eevee Jan 2018
What will the future bring?
When i am older i will be a teacher.
Teach the young the true meaning of love, and friendship.
To teach them the right way to live.
To care about people and have good character.

But the future is not written,
let me tell you what,
You write you future.
Don't let it be a pipe dream,
where is can not be reached.
Make it come true,
so that dream,
is not so small

Furture.
Eevee Dec 2017
Good friends stick together,
good friends don't lie to each other,
good friends don't blame things on each other.

Good friends don't make up stories,
good friends stay friends,
Good friends don't threaten each other.
Good friends don't tell each other the vary thing that makes them mad.
If these aren't your friends, get new ones.
Eevee Jan 2018
You say it's hard to count to 3,
you say it's hard to live life fully,
You say it's hard to move on,
But when the room,
gets lonely,
that's when it is hard.
Eevee Nov 2017
When you just saw you best friend die.
when you see the girl/boy you just kissed, disappear.
When i just sit here listening to the radio, hoping there out there,
But you don't know where to look.
When you are hiding a big secret, from your best friends,
when you don't know why you feel this way,
You think your going crazy, but your not.
You say "I'm fine mom, i need to study." , when you are really going back to listen to the radio.

You can't explain this feeling,
and you think you see them, but then there gone.
You see a shadow behind you but, it's not yours,
you think that it's that one person, and you realize that it's not.
Then you see something and thought that he was going to be there for you.
and you realize that you need to hide.

   hiding
Relates to stranger things
Eevee Jan 2018
In the distance i see a flower,
longing to have a friend.
In the distance i see a meadow,
in the has a flower,
longing for a friend.
They both sing,
hoping that they will meet one day.
but it never happens.
In the distance i see two flowers,
longing for a friend.
Eevee Nov 2017
As I wave to a catterpiller as he smokes his pipe,
As I say hello to the bunny with a watch,
As I wave to the queen that chases me to reality,
And I realize it was just a dream.
Eevee Nov 2017
You need to change them,
feed them,
bathe them,
dress them,
love them,
punish them,
pay for school,
pay for collage,
pay for a car,
and to top it all off,
you absolutely need to do your things too.
           Kids!!!
Eevee Sep 2018
Don’t leave me,
Afraid of the pain,
Afraid that I will lose myself in my own sorrow.

Hear me,
Calling you,
Save me,
When you walk away that really,
Really,
Hurts me.
Don’t leave me,
Your all I have left.
Eevee Dec 2017
When it's time to move away,
to leave the nest for the first time.
When you are going somewhere new,
and you don't know what to do.
you are leaving home for the first time.
Eevee Jan 2018
Yes i know the story,
of the cow and the moon,
the happiness,
the ruffiness,
the sadness,
the place in the dark.

But when life gets hard,
you need to get hard back.
Tell it to back off.
Eevee Jan 2018
Life is like a river,
You never know what is around the next bend.
Before you know it you will be starting kindergarten,
or going into middle school.
You look at yourself and say,
"who will be my friend?"
Your mom says that we are moving to a new place.
And you say,
"Life is like a river."
Eevee Nov 2017
you hear him singing your favorite song,
your listening to him sing to the wall,
Your listening to the note,
his breath,
his words.
you say, "he makes me melt."

You start to practice your self,
Then he's around the corner,
Listening.
You look to see where he's at,
but he's listening to you sing your heart out.
His smile makes you melt.
But you start to talk, and he is listening.

Listening
For that special someone.
Eevee Aug 2018
Everywhere i turn,
i hear noise.
Music,
talking,
calls,
slamming of fingers on a keyboard.
I can't escape the noise.

It's loud.
so loud my ears are burring,
with hate,
and queerness.
then it's quiet,
then loud,
soft,
loud.
over and over again.

School is loud,
Home is loud,
teachers,
friends,
sisters,
brothers.
you can't escape it,
it already here,
it's loud.
Eevee Nov 2017
Love is anything,
                              but, great.
                                                Love is basically anything,

any emotion, Heart breaker, keeping it quiet.
Love can be good or bed,
Like Taylor Swifts song Fifteen,
a song about,
love, heartbreak, crushes, sadness.
So always be on guard.
And look before you fall.
Eevee Dec 2017
Pain is a problem,
It hurts the heart,
It hurts the sole,
It hurts to get up,
It hurts to be outside.

You say love is pain,
Love kills the weak,
love is the source of pain.

The one in your head,
That one guy that makes to daydream,
look at the clouds,
Write poetry about love,
and then you realize he doesn't love you.

So i wrote this poem to give you a clue,
love maybe fun,
but it's your worst nightmare.
For all the people that just went through a break up.
Eevee Aug 2018
She
A girl who loves this guy.
A guy that is so blind he didn’t see her,
Till it was too late.
She left and now he saw his mistake.

He a boy who “loves” this girl,
The girl of his dreams,
The girl that is using him.
He can’t see the true girl of his dreams,
Is right in front of him.
That girl that loves him from a far slowly fades to the background,
Till she is only a memory.
When he looks back all he sees is her face,
Full of sadness,
Hope,
And pain.
Eevee Jan 2018
The story of a girl.
who fell in love,
her daddy said no.
They went to a ball,
they snuck out,
and they always stayed together.

One day they never came,
to that spot that they meet,
she began to cry.
Till she saw him,
she ran to him,
all her love,
all his love.
the love story doesn't end.
He got to the ground,
on one knee and asked that one question.
Daddy said it was OK.

You say that the love story stops at the first kiss,
what about the dates,
and the marriage,
the flowers,
the kids.
the love story continues,
even in death.
This poem is more like the summery of Taylor Swift’s love story song
Eevee May 2019
I was told that everyone has a mask.
We hide ourselves behind one when we’re around,
Friends,
Family,
Even Doctors.
Everyone has one.
You may be sad,
But you tell everyone your fine and smile.
You may be dying and go to work to prove your ok.
Masks are helpful to those who are depressed and crazy.

Sometimes you have to show yourself,
Now or never.
Me
Eevee Aug 2018
Me
I have been told,
Just be me.
How do I do this?
Do what makes you happy,
Do you like to read?
Then read.
Do you like to jump up and down like a loon?
Then do it.
Always be yourself,
If people don’t like you,
Then they want what you have.
Don’t rub it in there face.
Think first,
But don’t be afraid to be me
Always express yourself
Eevee May 2019
Mile 1:
Running to get ahead,
Running to the end,
Knowing your still far out.

Mile 2:
Keeping pace with one person,
You know he will be there,
But all you can say is
“Keep going”

Final mile:
Running to stay alive,
Running to keep up,
To prove to him and yourself that you can do this.

Final stretch:
Last piece,
You see him at the end,
You can’t breath,
Your lungs are moving but no breath comes out.
You push whatever is left and you collapse,
Not in your friends arms but into his arms.
Embarrassed, and tired you stand there.
Unsure of the next step.
He picks you up and puts you on the side,
Hands you water and helps keep you calm.
You may not have won the race,
But the prize was already yours.
This poem is for all the athletic people that, look at there crush on the team and wish that this could be true.
Eevee Nov 2017
The kids that grow up without a dad for a year, are the kids of the government.
They stay in one place for a year or so, and move away,
away from friends,
                                  Family,
                                               some are more than friends.
Not everyone can be lucky,
You say it's the worst,
but you think it will be fun.
So when you grow up and have a family,
remember this poem, in case you want to have a
Military Kid.
Eevee Nov 2017
"There's a monster under my bed" said the scared little boy
"no there's not." said the dad
"look and you'll see"
dad got the flashlight,
"no flashlight"
there was a grown, and gulp, and a burp, then dad was no more.
listen to your kids
Eevee Nov 2020
I prowl in the shadows,
Hiding behind your good,
I know you the best,
Because no one would believe just how terrible you really are.

I know your secrets and fears,
Your weakness and strengths,
Your loss and love.

I'm the demon that never sleeps,
The one that makes sure you know just how you feel.
I make you feel terrible and haunt your soul,
good or bad.
I'm a monster that deals with yourself.

Depression and hatred are forms of mine.
Feeding off the things you consider yours.
I'm a monster and a master.
You can give me a name,
a name that I will answer to.
For some I am a villian from a movie or book,
others I am the thing under your bed called it.

For Monsters never get happy endings.
Hey guys, I know it's been awhile since I posted something.
I have been really struggling with demons and monsters. This year especially has been hard. I cut my Bio mom off and sought help from a therapist. I'm struggling to find myself at the moment so I took to creating characters in books and writing poetry.
Stay strong everyone!!!
Eevee Nov 2017
You get a call from you dad saying, hey we are moving.
you start to tear up, but got a second wind.
you start to get use to the idea till,
you realize you will leave friends, family and more.
You say "I can do anything, if i put my mind to it"
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