Who knows,
who will know,
how would they know
if I am laying on the floor
hearing and leaning
what is beneath this surface
shall I dig a hole
and bury myself
Would the other side be more gentle
or it will be twice as harsh
as this world
with the floor I am laying
Shall I keep laying and lying?

My heart sinks
Every time you are near
I want to disappear
I am trembling with fear

How can someone who made me calm
Cause chaos on my skin
I can feel the coldness of my heart
Swallowing my entire existence

I do not wish you to be near
But in the darkness I shall fear
You wiped the dreadful tear
In my silence you can hear

You are my reason to live
Yet we are slowly killing me
The memories want to leave
But the attachment lingers

It was dark
They filled her heart
With poison
Disguised as a kind act.

They promised her
Life will be full of colors
But they made her blind
Too fool to see
the hidden plans

She drowned
She begone
She hates mankind

But the poison
Lives with her
With a heart as pure
As a silver
She returned

The rebirth
Kindness is gone
In the poison
They shall swarm

Under the innocent face
Is a revenge
You cannot erase

I hope it burns
I hope it stings
I hope it aches
Every time
You get a glimpse of me
I hope you drown
I hope your heart will die
The pain you caused
Now I am paying a high price
I hope you rotten
I hope you will be
Forgotten

In the wide field
he picked me
and I was freed
I was a pretty flower
The only problem is that
I easily wither
Who will love me
when I am no longer
appealing and pretty
I am going to wither
And die in winter

Clean your room
'cause they will roam
Make it spotless
'cause they wouldn't
careless
still, they threw
a big pile of garbage
to your head
and whatever you do
you cannot remove
the traces of yesterday

I once dreamed,
I want to become the ocean
freed
but it is more than it
The waves are strong
I cannot breathe
I felt free, but also bygone
The deep blue ocean
Is scarier than I yearn for