When everything's said and done.
And you know that nothing can be undone.
I wish I could've handled things differently.
I could have suppressed my emotions and stayed still silently.

With these new feelings that's been stirring inside of me.
I'm overwhelmed with emotions, how can I let it be?
Both sides succumbed to disastrous pride.
Now, I am wondering how we can turn the tide.

I never thought that good intentions could make you conflicted.
If not explained well, a tear could be heard, and pain might be inflicted.
Now there is this overwhelming turn of events
It's making me very anxious and restless

The sweet words that once came from my mouth
Directed with someone else before everything went south
Now my heart is full of questions and reasonable doubt
I don't know which one is true or what I believe about

Now, I met someone new and he is definitely lovely
I can go everywhere and much more freely
I'm experiencing the same feeling before but much stronger
I hope this time my feelings will stay longer

Being irrational and emotions taking over

Makes you think how real is forever

It makes you go crazy and say unnecessary things

Holding on to every memory of happiness it brings

On other days you say everything that comes to mind

But sometimes answers were so hard to find

Feeling all the emotions in every way

Sometimes, you don't even know the right word to say

It makes you do something you thought you could never do

But at the end of the day, you end up saying, " I love you so."

It's been a while since my heart felt this way
But then, it's my way, and  it's me
I've got so much to write and say
But I'll leave this as it is, look forward and see

Here we go again
It seems like it's always repeatin'
Every time feels like I'm committing a sin
Letting go always causes me great pain

Here it goes again
It's like I'm committing a sin
When you utter words you don't mean
The first thing that comes through is pain

It took one 'Hi.'
It took one smile
To think 'Okay, let's try.'
Said to myself 'It's been a while.'

I've been afraid,
What if my feelings will fade again?
Don't know where this might lead
I'll just wing it, I'll count one to ten

Realized, that life is about trial and error
The harder you fall, the higher you soar
It can be the other way, but it'll harden your core
You can be another nightmare or someone I adore